Its 4:31 in the morning…
I should be sleep yet im up yawning..
Some problems on my brain so a nap seems far fetched….
Ill attempt to let it out anyway, promises to do my best…
Lifes been like a game show, yu know yu win some and yu lose more
My show consists of two contestants
So whos the best to choose from?
As the fun begins, i hope this don’t intend to last long
What time is it now? Fuck!!!!!, boy was i wrong
Years go by as this game starts to take its toll
How much longer will i suffer, till im 30
till i get old?
Yea Our secrets are our secrets as much as i threaten to disclose them
But i dnt think she shud know the truth, not all at least,
its just so difficult to hold in
“Hold on to your words”, he say, cause they can really be damaging
“Keep quiet, for me please, and dont worry ill handle it.”
Spare the noise my nigha, Yu talkin loco, dnt nobody really care.
I was Stressed out for so long, i fuckin chopped off my hair.
Now 2 days is all it takes to get over such emotions
The next two days after tht, your reminiscing old commotions
Laughing about them, cryin maybe, each person is unique,
But the 2 days followin tht, your back to your knees.
Well i hoped it took 48 hours to be completely set free
I even Washed the stress away in the shower like a natural remedy
Turns out its more to it, a lock wit so many extra keys
Yoga, meditation and sunlight is the basis of wat i need.
Once this show is over ill go grab a bite to eat..
Smoke my weed, listen to my music and take my daughter on a journey.
In a house filled wit scarred souls, i cnt vent to these folks.
They're family, i get it but id rather type and post.