In My Small, Naive Mind @deepbluekey - Tumblr Blog

Sappho, If Not Winter: Fragments of Sappho (tr. by Anne Carson)

I love him, but I have to leave him behind.

I don’t want to.

But I think I might need to?

#perhaps we will never explore our own cave

I feel so much emotional pain and I don’t know what to do with it as I have no understanding of where it’s even coming from

I just want to disappear into fantastical realms and get lost in stories and become characters and feel so far away from myself for just a sec

I just think that would help a little bit

I feel I need to absorb the energy of strong determined characters so that I may become that myself

Because for the first time in my entire life….i simply don’t have the energy to continue :(

Snippets of poems I read the other day that remind me of him.

#poetry #Tori Bogacki #love #lust?#I might never know #happy leap year

Hey quick question - is one supposed to feel as though a part of them has died after watching The Phantom of the Opera (2004) for the first time (and another four times after that within the span of a few days)????

Pls send help, I fear I may never recover from this

#it’s consuming my entire being #I can’t get the music out of my head #this story is all I’ve been able to think about for the last 4 days #poto #eristine

02/28/2024

Tonight I tossed & turned for two hours, unable to sleep. A medley of songs on repeat in my brain wouldn’t, couldn’t stop playing. I called off for work at 3am, sat outside on my front porch with a blanket wrapped around me, and enjoyed the thunderstorm. I cried and the earth cried too.

heavensghost

So much time has gone by, I didn’t know how much I would change

deepbluekey

I’m rediscovering this site after around 6 years of not using it. This blog goes back to 2014 and I don’t necessarily have any desire to go back and delete the old posts that no longer resonate with me. They are pieces of who I once was, so they will stay.

But I am back. I am 6 years older, I am wiser, I am more educated. And I’m excited to continue this journey after such a long hiatus.