Chaotic Journal

A journal of the unknown that is myself

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You are tethered to me. we are now one.

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we are just two lost souls who found each other

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so is it too soon to say I want your last name?

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hey. hey. hey. remember me? yeah I used to be your best friend until you picked a boy over our friendship

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Maybe try a handmade bracelet, initials on it maybe? Heartfelt ya know?

honestly this isn't a bad idea. I was thinking of a cute scrapbook Starr it and as time goes on he can help me fill it out?

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I will find you in each and every life, I promise.

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so uhm, what is a good handmade gift to give a boyfriend?

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Look I may not be your first love, first kiss, first anything, but I promise I will be your last everything.

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my soul absolutely loves you

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I just want to wake up in your arms and spend the whole day in them

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'what are we?' is a question that might just be the hardest one to ask

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I always knew from the first moment I met you that it would be the both of us to the end.

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Christmas List

1. a fucken break

2. another break

3. a break before the break

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“You deserve better” is an interesting way of saying I’m not worth getting better for

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I won’t lie I think I’m becoming slowly obsessed with Trader Joe’s!

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chatgpt is saving me this semester

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Maybe I wanna ride the handle of a knife just like Josh made Aly do in the book Lights Out ... that's not crazy right?