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[definitelyfrankiero]

☆ Intro post ☆

Hello hello welcome to the wonderful wonderful place which is my blog 😼 I’m Alexander (he/him), and I’m 16 🔥🔥💥

Movies: dead poets society, the talented mr Ripley, goodwill hunting, the perks of being a wallflower, Maurice, Donnie Darko, before the fall(2004), the outsiders, Gattaca, the boys next door, swing kids,TAPS, my girl, brokeback mountain, mid 90s, the lost boys, Ferris beullers day off

<- letterboxd: https://boxd.it/gEdPB

Alex!! uses Letterboxd to share film reviews and lists. 46 films watched. Favorites: Dead Poets Society (1989), Donnie Darko (2001), Good Wi

Music: my chemical romance, frank iero (clearly..), Radiohead, muse (thanks Phil), James Marriott, Elliot smith, Jeff Buckly, everyone’s worried about Owen, fall out boy, panic! At the disco, Gerard way

Shows: supernatural, House md, young royals, Brooklyn 99, the office, umbrella academy, Grange Hill

Books: the perks of being a wallflower, the catcher in the rye, There Will Be Lies, Romeo and Juliet &more

Currently reading: the picture of Dorian gray, project Hail Mary, IT (I can’t choose one book)

Other interests: Dan and Phil! Casual phan since like 2018, insane since oct 13th.

_->Guitar, photography, poetry, skateboarding, art, writing, editing

I occasionally will post character analysis posts or lengthy yaps about movies or shows (I should probably tag these as something…) but mainly I’m just yapping about anything and everything

I post some of my fics on here aswell 😼😼

Thank you for the reading 🔥💥😼

[definitelyfrankiero]

SOMEETIMES I CRY SO HARD FROM PLEADING 💥SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL 💥THE💥NEEDLESS BEATTINGGG 💥 BUT BABY WHEN THEY KNOCK YOU DOWN AND OUTTT 💥 IS WHERE YOU OUGHTA STAYYY 💥ANDD AFTER ALL TBE BLOOD THAT YOU STILL OWEEE 💥 ANOTHER DOLLARS JUST ANOTHER BLOW 💥 SO FIX YOUR EYES AND GET UP 💥BETTER GET UPPPPP💥 WHILE YOU CAAANNNNN

[elliotsaqueenfan]

Tis a little over one hour of work

[definitelyfrankiero]

This is so beautiful oh mygoodness

[userlesbian]

everyday sunshine ☀️

[definitelyfrankiero]

Oh oh oh oh oh my god

[definitelyfrankiero]

Wearing two shirts and you can STILL see my binder through it I hate school uniform what the fuck is this 💔💔 it’s okay 💔 one week until I never ever have to wear it again

[definitelyfrankiero]

FIVE MORE DAYYSS 💪💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💥💥💪💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💪💪💪💪💥💥💪💪💪💥💪💪💥💪💥💪💥💪💥💪💥💪💥💪💥💪💥💪

[definitelyfrankiero]

WILLLLL 😭😭 WILL 😭😭😭WILL 😭😭WILL NOOOOOOL😭😭WILL

[gmaybe666]

“Acting's got to be one of the most wonderful things in the world. Think about it, most people, if they're lucky, get to lead half an exciting life, right. If I get the parts I could live dozens of great lives. To be or not to be!”

finished colouring this dead poets society / anderperry deleted scene

nulla dies sine linea = "no day without a line"

[definitelyfrankiero]

Ohmydays I’m crying

[m0nt3cr15t0]

flying desk set for an ate year's oald

[definitelyfrankiero]

Stop I love

[i-am-a-lazy-mess]

Reminder that celebrities are not your friends you do not know influencers and YouTubers are not your mutuals

[m0nt3cr15t0]

Why does RSL get manhandled so much in Much Ado About Nothing. They're throwing his ass around like a feral dog they need to control

Photos are divided by what scene they're from

[definitelyfrankiero]

I mean. Can you blame them. If i had an rsl by my side i think id slide tackle him

[definitelyfrankiero]

Charlie dalton hiding behind a mask of jokes and laughter, never being too serious- never letting anyone get close enough to be so serious. Every emotion he has, every negative feeling, every experience he just locks away in a joke to his friends, pretending that he doesn’t actually care when all he does is care. You saw him after he left Hager’s office after the phone call to god. Tears in his eyes, and yet he’s still laughing and cracking jokes around everyone. You can see how much it affected him. YU can see the pain in his eyes and In his walk. He locks himself into his room, alone, to finally feel something, but at some point he starts to question if he ever felt anything to begin with. He’s jealous of his friends- of Neil, mainly, who feels so loud and who isn’t ashamed of what’s inside of him, and Knox who can love so passionately and deeply, but meanwhile charlies just. There. Like if he even tried to open up seriously, no one would take it seriously and everyone would play it off as a joke, because he’s always joking and he’s always fine and he’s always okay, he has to be, he’s strong, he’s funny, he’s confident- he’s Charlie. He’s always the listener, never the one to get listened to.

Charlie dalton crying, non stop after Neil kills himself. His suicide genuinely broke down a wall within him. He doesn’t bother to act anymore, he just can’t bear the idea of acting like everything is fine when his whole world shattered around him and there’s nothing he can do or could have done. And yet still, he’s jealous. He’s jealous of Todd for being held when he heard the news, for everyone clamouring around him and making sure he’s okay- who was there to hold him when he found out that his best friend- his brother, had killed himself? Who was there for him? He was jealous of Todd being so loud, for finally screaming and yelling when he never had before. He was filled with envy that the rest of them could sing at Neil’s ceremony when he was so filled with grief and guilt that all he could do was stare as the tears kept falling- did they ever stop? Did he ever miss him less? Did it ever stop hurting?

Charlie dalton snapping, finally, after years of emotions hidden behind this facade of happiness, preforming like a court jester, escaping from him. His knuckle colliding against Cameron’s face, as if it could bring cameron just an inch of the pain that Neil’s death had brought to him. As if anything could ever compare to the gaping hole in his chest that Neil’s death had brought, the hole that nothing could ever fill, the kind of hole that filled him with this deep bubbling rage and a deep lack of care for anything anymore. There was no point in pretending to be happy, pretending to be okay- he wasn’t even sure if he could try anymore. If he did, it wouldn’t be believable. Neils death shattered him, broke every thing that he knew about himself and the world. He’d given up.

[mcr-as-bats]

Frank with a pride flag as this Pteropus Conspicillatus Spectacled Flying Fox Bat!!

(The perfect photo for pride month!!)

[venomssos]

these photos are so important to me.

[definitelyfrankiero]

Lord

[icedmarcha]

Reblog with your eye color, zodiac sign and favorite season.

Just wondering :) 

[orangeleg]

Ok.

Blueish grey, Virgo, Spring

@cluckyhylian @moonflower-wings-of-fire @samthelocalshadow @istanthecapitalisticoctopusboy

[moonflower-wings-of-fire]

dark brown TvT

Gemini (im an ai guys)

Summer cuz no school

[isoldmysoultothefae]

Dark teal, Leo, and Autumn

@biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist @bardorsomethinglikethat @ellie-moonbeam

[bardorsomethinglikethat]

Ooo thats a pretty eye color wren :3

Hazel green, Aries, Autumn

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @hyyl18 @ellie-moonbeam @mustard-in-a-bottle @theaterkidest2009 @valdezsimp02

[hyyl18]

Black (really black promise), Leo, Winter

@rustytyperwriter @patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @achillesfinch14 @wolf-john-wolf @kiraandhervibes @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @leninthestarlight @glassesghosties + open tags

[glassesghosties]

idfk it changes all the time but lets just say hazel, pisces, anddddddd autumn :]

@myphycopharmacologist @ink-stained-ambition @lusxnei6 @queerbookbitch + open tagsss

[myphycopharmacologist]

Blue, cancer, autumn?

@randylastname @strawbxrrypies @raven-cyclist @gemwesper +open <3

[strawbxrrypies]

greeney- browny- blueish (idfk bro), Gemini, autumn!

@multishipper33 @djyapyap33 @deltenner @peskybirdonyx + open tags <3

[peskybirdonyx]

blue with gold flecks, Aries, autumn(ik Spring is my b-day month but i love autumn)

@hawkflame999, @pufferishofpeace15, @randomfic, @sharktaco901, @4nt1soc1al-bl0b, @yuritadami10akayurihoshi, @merthaevelynk, @djyapyap33, @somestrangestone, @justalilgremlincreature, @iburntthenoodles, @xen-isnt-here, @mcwhoremic, @tox1ctraits, @ranchersghost, @multishipper33, and open tags! /nf

[eveessideblogfornonsense]

Brown, Leo, and winter ig I mean every season gives me allergies so I lowkebhate all of them lol

@lavendermoon48 @sunshine-snake @beanzdabean @yourlocalavian @lotustired @yosanoschainsaw @iicor

Happy pride btwwww

[lotustired]

Thx for the tag :)

Brown, sagittarius, and autumn (like late autumn early winter)

Npt! @just-a-zelda-fan @lizzable @cat-l0ver555 @druidbottles @lonk082 @l3ominor @starshineandbooks @gooserings-main @dontyoucallmyhighlightsgay @nameismizuki @zayzaycomics @bobasbag @palmolli and anyone else :)

[cat-l0ver555]

Green Hazel, Capricorn, and Winter ‼️

@bumbylbee @crown-of-ash @dcidrags @eightglass @gone-in-the-woods @gh0stwithaheart @kutie106 @pipsqueak317 @starsp1rals @stargazin-on-mars @write-with-will and anyone else!!

[stargazin-on-mars]

Blue, Libra, Fall?

@demigod-jack-hearth @what-is-going-on-im-confused @blacklicoriceisgood @ruler-of-nothing-important

[ruler-of-nothing-important]

Dark brown, cancer (😭), fall :D

@what-is-going-on-im-confused @canisdir @potted-plant-official @purple-dinosaur27 @snowheartart @duality-the-chaos-god @dizzycloudzzz @m1niethasilly @guardian-of-thespirit + open tags 😋

[guardian-of-thespirit]

Black black sorrow, black as it can be—

I mean dark brown, Capricorn and winter or autumn though we don’t really have a defined autumn over here

@theoneautisticthespian @themushroomstheyfoundme @smoky-salmon @sylviecalifragilistic @overwhelmedfernfrond @endlessnebula +open tags

[smoky-salmon]

thanx for taggin!!

dark brown [or black, i literally can’t locate my pupils], cancer, autumn! :]

tagss

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[prosperoisadiva]

Yippee thanks for the tag!

Dark Brownish, Virgo, uhhhh autumn!

Tags below!

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[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

Ty for the tag :)

Very dark brown, Sagittarius, summer!

Npt!! @kissrosier @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @rara3swhimsy @huckleberrysigh @laced-in-ruin @sad-traffic-cone @buckelys-starb0y @luvieville @leninthestarlight @poetscherry @sspadfoot @space-girliee @eyes-withoutt-a-facee + anyone else who wants to <33

[rara3swhimsy]

Grey/blue/green, scorpio, fall<3

@peterpettigrewismyhomeboy @nicherry123 @moonywithatrafficcone @hazey-dazey111 @deadthingalive + open tags<3

[hazey-dazey111]

bluey gray, Gemini AND FUCKING AUTUMN I MISS IT SO BAD

@arikakari @engelssong @withdevovotion @mudiguess @sorryilovejegulus @lillylovesarcticmonkeys @koomiesworld

[arikakari]

blue/purple/teal, taurus and summer!! im loving it right now its amazing

@maxwell-edison @wiseheartheroes @withdevovotion @em0tionallymotionsick @mossy-of-the-valley @hazey-dazey111 @souperache @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @lightsabersandbluecookies @idontgottatellyoucrap+ open!

[em0tionallymotionsick]

you have purple eyes???? huh??

anyways

hazel, taurus, FALLL I MISS IT SO BAD

open tags!

[theronanlynchshow]

light blue, aries, fall!

@yourlocalbadgerscales @lostcavernanchor @radiant-sunlight-angel @kutie106 @chickencentaur @simonsays-begaydocrime

@swanboyy @sunchasingthestar @hibi-flower @raeprise

[yourlocalbadgerscales]

greyish blue, gemini, spring!!

@youfoundheavenn @mj-rulesdaw0rld @drowningbyloverslane @sammiiiithedummest

[youfoundheavenn]

green, taurus, spring !!!

@mike-wheeler-offical @clowvie @noonenothingeveratall @funkopop547

[funkopop547]

Yellow, cancer, spring 💛

@andibelievethem @angry-avaocardo @awesomepeoplehangingouttogether @bylerbean @bylerthewise @ellietalkswaytoomuch @epsilonstars @flickergatedaughter @gayfandomslover @galacticinquisitorpsion @halflitpages @heyimcelery @ilovebylerandstonathan @iloverobinbyckley @kittemi @lunareclipse2727 @loonyloonylupin35 @mj-rulesdaw0rld @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @michaelqueerlerslipstares @michaelqueerlerslipstares @mikewheelerisaqueerler @nicointhecloset @newdreamlove21 @pewe7777 @picklemebyler @r5kittykat @rubyrider6000 @ronancepilled @sourcarmellia @sootstar22 @stargazingthemoooon @wiseheqrt @whylee-wheeler @yoursleepdemon @zombiegrains ig

[yoursleepdemon]

blue, Libra, fall

@nigripes-lover @1nfinitesource @m1dnightdancer @ellietalkswaytoomuch @faramirsonofgondor @dyinginmybed @moonywithatrafficcone @lycheeeejelly @redwinesupanover @holliewoodnot @chewing-on-lead

[chewing-on-lead]

hazel, leo, winter

@kiwistarrrzz @amazingdylan @starry-eyed-stag @gettingfurtheraway @not-new-jeans @hollanovhattrick @abandoned-sewer-rat +op3en

[hollanovhattrick]

Ty for the taggg

brown, gemini, winter

@thehyperfixationistlass @thatmusicaltheaternerd @ch3rryreality @lucystark12 @embers-to-ash @wolfstarwitch70 @velvetnemesis @pjo-tvs-version @choosadex @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @leoluser12345 @reggie-little-mermaid @sageinthe-stars @bouncingdogs @michellequeerler-irl

[embers-to-ash]

ooh yay!

green (with central heterochromia so they have a circle of yellow/orange in the middle), pisces, and autumn!

taaaags: @blackoutbitch @barium-nitrate @bonkytheclown @sisterdanielsrosary @strawberrysunrise15 @whatrhymeswithjakeateee @probshouldbesleeping @annaleigh12 @peopleinhellwantslurpes

[blackoutbitch]

thank u for the tag bby!

brown, scorpio and winter

tags: @darrencriss-is-superior @statecfgrace @xx-all-purpose-nerd-xx @scarletmooon

[darrencriss-is-superior]

Thank you for the tag bae ;)

Eye color: brown unfortunately

Zodiac sign: Taurus, not into zodiac signs btw

Favorite season: winter or fall

NPT: @skeletazz @starkissedhyacinths @ssuperkaya @charlieforelephants @visualisvery @in-your-wall-s @rtcobsessedgworlie @killer-bug-boi @musicals-and-moonlight and open tags because I’m lazy

[hope-and-joy-detector]

thank youuu

grey/green/blue, Sagittarius, winter/fall

@siriuslyobsessed394 @folkloresencen @carryingthebranner

[siriuslyobsessed394]

so dark brown that its js a soulless black, Taurus but everyone’s first guess is Leo, and AUTUMNNNN

@in-your-wall-s @glutenfree-pancakes @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @m0nt3cr15t0 @heartattackinblackdye

[m0nt3cr15t0]

I have dark brown eyes, my sign is Cancer, and my favorite is winter!! :D

@definitelyfrankiero @czache78 @makeyourwaytofreedom @quantumm76 + open since class is starting

[definitelyfrankiero]

My eyes are green with a brown ring (central heterochromia 💪💪💥) , I’m Aries ?? And my favourite is autumn :D

Open tags in late

[everyfandompossible]

Do you think Neil actually liked planes or was that something else he was supposed to like?

[m0nt3cr15t0]

He also has two baseball players and a little red Harvard flag above his bed at Welton (attached to the backside of the cabinet which is why you can't really see it except for in very specific blurry shots), which I frequently wonder about in the same way. His father wanted him to go to Harvard, so it makes sense he'd have a flag there, but did he like baseball? Was he just expected to have normal boyish interests? I wonder about his interests a lot.

The sticker directly under the Harvard flag says, "King Size Brains," by the way, and I think that reflects the pride and expectations in intellect and education that both Neil had for himself and Mr. Perry placed on him

[co0l-c4t]

watching dan and phil is like AHAHAHAHA ahahaha haha these guys are hilarious will i ever find someone as unconditionally loving to share the rest of my life with. fucks sake.