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i dont like shoes with big soles that make you look taller they pmo. same with bras that make your tits look bigger and compression leggings to make you seem more fit.

for one, you are who you are and you either have to love yourself they way you are or change. and second, it kinda preys on people that dont like their physical appearance.

big shoes can look sick but there's a point where it stops being just for looks and starts being worrying

sometimes i scroll through my old liked yt videos and soundcloud clips just to look at the comments and remember a time when the internet wasn't dead

my job should help me grow, not eat at my soul

this is what i post btw, horny shit

#sweaty armpits #hot and sweaty #midriff #smut #my art

i could not be happier that i've started accumulating an audience over on twitter, it's insane. it's a dream come true for me. i havent felt as much enthusiasm about anything in probably over a year. and i genuinely wouldnt trade it for anything

however

im putting too much pressure on myself to draw things that surpass each of my previous pieces. i have the irrational yet paralyzing fear that my followers look at my drawings with the same eye i do. and it's completely stupid too because when you follow someone, it's because you like their stuff, regardless of the skill level.

but i have people commissioning me and i worry about letting them down because they saw my best stuff and now im giving them something subpar. and this wasnt a concern back when no one cared ykwim? i could draw whatever and post whenever

this whole venture both excites me and worries me but i guess that's what we should want out of life, is it not?