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[dehrti]

rapierone:

   (  ☆. )   ––––––––––    ❛     his visage, framed by dark ,  thick  waves of hair, was a bit proud of countenance: something that others, not knowing him, might mistake for  arrogance  &&  his worn-down, red-&-sand-hued flight jacket had been with him as long as he had been in the resistance, rising through its ranks .  .  .

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[dehrti]

rapierone:

   (  ☆. )   ––––––––––    ❛     his visage, framed by dark ,  thick  waves of hair, was a bit proud of countenance: something that others, not knowing him, might mistake for  arrogance  &&  his worn-down, red-&-sand-hued flight jacket had been with him as long as he had been in the resistance, rising through its ranks .  .  .

[mckenzie-xxx-deactivated2014120]

Maybe I do deserve all the pain I’m in.

(via mckenzie-xxx)

[udvs]

[dehrti]

treat r treat askbox / will i ever get over mr robot for @dehrti. 

“ you & me against the world, or something like that? “

[dehrti]

my  bes t friend hs b een playing this 4 the past f ive minutes I want to die

[udvs]

‘ elliot. ‘ voice is shockingly soft, & when he leans down to level his face closer to elliot’s. ‘ elliot — i’m going to pick you up. ‘

[dehrti]

      wait  ––––––––––  words delay && there is a moment's worth of hesitation·; he offers no utterance of a plea for the man to refrain.  what is this ?  there is no wariness, save for the barest discomfort of unfamiliarity && elliot hardly flinches  (  how many people has he allowed to come this close ?  that number can't possibly reach beyond five )    his brows furrow, but he nods && allows for quiet words.     ❛        .  .  okay.     ❜

[nataliemaiaa]

[dehrti]

❛ two corpses we are, two corpses i see. ❜

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     it is morbid veracity in a metaphorical sense, voice uttering such terse thoughts && shaking elliot into cognizance.  words he cannot offer to express what he feels, though there is not a thought that manifests itself which refutes the claim that lingers.  neither of the pair are regarded in limelight, which is to say that they are both no better than ghosts ; && harsh to consider, it seems, but would there ever be more to them than their sunken eyes && the pretense that they’re not doing as badly as they are ?  in retrospect, they have never been much ––––––––– little has changed barring the uptake of drugs && the aggravated mental conditions (  both mostly on elliot’s part, he believes  ) .

           ––––––––––––   but, god, did she have to be so brazen ?

     such is not to be misconstrued, && if one knew elliot, they’d understand that audaciousness never sat well with him to begin with ––––––––– darlene would be no anomaly to such a habituated condition.  tongue sits heavy behind clenched teeth && he cannot bear to deviate his gaze from the ground, fingers grasping fruitlessly for their own palms.  it is too much to brave, the concept of merely being, without life nor basic qualities of actuality ; was he overthinking this again ?

     he breathes, && it is an inhalation that is prolonged ––– articulates his discontent.  disoriented, he becomes adrift in a winding nexus of superimposing notions, the disorder of uncertainty ; he can only offer a fleeting glance at his sister, before nodding && reaching for his second cigarette that day.

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@dehrti.

     ❛ ain’t nothin’ but a scratch. ❜

[dehrti]

                                     ––––––    he’s  h e a r d  that one  too many  times before.

        ❛     alright.  but it’ll hurt even worse if you just let it become  infected .                    my friend  –––––––––  she works at a corner store .  .  .  do you want to  go  ?     ❜

[suffocated-dreamer]

[dehrti]

AHKMENRAW ME DADDI

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This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction

[dehrti]

friend i just wanted to say that i adore the formatting of your tags. it's legit af and looks really good. ; u ;

      exitcode.   I REALLY HOPE YOU DON’T MIND THAT I’M PUBLISHING THIS, && PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU’D LIKE ME TO DELETE IT,, BU t oh goodness I seriously got v giddy because of this message && I needed 2 save this oh go sh.  thank you sm!!!  gently places a kiss  on your blog,,,, you look really good

[dehrti]

would you like to see more shayla's out there or angela's?

      exitcode.   HOOO BOY.  u are honestly asking the worst person this, I’m so sorry.  um??  based on the number of blogs that I’ve seen around (  && I’m likely not the most reliable source for this fandom, as I’ve only been here for two weeks myself….. ;v;  ) , there are more active angelas than there are shaylas, though neither……  have very extensive numbers of blogs I don’t think??

            as for what I want,,, tbh just…..  want a bigger mr. robot RP community, bc there’s so much potential for development between aLL of these characters???  whichever muse is calling out to u right  now –––––– please just listen to ur heart && come into my loving n open arms bc I’m here for u, whether u make a shayla or angela

[forceawakens]

My approach with Elliot is to dig deeply, but know that I just have to find a way to distance myself from him before it really becomes something that physically and mentally can torment me. Elliot is trying to numb himself from the world and remove himself, in a way. But at the same time, Elliot’s on the search for humanity as well. He may not go at it in the most productive way, but he’s definitely searching for something.·

[ironarchived]

C: // @dehrti​

             “     ah, excellent. you’re the engineer allsafe sent.  normally you’d be dealing with the firm’s security manager but i’m here on a favor for a friend.     ” the extension of his hand is perfunctory, as is the polite smile of greeting gracing his features. “     tony stark. pleased to be working with you, mr.  ––––  ?     ”

[dehrti]

      the proffered hand is accepted with considerable  hesitation , grip  weak  even so ; physical contact remains a quandary for elliot, && his  apprehension  becomes asserted through the stiff shift of stance &` careful  evasion  of requiting a smile.  [  would it manifest plainly enough to this man, the negligence on elliot’s part to  accordingly  prepare for this extemporary change ?  .  .  ]  a quiet exhale is permitted, &&  finally  he has enough resolve to speak  (  though there is nothing substantial enough offered to drive conversation ––––––––––– he is not versed enough in small talk  ) .

      ❛     alderson .  .  .   I mean  –––––––––  I’m elliot .     ❜

[dehrti]

behrti:

it takes a few ounces of self control to keep herself from chewing on the eraser, something that would likely drive elliot up the wall. she gets bored in the quiet moments, & finding things that aren’t sanitary seems to be a habit that forms whenever she needs something to keep her occupied. either she plays with things outside, or she gets wasted off her ass. 

‘ it’s called something like — color, i think. & because i don’t have shit to do. ‘

            ❛     cool ––––––––––––  that’s cool.   ❜

      he should cede the affirmation of his ignorance , admit that he’s never heard of the song, but isn’t that OBVIOUS ?  (  && what songs  would  he have heard of, if she were to yield her musical interests –––––– or any interests, for that matter?  )  he swallows, something thick that is augmented through his  unease  ; is this awkward ?  is he making it  weird ?  he wants to  apologise  for the turbulent ambiance, but therein lies no desire to  further exacerbate  latent disquiet, so his words become delayed.

            ❛     we can .  .  .  DO  something ?     ❜