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22 | INTJ | architect of my own ruin.

[dehumanizingsolitude]

Introduction

y'all can call me zen.

im a pervert when provoked, so please don't provoke me cuz i easily get the urge and can't stop easily

i am a switch, but i lean more on being dominant.

im asian, 22 (filo)

I have a strong kink for hyper-femininity, vulnerability, and coquette aesthetics. I lean heavily into Service Dom / Gentle Dom energy—my dominant urge comes from wanting to romantically cater to, protect, and thoroughly spoil an ultra-feminine partner. Kinks! rigger, dad-daughter, dumbification, degrading, praising, forced submission/brat, ddlg, cnc, knife play, etc... i have lots

here's my main list of hobbies so we can have some topics if u wanna talk to me, i have more but it would be too long:

Digital Arts & Sketching: From rough ideas to finished pieces.

Poster Making: Big on layout, aesthetics, and graphic design.

Leatherwork & Sewing: Tailoring, custom fashion, and working with leather.

Writing Smut: Prompt-based writer. Send me real scenarios or fantasies; my brain takes the core idea and turns the heat way up.

Audio & Text Composition: Creating tracks, beats, and structured writing.

Phytotoxicology: If you want to hear me info-dump about deadly plants, just ask.

im into music too, big time! like any genre

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my fantasy right now is making out with someone while they're grinding on my cock, then i lift their waist to guide my dick inside.

another fantasy is someone sending me pics/vids when im busy working, they keep showing how bad they want me so i'll be forced to let my horniness out too, like sending them a bulge pic then a video of me rubbing it while whispering to the mic that i wish it was them doing it

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i will finally get to drink alcohol later, it's been a long time since i drank alcohol — my academics is fucking me up i hate math and love it at the same damn time. i need to fuck someone while im drunk

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[ehrammm]

"A beautiful obsession"

[obedientpuppy777]

can i suck ur dick underneath ur desk while u work? ( > 𐃷 < )

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the type of stuff i wish for

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of course i love being horny and fucking!(virgin)

but imagine we put a lil bit of emotion there? like what if put some sadness there? boom Dacryphilia.

now what if we add anger to it? boom Eroticized Rage where you fuck your partner with hate.

sex and related things to it peaked my interest eversince i was kid, and now as an adult i can finally explore it and experiment about pleasure.

one day, this curiosity of mine will bring me pleasure.

[deadrosesfall]

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i love this sight

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3AM outfit lol

the crease on my pants is so shit rn

[goodboy99-deactivated20231216]

[toddlrfawn]

the sweet noises i make for dada… ໒꒰ྀི ˶> ˕ <˶꒱ྀི১

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post-nut thought form

as a tumblr newb, are you guys actually staying in character 24/7? because keeping up a constant "dominant" persona sounds exhausting. sometimes i just want to talk normally, be silly, and not constantly lead sexual conversations.

or maybe i’m just lonely and turning to tumblr for human interaction while horny. who knows. i need silly moots

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the thought of sharing a girl of mine makes me vomit, im too monogamous. i get jealous, i have this trait being too possessive on my possessions, i get crazy

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i guess im a pervert

it's hard having a boner while focusing on my papers... as much as i love my studies, i also wanna fuck someone too while reviewing like come here sit on my cock while i review...

[sluttysweethearttt]

>.<

[mournfulroses]

Emily Dickinson, from a letter to Susan Gilbert featured in The Letter-Poems and Prose of Emily Dickinson (1830-1886)

[iiumz]