[66fay-deactivated20250525]

[xxxtentacion]

touch yourself for me…

[dejahs-world]

i miss the way his warm arms felt around my cold body

[dejahs-world]

do you ever wish you could relive certain moments? i want to change it all. make it right.

[dejahs-world]

super pissed off right now i just want to throw a brick at someone’s head •.•

[honeypleasejustkillme]

fuck bpd it makes me simultaneously forgive people instantly and also hold a grudge for the rest of my life at the same time

[dejahs-world]

i absolutely hate myself now. i don’t want to wake up anymore. just let me rot in silence.

[dejahs-world]

i miss the way he smells

[dejahs-world]

my person? he came into my life randomly,really. something about him was very mysterious & i think that’s what kept me longing for more. he was quiet but his silence spoke volumes. his eyes shined. i still remember the first time we made eye contact. the way i blushed & how hot my body felt. i felt like i could’ve passed out. sometimes, the memories. they all come flooding back & makes me miss him more. -dejah

[dejahs-world]

we always end up at war with each other.

[dejahs-world]

i think i’m going fucking crazy

[dejahs-world]

i think im thinking too much

[dejahs-world]

it’s 5:38 & i feel absolutely drained.