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@delicateseraphs
thank you for all the asks checking in on me. i haven't been online in a while. someone reported s&r and me for linking my tumblr on my profile (that part isn't against tos apparently) lmfao. idk idrc i'm basically working three jobs rn and one of them is unpaid because they're clinicals so.... haven't been online in weeks and the thirty minutes i have free in a day is spent staring at a wall bc im burnt out
thank you to anyone who donates to me/sends me money 😠i love you, but PLEASE keep that money for YOURSELF and your family this season. i'm so grateful for your help and your consideration. thank you for thinking of me, but i'd feel so much better if you took care of yourself in this economic downturn.
please don't worry about me!! i'm planning on picking up another job (casual) after new years so i'll be busy, but i'll be able to pay my bills.
Take your time updating! Some of my favorite authors take 2-3 years to update. Life's challenging as is without unwanted anonymous pressure.
thank you!! 🎀💕 i was a bit worried i was disappointing people, but canada is literally so expensive rn despite our weak dollar ðŸ˜
When is the next update? It's been over six months.
😠i'm sorry!!!! i'm aiming for end of december, but i have two jobs, finals, and bills to pay ðŸ˜
sorry all, i don't know when my next update is. life is crazy and expensive ðŸ˜
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so i picked the wrong province to move to....
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so i picked the wrong province to move to....
😠maybe an update soon?? maybe. thank you so much to everyone who donated money to me - it really helped me get necessities like groceries and my contacts. you have no idea how thankful i am to you all for helping me out. i hope you're all doing well.
i cannot take another L this is too much...
i cannot take another L this is too much...
yeah, the almost cut off my thumb with a cleaver happened because they were doing construction while i was chopping up fruits, and the sudden jackhammer startled me.... big l for this loser
im doing my best to get something out to you guys soon i promise!!!! i wanted to get it out on my b-day but life is on my neck
so, like.... a little update.... have not been hit by the ao3 author curse, i just think i am unlucky <333 and i live in the lower mainland. i think the city just heard that i'm moving without experiencing the metrovan trifecta and someone just had to steal my car just to make sure i got the full experience of the west coast.
hey guys. um, not dead. just drowning.
how would you guys feel abt me potentially writing an actual original story??? i wouldn't put s&r on the backburner, but i would have to focus more on the original fiction especially if i get a patreon
I hope you reach enough for the new laptop ♡
thank you anon!!! i'm hoping so, too. i think i'll be able to put about 80 on this paycheck towards the laptop. i hope your day is going well!! 💙
spoilers! do not read if you're not willing to read potential spoilers about s&r.
i just wanted to get my thoughts out about exactly why i chose to create charlotte. she's a direct response to what the show did and didn't do.
the show talked a lot about hope being klaus' chance at redemption because he would finally have a child to love unconditionally and would love him in return. great story. except, their execution sucked and marcel was right there!!! what's even more important is that he's a SON, too. the themes the show had about klaus trying to overcome the difficult relationship with fatherhood from both sides should've been done with marcel. because he's not his son by blood, just like klaus wasn't mikael's son by blood either. (hope as a whole concept was a nonsense retcon to justify creating the originals and looping in hayley.) people don't talk about how much of marcel is moulded in klaus' image, except marcel began working on himself and healing much earlier than his sire. a lot of that way klaus raised marcel paralleled the way mikael raised him; that expectation of indomitable strength, that unwillingness to lose, the relentlessness. he even speaks like mikael when he's angry at marcel. it's a lot of toxic masculinity, but it wasn't always bad which was why marcel was helpless in the fact he loved klaus. he was much more protective of marcel and he clearly treasured him. he was also possessive of marcel's respect and love, the way he always is. you can see a lot klaus within marcel's character, which is exactly why charlotte is important in s&r.
i created charlotte to contrast marcel and klaus. there's a poem called this be the verse by phillip larkin and i think that's extremely relevant to klaus and marcel's dynamic. what i wanted to show was that this isn't always the case because marcel chose to break the cycle. he's pulling away from what's been taught to him and he's re-learning about what he wants in life. i hope everyone saw that when marcel didn't object to charlotte getting close to the mikaelsons because he knows he has a special place in her life. he doesn't need her to only have him. he's healed from his childhood wounds, but klaus hasn't.
i wanted to pose these questions with charlotte's existence: would klaus have given up power and riches for marcel? would he have placed himself in danger for him? would he have altered his entire life for him? would he have placed marcel above himself? (the latter is a no, but not consciously, because klaus always placed himself above marcel in terms of emotional safety. see his reaction to elijah and marcel being close in the latter's childhood.)
another thing is that i wanted to challenge the show's confusing thesis on family. they presented mikael as a monster for abusing klaus and justifying it because he was an affair baby unrelated to him by blood. how does that differ from how they treated marcel who they claim as family but isn't related via blood? because he evidently was treated worse compared to the blood relations. i think the show should've went the route of 'yes, family is important, but family is not always the people you're related to by blood, but also the people you choose to love and who choose to love you in return' and they should've done that with marcel's story line in regards to redeeming klaus. because he could've broken the cycle in which his 'father' inflicted upon him (even more relevant is that marcel was abused by his biological dad because he was his affair baby. their scenarios are inverted, which is potentially the incorrect word, but hopefully you understand what i'm saying.)
in s&r, marcel is doing all of that for charlotte which is important to the story... i think.