Oh BUDDY how do I begin.... I just created these two like 30 minutes ago (After finishing writing this, it's now been 2 hours) but I already LOVE them so much...
If it isn't obvious by Pink person's outfit, I originally made these people in Gacha Life since I was like bored and shit I needed some inspo on what to draw.. unfortunately Bisexual Cynic and Gay Idealist gets tiring to draw sometimes..... so instead I made Demiromantic Cynic and Idealist instead!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!
So yeah they are very much inspired by Enjoltaire cause why not
Onto the actual introduction!!!!!!!!
Dannie, the pink haired person, is a highly introverted enby who goes by she/them and likes to present themself as feminine! She does not believe in anything or anyone other than Xeva because she grew up having been bullied ever since 2nd grade. All her life, people had always messed with them and called them awful names. And so, with that, she grew up hating herself, trying multiple things like changing their hair color, hair style, fashion style, etc., however, that only seemed to cause other people to bully them more.
So, she tries conforming. Changing herself to be more masculine. Masculine clothing, hair styles, clothing styles, behaviour, manners. But doing all that felt.. wrong. Like they were playing a role they didn't audition for. They didn't like this. They hated how they were before but compared to how they feel now..? Looking back, maybe she didn't look as bad as she thought she looked. So she changes back, knowing everyone would go back to bullying her.
They felt right but she still wasn't satisfied. She thought if she changed back, she'd see how great they actually looked before. Nothing changes. The hate remains in her heart. So she grows numb. She sticks with it even though she despises it. Better than whatever that conforming phase was, I guess. She can deal with the bullies. Nothing they say will be any new news to her anyways.
They grow to despise everything. It started from hating the bullies, hating their situation, then it turned to hating herself. Then hating the people around them for not helping them and choosing to ignore the situation because they know nothing will happen. Then hating the authoritarian figures around them for choosing to save the school's reputation instead of an innocent student's childhood. Then hating every person they see in the street, or the hallways, or wherever for not seeing how damaged they are. And then onto hating their parents, who have done nothing but comfort them and attempt to cheer her up, telling her they understood what she was going through when they grew up on the other end of the bullying. They knew nothing. They didn't understand jack shit about her and her situation. Their parents were their everything, but as it turns out, everything seemed to mock them. So she begins ignoring them, choosing instead to engage in a world where she controls everything, she is the one that changes everything in just one stroke of a pen.
They don't talk to anybody. She runs away from anyone who tries to talk to her. She lets the bullying happen since she knows there's no escape. She barely goes to school to instead write stories at home instead. She pushes people away. That is, until Xeva comes into frame.
I am gonna be so honest I cannot write more rn I am sleepy as hell it's 10 pm here and I usually go to sleep by 8 so I'll maybe continue this tomorrow but idk I may not
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