the almighty ruins

allyson | 18 | anime trash | kpooper | video game enthusiast | multifandom

[autumnsunshine10]

“It’s funny, isn’t it, how soft hearts love the hardest?”

— Sadly though, that’s what makes them the easiest to break

[constanthoughts]

“it’s dangerous, I can already tell. I notice when I miss your hand wrapped around mine, I notice how I wish to tell you everything about my day, I notice the absence of your laugh mingled with mine. I can notice the attachment I have to you now, and I also notice, how incredibly vulnerable that makes me.”

—

it’s dangerous, how much i want of you.

w.j.

[trckingtime]

I really think its heartbreaking when someone wants to celebrate a little (and huge at the same time) victory and there’s somebody that immediately invalidates it because it comes as ordinary or normal to them.

[sorrythisisallicanbe]

I do get it.

It’s my fault that my life turned out like this. It’s my fault that everyone is leaving me and I end up alone again. It’s my fault. Everything is.  And I know my life won’t get any better. I don’t have the money to leave this life behind. I can’t even do the job I want to do, because you need money to go to university and it won’t get paid. I don’t have the strenght to fight anymore. Everytime I try I fail.  I am not the person you want I know that. And I’ll never be one of those girls. I won’t be that person you want to have in your life as a friend or anything else. I am nothing just a burden and a stupid naive person. I decided to never let anyone in again. I don’t want to get hurt again. My heart can’t do that anymore.  I do get it. I will never be enough. 

[psychopathicneighbor-deactivate]

“My thought is me: that’s why I can’t stop. I exist because I think… and I can’t stop myself from thinking. At this very moment - it’s frightful - if I exist, it is because I am horrified at existing. I am the one who pulls myself from the nothingness to which I aspire.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre

[v-ok-v]

“You were the one..but I wasn’t”

— broken

[boysaresuicidal2]

All I want to do is cry but I can’t

[delusionalcrxp]

☯

[boysaresuicidal2]

this is exactly what social anxiety is like, and its not fun at all

[delusionalcrxp]

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[arlenxoxo]

“People say they’ll always be here but they’re not here at 2am when the world is collapsing all around you and your thoughts are beginning to scream.”

—

[boysaresuicidal2]

I want to stop but I can’t

[kalopsiluna]

“I’m used to it”

— Worst thing you could hear from the person you love when you hurt them

[bumbleblossoms]

“there’s a voice that whispers you did it all wrong you’re doing it all again when the room is quiet and the wind is dead fears bubble up crying knotting their way into my ears I know who I am I know who I am but their voices are louder and I sink below my mistakes and my tossed away dreams into the deep until my hands have gone numb and there is nothing left”

— Miriam Kamens, and noticing the voice is the beginning

[a-pen-and-some-words]

She is all too familiar with the shape of her jaw, the look of her teeth, the position of her eyes, the length of her limbs. All too familiar with her thoughts perhaps as well. And I suppose it does make me a kind of sad to realize she will never meet herself with a mind utterly vacant of reservation, and through eyes virgin to her beauty, for I reckon such an engagement would shift all the stars in her universe, much like mine did when I first set eyes on her, and much like they still do every time she smiles.

- d.c.

[freshmoviequotes]

Summer Lovers (1982)

[liltotuserboxes]

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