kill me pills

⏤ marina, twenties, she/her, gemini, gryffindor, intp, remus lupin in disguise, professional mood swinger, multifandom mess, struggling real hard not to turn this blog into aesthetics bullshit, living in pink hues of quiet desperation

[demauries]

[snowbairdd]

The Bling Ring (2013) dir. Sofia Coppola

[valtsv]

black cats don't give you bad luck but hating black cats does in the form of my fists

[11990904]

[a-visual-diary-for-tomorrow]

Lutsk, Ukraine, 2020

[voyet]

i want to be free i want to have fun i want to get high i want to sing i want to party all night long i want to fuck on a bathroom sink i want to get pierced i want to take beautiful pictures i want to smoke lucky strikes i want to play bass i want to buy pretty clothes i want to fall in love i want to watch lots of movies and listen to lots of bands i want to travel the world i want to meet new people i want to be nicer ⁣⁣ ⁣why can’t i do this? i will always be caged in my own mind

a poem i wrote when i was seventeen (via voyet)

[ohyeahpop]

Courtney Love & Drew Barrymore at the The 12th MTV VMAs, September 07, 1995 - Ph. Kevin Mazur

[donske]

High-Rise (2015) dir. Ben Wheatley

[canadad-deactivated20171111]

i feel like tall people at concerts have everything they want in the world

[demauries]

it's my party and i'll cry if i want to

cry if i want to

[it-wasnt-that-bad]

me, leaving someone else on read: "I'm waiting until I have the time to actually write a thoughtful and meaningful response instead of just a few word reply, I'm sure they'll understand"

me, being left on read: "I'm being rejected, I should have known better than to humiliate myself by making myself vulnerable when I was clearly unwanted"

[demauries]

if anything, i feel more alone

[transfemmbeatrice]

“I don’t think that I accepted that I wasn’t gonna die young until I was 26 or 27. I really don’t think I fully…when I was 14, 15, 16, 17–I mean I knew as sure as I know that I am wearing green shoes that I was going to die before much happened. It was a certainty for me. And I had shaken off the directly suicidal urge by the time I was 21 or 22, but I still was pretty sure I was going to die pretty young, it really felt like an inevitability. It takes a long time to realize no, you’ve changed…if you shared those feelings with people at some point you go, ‘well, I guess we’re going to stick around.’ And it’s a funky thing to admit because there’s a part of your inner younger self that kind of judges you for that.”

John Darnielle fucking me up with the single most relatable thing he’s ever said

[todayyouarespecial]

[galanty]

Francesca Woodman committed suicide at the age of 22, but left behind a huge collection of photography, over 10,000 negatives. Woodman’s images are untitled and are known only by a location and date.

[illyadarling]

[girl-enraged]

sometimes i don’t really exist.

sometimes i exist quite painfully.

[shutterd0ll]