[meatmuffineil]

what helps me in my weird dissociation moments cause of bpd, is like a lot of death metal music. But not with headphones but my phone speaker, the vibrations help a lot and its also not as loud as my headphones.

That helps me a lot. I thought this can benefit someone.

[cheapcigarette]

the funny thing when u are aromantic and also a very self aware bpd person is that i can recognize patterns a mile away, especially in relationships

unfortunately this ability helps exactly nobody

my alloro friends ask me for advice, don't listen to it, only to come back to confess to my extremely unimpressed face that i was right all along

don't get me wrong, i don't listen to myself either. in my last few very intense friendships i clocked exactly what the other person was going to do to end the friendship and how it was gonna affect me from the first month of getting close and i did nothing ab it bc i wanted to be proven wrong

but, alas, i'm rarely wrong in such situations. the curse...

completely unrelated but my old therapist always said that i would do amazing in the field

[neglectedmutt]

he tortured me to insanity and then tortured me for being insane

[thewalkofshame]

a hoe so bored

[thewalkofshame]

i just like doing shit tbh

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

i’m actually full of rot and decay :)

[hpdamechan]

BPD is much more complex than being unstable and being obsessive. I know the internet fails to cover the deep parts of disorders a lot of the time, but I’d like to talk about it here. BPD often doesn’t only influence your relationships. You may spend all day and night fearing and reflecting on the abandonment you’ve faced and may face again. You may get into trouble because of emotional outbursts. You may have a deep, never-ending feeling of numbness and disconnect from everything else. BPD is OFTEN caused by trauma. Many times, people with BPD will feel like betrayed children who can no longer trust a world that has deeply hurt them. Before assuming people BPD with are “evil,” “abusive,” or “overdramatic,” look into what they have often gone through and experience. I promise, it’s eye-opening.

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

explodes them with my mind