nobody wants reality

I am Elijah Goldsworthy, but if you value your life, you'll stick to Eli. I'm not the most sane person you'll ever meet, but I think we can get past that. Not that I care if we do. I'm me, you're you. Let's put that distinct differentiation right here. I read Palahniuk, Poe, Plath, and several other authors that might be worth mentioning here. I listen to Chiodos, Panic! At The Disco, A Skylit Drive, and other such bands. I'm often seen reading a comic book or writing, take your pick and pick a day. The outcome is never, ever the same. "Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known." - Palahniuk “No matter how much you think you love somebody, you’ll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.” - Palahniuk "Everyone’s voice means a lot to at least one person." - Raye Grimshaw (This is an AU floater RP account.I am not affiliated with, nor do I have association with, Degrassi or Munro Chambers.)

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I'm, um, back in town...

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Alright, news! That hopefully someone sees…

I intend upon coming back on this Eli more regularly! If you have any questions, ask them on Clare or my personal. 

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Alright, news! That hopefully someone sees...

I intend upon coming back on this Eli more regularly! If you have any questions, ask them on Clare or my personal. 

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I may or may not go inactive on a few accounts:

Eli

Tate

Or really, anyone that isn’t Clare. 

I’ve lost my muses…

My inactivity may range anywhere from a few hours to a few weeks to a permanent hiatus.

I really am sorry, I just need a mental break.

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Coffee and Best Friends || Imogen

Coffee with Imogen was long overdue. What, with getting arrested and situating things with Skylar, Eli barely had time to breathe, but now that everything had been settled, Eli’d made his mind up. After confirming plans with Imogen, and both agreeing to leave right then, Eli got ready to go. It didn’t take too long before he was out of the house and on the way to the coffee shop. Imogen was his best friend, and he’d missed spending time with her, which was something that he didn’t like missing at all. To say that Imogen was someone that Eli valued was an understatement. As he got to the coffee shop, he didn’t quite see the quirky girl around just yet, so he waited until he did see her. “Hi.” he smiled gratefully.

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Imogen didn’t really mind that her and Eli’s coffee plans were overdue. She was a very patient person, and it didn’t bother her that it had to be delayed another day. As long as she would be seeing her best friend, it didn’t matter to her when it happened. After they decided to meet up again, she instantly got excited. She was looking forward to this, simply because it has been a while since they hung out. Imogen really missed him, and she wanted to catch up with him and his life. She didn’t even know that he had a new girlfriend; she felt very out of touch with his life, and she didn’t like that. 

Imogen walked to down the street and to the coffee shop; it took her a while to get there, because she always got distracted when walking. Sometimes she’d walk too slow, because she’d be thinking about stuff. It was an old habit she couldn’t break. After finally making it to the coffee shop, Imogen walked in with a huge smile for her best friend. “Hello, Elijah!” She greeted once she was in completely in front of him. “I missed you a tons.” She said smiling, and then taking a seat on the chair in front of him.

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Rolling his eyes at being called 'Elijah,' Eli smiled at his best friend. "I missed you, too." he chuckled. He hadn't ordered any coffee yet, having been waiting for Imogen, but that didn't matter. "How're you, Imo?" he smirked slightly. Yeah, it was finally good to be spending some time together. And honestly, Eli cared a great deal about how the girl was doing. There were things he hadn't told her yet, but that she could probably guess, and Eli felt guilty about that. Best friends shared, and that was this was for.

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I won't... You'll never push me away, Elijah. I promise. :)

That actually helps a lot, Imogen.

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My eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my past, The memories that we once had

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Alright, this is good for you; but is there anything else I could do?

Never let me push you away...

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I want to help you though...

If it makes you feel any better, just being my friend helps.

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You're not sure if there's something I could do to help?

Exactly.

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Oh, I see. Is there anything I could do to help?

I'm not sure about that.

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So there's no reason you're feeling like this?

Nothing more than usual.

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Oh. :( Well, did spending happen to make everything scrambled?

I'm simply a scrambled person.

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Oh.. Why are you not sure?

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Idk, that's why I'm asking you... Are you okay?

And that's what I'm saying, Imogen. I'm not sure.