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She let's you go
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She's The Man AU
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Far Too Soon
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A broken Promise
One where Bear wishes that reader would disappear from everyone's life
It happened sudden. One day you were there smiling in love. Treating the one you love like a queen. You were always one to do the simplest things to get the one you love to smile, laugh feeling the undying love you felt for them. For her. Nikki never felt a shred of doubt in your love. Never did she think she'd be so loved like this. So pure so beautiful. Do deeply. It was the longest, happiest and honestly the only relationship she truly had.
But then it was gone.
You were gone.
You didn't answer your phone.
No texts.
No nothing.
She truly couldn't understand what happened. It happened the night after the bar with her friends. You had been gone that day working late and promised to meet you at home (her house). The last text had been only a few seconds after she had gone inside her home after Bear dropped her off.
Glad you made it home. Be there soon. Love you <3
But you never made it home. Concerned for your safety she had called one of your coworkers. But they had said you left the moment the captain had dismissed everyone. She had called and texted but the phone went straight to voicemail. Going as far as looking up your location. You both had shared your locations. For safety reasons, of course.
Your phone was pinged on the side of the road.
*
Nikki called Bear, she knew he didn't drink a lot. Sarah and Ian were at karaoke and the chances that they wouldn't hear their phones was a possibility.
"Hey what's wrong?" Bear pulled up to her house and he had been waiting outside for her.
Nikki didn't waste time in getting in the car. "It's y/n she's not answering my calls or texts. She said she was on her way home but her phone hasn't moved. It shows here she's on Lincoln road. She's been there for about thirty minutes now. I've called. Numerous times now." She felt sick with worry, you never left her like this. Always finding the smallest second to shot out a text. Never leaving her this worried.
Something was wrong.
"Okay hey relax. I'm sure she's okay. Maybe she got called back to the station."
Nikki nodded, wanting to believe that you were okay. "No she would have called me. Can we please go."
Bear didn't say anything but put the car in drive. Your last phone location wasn't far. A good ten minutes from Nikki's home in car. Lincoln road was more of a back road. Empty fields, some abandoned houses. It was a much quicker way back home. It was also a very abandoned road, not a lot of traffic. Especially at night.
With what felt like her heart in her throat. Nikki waited anxiously. And she didn't have to wait long till they saw your car in a ditch. The front of the car crushed in from the impact of hitting the dirt and the back side was sticking out. The back wheels off the ground. The drivers door wide open. The lights from inside the car on and showing that no one was in the car. Your hazard lights weren't even on.
"Oh my god." Nikki's voice coming out shaky.
"Okay call her." Bear's eyes had widen at the sight of the car. This was all too creepy and a little suspicious. Eyes drifting to the back of his car. The empty box and broken stick still in its bag. The car was damaged enough to cause injury. But yet you were no where in sight.
Nikki was losing her mind. Hands slightly shaking from how uneasy she felt. Her phone was on speaker. And from a distant with the window of the car cracked just an inch. She heard your phone ringing.
Chest tighten in her chest. Nikki threw safety out of the window and got out of the car.
"Nikki get back in the car!"
She ignored Bear and rushed to your car. "Y/n?!" She yelled out. Your phone was still ringing. Only stopping when she reached the drivers door. Tears filled her eyes. When she got no response. "Baby?! Where are you?!" When she didn't get a response she was quick to dial another number.
"911 what's your emergency?"
Her voice coming out urgent, desperate as she explained to the dispatcher. "Yes her car is in a ditch. There's no sign of her." She continued to tell the dispatcher. "Her phone is in the car as well."
Nikki looked desperately around trying to find anything. Any sign of you. But there was nothing.
"Y/n?!"
It didn't take long for a police car to arrive. Nikki at this point was in full on panic mode. Even though Bear tried his best to comfort her.
The officer nodded and listened. Taking out a notepad. "Does y/n have any history of mental health problems?"
"No she's works as a firefighter at station 126, she was coming home from her shift. Please you have to find her." Nikki cried, completely losing her emotions and the thought of you hurt or worse.
The officer nodded sympathetically, "we will do everything we can to find her ma'am. I have to call for more officers to set up a perimeter. Please. Step back and let us do our job. Unfortunately that's all I can tell you."
*
"They'll find her Nikki. You have to take care of yourself." Bear had offered his home for her. Seeing as she didn't want to stay home alone.
He felt confident more than ever before. This was his moment. With Y/n out of the picture. Nikki would finally focus on him. If he played his cards right, Nikki will finally return his feelings. Right now he had acted sympathetically. When he really felt the opposite. And from the looks of it, it was helping. Nikki let him closer than ever now. She let him hug her, comfort her. As he reassured her.
"Y/n wouldn't like you not taking care of yourself. Please go shower while I order some food. Cause you have to eat. Searching for her at night would be no good. Come on."
Bear waited for the sound of the shower to turn on. making his way to the small storage closet he had. The closet was big enough to walk in, where his grandma had kept some of her health assisted appliances. Moving some of the boxes around to reach the wall. The small hole made the sound of the water running sound clearer. He watched, eyes filled with lust at the sight. His hands unbuttoning his pants.
Nikki on the other side completely unaware as she was too focused on you.
*
Four days. Four excruciating days passed with no word on your whereabouts. It was like you vanished from the face of the earth. There were no cameras. Around that road. No trace. No signs of a struggle. No hospital calls. No ransom note. You were just gone. You would never just disappear, leave everyone. Leave her.
Your photo was shown on the news. Papers printed and posted on almost every corner. But they didn't get any phone calls.
Nikki never stopped. She had walked around where your phone had last pinged it's location. She couldn't stop. She had checked and expanded the perimeter. The mountain that was a little further back was impossible to hike without any source of light. But she had to check off every possibility. She would search the deepest scariest crevices on earth if it meant finding you.
Her friends, had been thankfully helpful. Ian, Sarah and Bear had been by her side. Helping her check off areas that cops hadn't. The search party was called off today. Due to the exhaustion of leads. Nikki had been angry, in denial when they said it was no longer a rescue but a recovery. She wouldn't believe it. No. Not until..., no she couldn't think like that.
Thankfully your coworkers helped when they could. When one shift was on the other came to help for a few hours.
Nikki wouldn't give up.
*
"...What if we don't find her?"
Nikki chose to ignore him.
"Nikki? It's a possibility. I just want to make sure you're ready for it. The chances of finding Y/n alive is low. It's been five days now. Even if we do find her. She could be de-Shut up Bear!"
It was only himself and Nikki out searching today. With Ian and Sarah at work. Unable to be there. He took this moment to push his advances even further. How long did he have to wait for Nikki to just give up on her searches.
"Hey, I'm sorry. I care about you Nikki. And I've spoken to the police. They already named this a recovery. Not a rescue. I just want you to think of yourself. I just…care about you Nikki."
Nikki knew just how much Bear cared. She wasn't dumb. And sure as hell wasn't blind. Even when they were in school. The longing stares, the awkward and uncomfortable advances he tried. She tried to be friendly. He was her best friend. A brother really. But the more he looked. The more his feelings stayed. The more she grew uncomfortable around him. She was sure after she started dating you he would stop. But if anything he grew more unhinged. Finding reasons to hate you. Trying to convince her that you weren't a good person. The more her relationship grew steady and stronger. The more jealous he became.
"Look Bear I don't care what the police say. I will continue to look for her. Nothing. And I mean nothing will ever stop me from searching for the woman that I love." Putting more emphasis in her love for you. She needed Bear to understand that dead or alive she would never stop loving you. That no one in the world could ever fill the hole in her chest, only you.
Bear could barely hold his facial expression. The scoff he let out was barely hearable from where she stood but Nikki heard it.
"What do you expect from me Bear? Huh? What that Y/n is gone and I'm suddenly going to fall into your arms. I've known how you've felt for years. The only reason I've never said anything was because you're my best friend. I have and never will love you as anything other than a friend. So either shut up and help me find my woman. The woman I love or you can go back." Turning away from Bear she continued to the last marker, one of the firefighters had left.
"Stupid Willow. I should have wished for something better." He mumbled. Not noticing that Nikki had heard him.
Clenching his fists, anger coursing through out his body. He watched as Nikki walked away from him.
*
'I wish y/n would disappear from everyone's life.'
The words kept repeating in Bears mind. He had made the wish on impulse. He had been filled with jealousy and bitterness. Seeing Nikki so happy with someone else. He didn't really think when he made the wish. But even if he did. It wouldn't be possible, if he had even the smallest inkling that it was real. He would wished for something else. Like Nikki only loving him. Loving him more than anyone in the world.
He would have wished for that.
Especially after the conversation he just had with Nikki. He had felt embarrassed to be called out like that. But even more angry. Angry that Nikki could just push away his love like that.
Maybe he could buy another.
He turned his gaze to Nikki. It was the following day of that conversation he had with her. But it honestly went one ear and out the other. She looked absolutely beautiful. Even with a grief stricken face, she still looked stunning. He knew they would have to go back home soon. The sky was getting darker, and he knew Nikki wouldn't want to go without you. Just the thought of you was enough to fill home with annoyance. Even when you weren't here. Nikki's full focus was on you.
Bear didn't care what Nikki had said. She was just confused. She needed a man, not a woman who couldn't give her a family. So he just pushed the conversation with Nikki to the very back of his mind. He could help her. She was just playing hard to get. Maybe she wanted him to continue on trying to win her love. And he could do that.
"Nikki—No. We've only searched for a few hours. She could be hurt somewhere. Alone. There's coyotes around here. No. I'm not leaving. You guys can leave if you want." Nikki didn't even turn around to face him.
Bear bit the inside of his cheek in frustration. He wanted Nikki to focus on him. He wanted Nikki to love him. Why couldn't she love him? You were gone. No longer in the picture. But yet you were still front and center of Nikki's picture. He should have worded his wish differently. Like everyone to forget Y/n Y/ln. Like in Spider-Man.
A nudge to his shoulder snapped him out of his thoughts. Ian stood by him. Sarah being the one to lay her hand on Nikki's shoulder.
"It'll be hard to see anything at night Nikki. We could miss something if we search in the dark. We mark where we left off and then come back tomorrow." Sarah knew how much grief and hope Nikki was feeling. And she also knew how devastated Nikki felt everyday that went by without any sign of you.
"We have to find her Sarah. I can't I can't live without her."
The tears in the her best friend eyes was gut wrenching. Sarah moved to pull Nikki into a hug. Holding her as she cried.
Bear watched in pure envy.
*
The new box sat on his lap. Thankfully they had gotten back before the store closed. The moment he was in the car he didn't waste time. Taking the Willow out of the box.
"I wish Nikki loved me more than anyone in the world." The Willow didn't snap. "What the fuck?" He put all his strength into it but the stick wouldn't budge. Bear tried to use the steering wheel to break it but the Willow refused to break.
"What the fuck." He remembered how easy it was to use the first Willow. But this one refused to break. Reaching for the box, seeing the customer service number. Wasting no time to call.
"...Hello?"
"Um hello."
"Hey, what's up?"
"Um is this One Wish Willow?"
"Yeah."
"Okay, okay um I think the Willow I bought is defective. It won't break."
"Did you make wish already?"
"Yeah but I didn't think it would work the first time."
"Too bad. You can't make another if you already made a wish. Do you want to cancel the wish?"
"What but no—can I-I was wondering if I could alter it a little?"
"I'm sorry, we don't really do that. Do you want to talk to her?"
"What? Who?"
"Do you want to talk to her?" Bear then felt his heart stop in fear. Hearing cries filled with pain
"Who is that."
Heart stopping when he heard your name leave the man's lips. He never hanged up a phone as quickly as he did just now. That was you screaming. It couldn't be. Your screams echoed into in his mind.
*
Stay away.
Stay away.
Disappear.
Disappear.
Stay
Away.
Disappear.
Dis...
....appear.
And just like that you snapped back to reality. Afraid. Weak. Dehydrated. Body aching from the fall. You saw everything. Felt everything. The way something had taken over your body as you drove home. How you gotten out of the car as it still moved, your body hitting the floor, body rolling. Feeling every thing before your body stopped. How whatever was controlling forced you up. Mentally screaming in pain felling your road rash burning, body aching like never before as you were forced to walk. Sometimes you forced your way back in control and that only lead to more pain. The sun burns, the road rash, the blistering your feet had, the cuts from what ever was controlling your body had forced you down hills. Whether it was walking or falling.
You didn't know how long you had been walking. But you knew it was long enough to cause dehydration. You felt you mouth drier then ever. You didn't even have the energy to roll over. Laying on your stomach. Clothes ripped in some areas. You didn't even realize that you were no longer wearing your fire station shirt. Finding the little energy you turned around to lay on your stomach. Letting out a yelp of pain. Seeing the cliff you must of walked off of. It wasn't that high. But high enough to cause some serious damage.
Damage you were definitely feeling.
The sky was dark. You honestly could only see the outline of the cliff cause of the light from the moon.
The more you laid on the cold hard bumpy surface the more you felt the little energy you had draining. With a final glance at the moon. Your eyes fell shut. Succumbing to the sleep that pulled you in.
*
The following day. Nikki was up and early. With Ian and Bear at work. She was glad they didn't come ever since her conversation with Bear. She felt uncomfortable around him. And what he said as she walked away. She saw those One Wish Willows last time she went to the store. She was certain that they were just gag gifts. But part of her still felt weird about them. She believed in a lot of things. But wish Willows. Well she drew a line in some things.
Although the thoughts lingered. What if they were true. What if whatever Bear wished for came true. She couldn't think like that. Not right now.
She was at the trail with Sarah and two of your coworkers(best friends). Ava and Violet. The two firefighters had also been almost as desperate to find you as she is. She knew how much love they all had for each other. A sister hood formed in the line of work. You had trained with them as rookies and the friendship had blossomed from there.
The sunrise was barely shinning peaking over the horizon.
"Okay if you guys left off on the north west of the trail, we could push bit more towards the north side. She could have been chased by coyotes or something so we have to assume she went off trail. So keep an eye out for anything. Broken branch or literally anything." The tattooed woman said as she held open a map, Violet looked away from the map and towards Nikki. She hated thinking the worst. You could be dead. No one just disappears without a trace.
You loved Nikki way too much for you to just be gone out of your own accord. So no. She didn't believe the police officers when they came to that conclusion, that could be what happened. That you just left.
Nikki had hope. They'd find you.
So as the search continued, the sun continued to rise.
"Uh guys come here quick!" Ava's voice shouted, everyone rushed to her side.
All gasping at what they were seeing.
"That's Y/n's." The piece of clothing was dirty, ripped and in some areas had dark spots. All coming to the same dreadful conclusion. Blood. The stations logo and number were still noticeable.
Nikki eyes roamed the area hoping to find any other sign. Eyes widening at the broken branched but her breath halting in her throat at the sight of dried blood. "There's blood." Sounding breathless at what she was seeing. There was a small trail of blood. Seeing that. Nikki was quick to follow it.
Heart hammering in her chest. The bloody trail led her to an opening before it stopped. No foot steps or any other sign.
"Fuck." The desperation was boiling over. Finally after five days of searching for you and finally finding a sign. Only to come up empty. Tears gathered in her eyes. She couldn't go home again with nothing. The need to have you back was overwhelming.
Sarah had walked to the cliff. Taking in the view, her mind wondered to what Nikki had told her. The conversation with Bear. She couldn't deny that a part of her was a little bummed out that Bear still had feelings for Nikki. She had been so sure that Bear would grow out of his silly crush. Anyone with eyes could see how in love Nikki was with Y/n. Those two were the definition of soulmates. To find out that not only did Bear still like Nikki but to find out that he was also trying to pursue Nikki while you were missing. Was pretty fucked up. And extremely icky. Since that day she could proudly say she no longer found Bear attractive.
Or even considered him a good guy.
Her eyes drifted down the cliff. Only for her a horrified gasp to leave her lips. "Holy shit."
Hearing the gasp. Nikki turned to face where Sarah was standing. Dread filling her when she saw Sarah looking down the cliff. Her mind automatically picturing you down there. Refusing to fall into her mind once again. She all but ran to where Sarah was standing. Mumbling a quiet prayer that it wasn't you.
But the prayer wasn't answered.
Letting out a deep anguish cry at what she was seeing.
Your body laid on the floor. Three coyotes blood dripping from their mouths near your unmoving body.
:(
Vi who had a detective skilled shooter wife, who had refused to let her go unarmed took out the hand gun she was given. Shooting in the air. Scaring off the wild animals. The coyotes running past a mauled deer. With her heart in her throat. She stayed calm and quickly made her way down. Trying to ignore the heartbreaking cries from Nikki and that you looked dead.
Ava was quick to follow with her small med pac. Dropping to your side, closer she was able to see how freakishly still you looked. But she had seen plenty of dead bodies in her line of work. With her fingers pressed to the side of your neck. She held her breath. Hoping.
"WE GOT A PULSE!"
*
You felt like you had been hit by truck. And the truck was driven by you? You couldn't even begin to explain what happened. One second you were on road heading home and the next...it was like you were a passenger in your own body. Watching how you continued to walk towards no where with no objective. No destination. Just had to stay away. From everyone. You never did drugs. Not even marijuana. Hardly ever drank alcohol. Afraid of not knowing what you were doing. To not be in control of your body.
So this. This was something unexplainable.
Taking in your surroundings. You noticed that you were in a hospital, your pain registering the more you came to. Eyes landing on the woman sitting near your hospital bed. Head resting near your arm as she held your hand. Giving it a light squeeze, the moment your fingers moved. Nikki shot up. Eyes wide as she found your gaze.
"Hi." You offered weakly. Now realizing how dry your mouth felt.
A sob broke through her lips. Eyes filled with relief and tears. The hand not holding yours came up to your face. Softly creasing your scratched cheek.
The doctors couldn't explain what happened to you. Every test they ran came back clean. The bean scan came back clean, although they had ruled that you may have had a concussion after your crash. No signs of drugs, nothing that could explain why you went out there.
"Hi baby. How are you feeling?" You looked better. With your face clean, hair somewhat washed and untangled. Your face had more color. But she wanted to make sure. She reached for the small cup they had left her. Holding the straw as she helped you take small drinks. You would have to drink water slowly for next few hours.
You drank the timid water with greed. It was a small amount. No where near the amount you wanted. "...confused. What happened?"
Setting the cup aside. "I was hoping you could tell me. You've been missing for week. We found you at the bottom of a cliff yesterday." She watched you furrow your eyebrows. Your eyes looking up at the ceiling trying to recall the past week.
You told her what you remembered. The drive back home. And then nothing. Only moments when felt like you finally had control of your body. But only for a few seconds. How you kept repeating to disappear and you didn't even know why.
"I know it sounds crazy. But I swear I don't remember much."
Nikki bit her lip, she couldn't deny that she didn't like that answer. What could have caused you to just leave. To disappear. But then she remembered what Bear had said under his breath thinking she didn't hear him.
And a huge part of her wanted to make a wish of her
*
Bear had been furious. He thought if he canceled his wish. He'd be able to make another. The second he canceled it. He tried to make another wish. But the willow had refused to break.
Leaving him alone. With no Nikki. Not as a partner and not even as a friend.
:)
hello!! i loove ur nikki fics and i would love a fic where bear makes a wish at the reader instead (any kind of wish youd like) bc hes so confident he can get nikki he just needs to get rid of her gf but then nikki notices sth is wrong and when bear confidently goes for it much to nikkis dismay he maybe accidentally says what he did and she gets very upset with him
its ok if u dont wanna write it thank u in advance 🤗
Thank you 😊 I actually have one in the works already with the same idea but I will make a few changes so it could fit this req a bit more
Nikki Freeman/Fem!Reader
A/n: Requested by anon. hope you like it
The restaurant was now empty. Quite after a long hectic shift. The kitchen was clean, spotless a huge difference from the lunch rush just a couple of hours ago. You were the only one in the restaurant cooking a small meal for two. You were the youngest chef/owner and it was something you were proud of. For the longest time you worked hard for what you have. Now it was paying off. The restaurant was doing great, keeping busy and making more money than you could imagine. The staff became like family and you, were happy.
Feeling arms wrapping around your waist. You smiled, another reason why you were so happy. Your lovely girlfriend of two years were going strong. "That smells so good."
You turned off the stove. And served the food onto two plates. Turning around in her embrace, her dark brown eyes looked up at you. Smile on her face. "Hey baby. How was your day?" You leaned down and pecked her lips.
Nikki was quick to chase your lips for more. Pecking your lips a few more times. Before helping you with some plates. Taking them to your office. "It was okay. Ian and Bear being weird and Sarah waiting for her acceptance letters. The usual." She sat next to you on the floor. Seating so close your thigh brushed with hers. Setting the plate on the small coffee table. She loved when it was just you and her. Alone. You and your absolutely delicious cooking.
"Oh I almost forgot. The guys and Sarah want to ho trivia night again. This Friday, think you can come over with."
You looked away from your food, towards those dark brown eyes that were filled with hope. "I would love to babe but I can't. Friday we aren't close till midnight. We're hosting a party that day." Hating yourself for the smile fading slight from her lips. "I'm sorry baby."
"Nah it's okay."
And like that the conversation continued. Nikki knew how much work you put in your business. And she honestly couldn't be more proud of what you've accomplished. With how busy your were most day she came to learn to cherish every moment she had with you.
*_*
You arrived at Nikki's house early. Ready to take her on to the new cafe shop you both had agreed on. It wasn't too early, seeing as she did got out drinking with her friends. And today was her day off as it was yours as well. You could count on the team at the restaurant to not burn it down. Although Nikki hadn't responded to your texts or phone calls since last night. Which was concerning, main reason why you had come to her house earlier than you had said. But knocking on her door had been useless.
The more you went unanswered. The more your concern grew. You called Sarah out of all of Nikki's friends. Sarah was the only friend from Nikki that you're friendly with.
The phone rang for a few seconds before Sarah finally answered with a tired groan. "...Hello?"
"Sorry to bother you Sarah it's Y/n, uh I was just wondering if you know where Nikki is at?" Hoping, praying really that Nikki was with her.
You heard her shuffle. "Bear took her home, is she not there?"
"Fuck, no. I'll I'll go check at Bear's house. Thanks for answering."
"Of course."
You moved hurriedly to your car. Feeling like your heart was in your throat. You knew where Bear lived, only because his grandma was a regular before she passed. The sweet old woman often needed help with her year and you didn't live far from her. You didn't really talk to Bear, even though he was Nikki's best friend and you knew his grandma. There was just something about him that was, odd.
The second you were there you were knocking which was more banging at this point, on the door. You heard footsteps hurry to the door.
Bear opened the door smiling, only for it to quickly fall from his face at the sight of you. Y/n, Nikki's girlfriend. The worry in those y/ec was hard to miss. "Hey Bear sorry to bother you but I was wondering if you've seen— Babe come on. Breakfast isn't going to make its self."
It was like time froze, her words echoing in your head. Did you hear correctly? You were confused, hurt, angry?, heart pounding in your ears at what you just heard. Nikki came from behind Bear who still stood there frozen. Eyes not meeting yours. wrapping her arms around his waist from behind.
"Nikki?" It was all you could muster to say.
She didn't glance at you. Eyes set on Bear.
"W-What is this?" Standing there feeling completely lost, she wouldn't do this. No she wouldn't be this cruel. Especially not with Bear. The best friend she claimed she saw as a brother. If she fell out of love. Nikki would say so, she wouldn't string you along. She wasn't the type of person. She wouldn't.
Right?
"I'm where I belong. I don't love you Y/n. I never did, I was just confused. Now leave. I don't wish to see you anymore." And like that Nikki took the door and slammed it shut.
Leaving you standing there alone and heartbroken.
*
Three days went by and you heard nothing of Nikki. Which didn't leave you surprised. You tried to keep going. Move on from what happened but you were left so confused. The break up came out of nowhere. She had been different at Bear's house. Nothing like the Nikki you knew. She was cold, It still stung, remembering the harsh words that Nikki had said. The breakup was clear, maybe you were in denial. Maybe you were still looking for answers.
Where you went wrong?
When did Nikki stop loving you?
But she said she didn't love you.
Why would she date you for two years?
"Chef, come on dude. Screw her. I hate seeing you like this man. It's depressing and it's making me want to cry if I'm honest." Violet said, your other chef broke the silence. She had been hired just last year. You could honestly say she quickly became your best friend. The day Nikki had broken up with you had been, harsh. The day had been a blur. You knew you had spent it, crying mostly. The anguish of what you were feeling was unbearable. You tried to stay off your phone. Not wanting to see the pictures you still had or the one being posted online. You had not wanted to delete them. You didn't have the heart to do it.
Nikki was-is the love of your life. For you that love didn't-couldn't just disappear.
Two whole years and she out of nowhere says she doesn't love you.
You didn't believe her. Refused to believe her.
She didn't even look at you when she said it. It was what you kept coming back to.
"Dudes! You're not going to believe who had the audacity to come here." The voice of one of your servers, Chloe. She had come rushing into the kitchen. Eyes wide, looking angry and bit protective at the moment. Like you had said before everyone who worked for you had quickly become like family. Judging by Chloes attitude you had a feeling you knew who Chloe was talking about.
Violet and yourself pecked through the kitchen door windows. And you couldn't ignore how your heart ached at the sight of your ex. Wearing a blouse that you had gotten her for her birthday. Setting across Bear smiling and looking in love. Her eyes never leaving Bear.
"Oh the nerve." Ava mumbled, another waitress who stepped into the kitchen.
You just couldn't take your eyes off the pair. You felt your chest tighten at the sight of that smile. Without you realizing, you felt your eyes filling with tears.
"Okay come on, you don't have to watch this. Ava go get their order and be professional." Violet said as she pulled you away from the door. Leading you towards the break room.
"Fuck. I just don't get it Vi. She switched so suddenly." You cried as you buried your face into your hands. "There were no signs. No distance, no mood changes. No secrecy. She just changed."
The tattooed woman was just as stumped as you were. Other than her own relationship, she never seen a couple so in love. She was certain you and Nikki would get to live out your dreams together. Nikki had always been sweet and so damn in love with you. To turn around and do a whole 180 and "be in love" with someone Nikki had always referred to as a brother. It was odd.
"Maybe you should get the night off Y/n. I don't know what to tell you, how to make you feel better. Cause nothing I say, will. So go home."
You couldn't argue. You honestly didn't have the energy. So with a silent nod. You stood up and grabbed your things. Vi patted your back before leaving you alone and getting back to work.
You were almost at the exit when you heard a raised voice.
"Nononono don't do that! I thought we were having a nice date. Why does it matter? We were having a nice date."
Everyone in that restaurant turned to look. Including yourself. And you just couldn't help yourself, you made your way towards the table. Taking in how tense Nikki was up close. "Is everything alright."
And for a moment. A second. She looked at you. Afraid.
Then it was like she was looking right past you.
"Yes, now leave us alone." Her face said to leave. But her eyes.... You so desperately wanted answers, yet you knew you wouldn't get them from her. Not with how closed off she was acting. That's when your eyes for the first time turned to Bear. Who was not looking at you. His eyes on the table.
"Hey boss. Everything okay?"
With a single nod, you turned and walked away. You'd do anything to get answers. Even if it meant breaking a few laws.
*
Alone, dressed in all black is how you found yourself at the back door of Nikki's house. Were you really going this far? Yes. It wasn't jealousy fueling this need for answers. There was something strange about Nikki. Something was different and your gut was telling you to keep looking for answers. So that's how you found yourself at Nikki's. It wasn't breaking in really. Not if you had a key to the house.
Stepping into the house was not what you expected. The house was dark as expected when you turned on the lights. It was like no one had been there for days. There were the dirty plates from the late lunch you had made for both you the day Nikki had gone to the bar. The same blanket Nikki had used to wrap you and her as you made the food on one of the table chairs. What really made you freeze was Nikki's bag on the floor in front of the main door. The same bag you had gifted her for her birthday.
Nikki never really focused on the luxury things. Always wanting to be humble but you had remembered how her eyes lit up the moment she saw the bag. She had wanted it so badly up until she saw the price tag. You remembered the disappointment the way her shoulders had dropped. It was then you had saved up money from offering to work overtime. When you had finally gifted her the bag. She had cried. The happiness in her eyes, you also saw the guilt. Remembering how you had comforted her and told she deserved every thing. How you wanted to buy her something she deserved. She loved that bag. Had cherished it like it was her child. Never leaving it unintended, on the floor. She always kept it clean and organized.
To see it on the floor.
So many questions. Yet you had no answers.
But you did have an answer. Nikki had told you.
Why couldn't you accept it?
Why hold on?
Why suffer this pain when the woman you loved was in the arms of someone else?
*
It had been hard to find a moment. Somehow they were never alone. Always seen together. It hurt every time, it never got easy. But you had to ignore your own feelings. You couldn't focus on yourself. You knew it was weird. You had almost accepted it, until Ava had called you and said that Nikki had left a weird note on the table. You almost didn't ask for Ava to elaborate. But you did anyway. The napkin had read 'NOT ME'. You had no idea what it meant. Not me what?
"Bear. Hi. look I know we’re not really friends but I-Look Y/n I'm sorry for how Nikki broke up with you. But she doesn't love you anymore. She loves me now. It's time for you to move on. Just leave us alone." Bear then turned and walked out of the store. His shift over. You didn't know what you'd get out of talking to Bear. It was a long shot. But you had to give it chance. Seeing how closed off he was, you expected. Especially with how Nikki was acting towards you.
So you made your way out of the store.
"Nikki said you've been acting weird. This is like stalker behavior Y/n." Ian's voice came from behind you. You never really spoke to Ian. He like bear also had some type of issue with you.
And judging by the tone in his voice. You knew this conversation wasn't going to be pleasant. "Look Ian I'm-" It happened quickly, you had no time to think or even react. The sting from your jaw was painful.
"Stay away from my friends."
*
The bruise on your jaw didn't stop you. You didn't have to wait long to get some type of reasoning to keep looking for answers.
Nikki<3: not me plz believe me
That message had come in at 2:42 am. You had sent a message back asking what she was talking about. But you didn't get a response back. You waited. And waited but didn't get a response. You made an impulsive decision. Going to Bears house in the middle of the night. First checking his car. As expected the car was a mess. The back of the car had some trash bags, empty bottles. A bag from the store Nikki loved to visit 'The Green Man'. A small empty box that said something about a willow. There wasn't anything that raised any red flags. You turned your gaze to the house. Realizing how crazy and creepy you must look.
What am I doing.
What if she needs my help?
What if I get arrested for harassment?
You clenched your fist. You felt helpless, so stupid. Delusional really. Fighting yourself on what to do. You're avid that you knew Nikki. She's your perso-was-is your person. You felt like you knew her better than anyone. Never had you seen Nikki act the way she was acting now. She didn't look like herself, her mannerisms weren't, normal. They felt forced. They looked forced. Not genuine.
The windows of the house were covered. With that you'd have to find another way to talk to Nikki without Bear present.
*
"Yeah it's weird. Like apparently you make the wish and break the stick and bam. It comes true."
Setting alone at the cafe you over heard two girls talking.
"Yeah it's fucking crazy. I made one. Wished to pass my final exams and guess what I fucking passed with fucking A's. I didn't even study!" The girl laughed as her friend shook her head.
"Wait you wasted your wish on your exams?"
"Hell yeah. I mean money would have been nice but I really wanted to pass this shit. Ooo damn should have wished on love instead. Like a sugar daddy or something."
"Girl you're stupid. Why not just make Frank love you?"
"What? He doesn't like me that, unfortunately and I know how to take a hint. You should get one, wish on getting that job. Feel like these wishes are harmless cause they're not hurting anyone. They sell them at the Green Man. Called the One Wish Willows. It was pretty cheap for it to be real."
The cup stopped near your lips, the moment you heard the name of the store.
No. The one wish thing wasn't real.
It couldn't be.
That'd be....no he wouldn't. But you saw the box. An empty box.
It's not possible.
They're just gag gifts.
Right?
*
Your friends figured that getting you out of the house and away from the restaurant would be a good idea. They had seen how depressed you had become and they couldn't blame you. What Nikki did was just so, fucked up. So with that being said they had forced you out of the house and to a party.
Only did they realize that mistake when they weren't even ten minutes into the house when they saw your ex and her group of friends.
The moment you saw them.
Like she could feel your gaze. Her eyes connected with yours. Eyes widening in fear and confusion. A clear desperation taking over her face as she stumbled away from Bear. A scream filled with pure fear crashing on the coffee table as she fell back. "It's not me! It's not me!"
You had moved without even thinking about it. Your own eyes widening as she broke a bottle hitting herself. You had been quick to stop her before she could do it again.
"Dude what the fuck!"
"Holy shit!"
"Someone call 911!"
"The bitch is fucking crazy!"
"Nikki stop, please calm down." You pleaded. At the sound of your voice. The screaming stoped. A chilling feeling filling you at how quick Nikki switched.
Forcing herself out of your hold, "you just can't take a hint can you? I don't love you anymore. Fuck off already." She spat. The cut on her head bleeding down her face. As she laughed. Honestly looking completely crazy. But you saw the fear in those. The pure terror in those screams.
"That's not fucking normal, didn't you say Bear has like a few too many pills laying around." Vi said as she helped you up. Watching as Bear led Nikki out of the house.
"I ain't no expert but she has to be on drugs or something. Cause what I just saw was not normal. And what the fuck does 'not me' even mean? That was creepy on so many levels." Ava followed up.
Ian moved to get to you. Clear annoyance and looking unbothered at the whole situation. But before he could get any closer. A sharp sound of fist connecting with jaw was heard.
"Ah fuck!"
"Next time it won't be just that motherfucker. Punch my best friend again and it won't be pretty." Ava announced to the man holding his jaw. Slightly shaking the sting in her hand.
You were stuck on what you saw. Nikki's words not really registering. She had been bleeding badly. Nikki wasn't one to do drugs either.
You followed quickly after Nikki and Bear. Seeing him and Nikki walking to his car. He wasn't even trying to help her.
"Bear. She needs to go to the hospital."
"..."
You turned him around by his shoulder. "Listen, that cut needs stitches." He refused to meet your gaze and Nikki didn't take her eyes off of him. And deciding to say what's been on your mind since the cafe.
"I know what you did."
The way he snapped his eyes to you. If you didn't believe before you sure did now. The way he tensed up. His eyes filling with doubt but yet noticeable dread. He didn't answer. Pulling Nikki into the car and then speeding away.
*
The wish box sat on your table. You had bought two One Wish Willows. The store was thankfully still open when you left the party. Your friends leaving as well seeing as the party died down after what happened with Nikki. They had left to meet their own partners after you insisted that you were fine.
Now you sat at your kitchen table, looking down at one of the boxes.
"There's no way." You mumbled. A part, a small part of you was spectacle but this had been stuck in your head since the conversation you overheard at the cafe in the early morning. "Well here goes nothing." You took the stick out of the box. Clearing your throat.
The moment you opened your mouth. You heard a window break. The sudden noice had been loud in the silence of the house. The noise causing you to jump.
Now standing, you stood quietly waiting to hear anything else. Break ins weren't common in your neighborhood. And even if they were. Lights on in a house meant someone was home. Criminals weren't that stupid. You waited to see if you heard anything else.
The hall leading to your room, where the sound came from was dark. The only light on was the one in the dinning room. The moon light shinning was the only source of light that was coming from your room. The eerie sight was enough to unsettle you further.
Taking a hold of your hockey stick you walked as quietly towards the hall. Not knowing if you should turn the light on. But you were too scared honestly to walk further into the hall without the light on. So you turned it on.
As rounded the corner to your room. You didn't expect a lamp to be thrown at you. The thing shattered on your face. It cutting and momentarily blinding you. You stumbled back crashing into the wall. As a sudden weight was then thrown on you.
"You have to stay away."
You opened your eyes, freezing at who you saw. Nikki stood over you. Head still bleeding eyes wide and wild. A kitchen knife in her hand. Barely moving out of the way of the blade as she swung at you. You dodged the best you could. But your head was throbbing.
"I can't let you ruin what bear and I have."
"Nikki stop!" You grabbed a cushion and smacked her hand with to. But the knife stayed tightly clutched in her grasp. You didn't want to hurt Nikki. Not if she wasn't in control? Right?
"No! I can't let you destroy this! You can't love me!" Nikki screamed her voice coming out disoriented. She then lunged at you. Both of you crashing over the couch. You tried to hold her wrist. Especially the one holding the knife. But she used her head. Head butting you until you saw stars. The knife nicked your cheek the more she pushed down on it using her body weight to get the upper hand.
You pushed up your legs. Throwing her off you. Stumbling as you tried to get back up. But Nikki filled with whatever Bear did to her moved like she was possessed. She was up faster than you ever saw her move. In her hands was the hockey stick.
You cried out in pain when she repeatedly brought it down.
"You have to go away-NO! she has to go away."
Your ears barely picked up on what she was saying. How she argued with herself. You tried to crawl towards the kitchen but she stopped her brutal assault.
"I neeed to do this." The disoriented voice continued. Sounding nothing like Nikki.
Your fingers grasped what you needed, but as your fingers closed around the object. You were roughly turned around. Back now to cold tiled floor. You had no chance to react. Not even a chance to scream when the knife was brought hard and fast. The blade digging into your chest, stomach.
With blood chocking your air way you couldn't scream. Gurgling as you watched the woman you love repeatedly stab you. Your breath hitching from pain and shock, your fingers still closed around the object. The numbness quickly settled in. The pool of blood only getting bigger. The woman on top breathing heavily as she finally came to a halt.
Watching as your chest stuttered. Desperate to get air in the lungs.
Barely hearing the words you were mumbling. So desperately trying to mumble. Your eyes held no anger. No fear. Just acceptance.
Wish Nikki could only look. Not understanding what she was seeing. She had to take you out of the picture. Real Nikki was getting too strong whenever you were around. Especially when you were around. The pull real Nikki had to you was...something she couldn't understand. The only thing she did understand was that she loved Bear.
She loved Bear more
Than
Any...
One
The sound a stick breaking was then heard.
*
Nikki gasped, a sob tearing from her throat as everything that happened the past week flooded in. What bear had done to her. How she had desperately tried to get help. How whatever was controlling her had broken your heart. Crying for what Bear did. The man she saw as a brother. Controlled her, abused her in a way she never would have imagined him doing to her or anyone.
freezing as she took in her surroundings, noticing as she held a bloody knife. Letting the knife drop in horror at who she saw on the floor.
"No nono." Dropping to her knees as she took you in. There were too many stabs wounds to count. Your face pale. The stutter in your chest was barely noticeable. "No please. Please no." Nikki's already bloody hands tried to control the bleeding but it was no use.
Taking in the broken willow in your hands. You had saved her. "Please. Believe me it wasn't me. I would never never. Stay with me please."
Too weak to talk. Too weak to move. You smiled gently. Weakly.
Nikki felt you slip away. Your eye dull of life. The cry that escaped her lips was pure anguish. She held you closely to her chest. Your body heavy, as she cried for what she lost. Who she lost. Remembering ever cruel thing said to you. By herself, Bear, her own friends. They had watched her change so drastically and they didn't do anything. Only you did. And now. Now you were gone.
The willow that was still in your hands, her eyes then going to the brand new One Wish Willow. Still it's box.
*
She gasped awake. Heart hammering in her chest. Nikki took in hersurroundings. Taking in that she was in her own home. The wound on her head was not there. The constant painful ache that was between her legs was not there either. But the ache in her chest remained. Her mind settling on one person.
You.
Where were you.
Stumbling out of her room. Legs weak. Feeling like she hadn't walked or used them in days. Hearing noise coming from the kitchen she hastily made her way towards the noise. Feet halting at who she saw.
"Good morning babe. You slept like a baby last night." You turned around a bright smile on your face. Looking as alive as ever. No stab wounds noticeable as you were only wearing a sports bra and some shorts. No bruises from the hockey stick. No bruised jaw from where Ian punched you. Alive and cooking breakfast.
Her wish ringing in her ears.
I wish Bear to be dead and Y/n to be alive. No questions on how he died. No one remembering this past week. No consequences.
And she wouldn't change it.
I was hoping I could request another Nikki x fem reader fic. R is a chef and owns the restaurant that Demon Nikki and bear go to on their date. (Like imagine seeing the girl you love on a date with the guy she dumped you for at your restaurant.)The story consists of Nikki trying to ask for help/warn R. So R is trying to figure out what's going on, and it ends up making everyone see R as the crazy ex. And they don't really wanna help her, since R isn't part of the friend group; she's just Nikki’s gf to them. (Like demon Nikki would definitely make people think you're the obsessed ex and bear would still think he's the victim.)R and Nikki had been dating for 2 years before bear made his wish. But as the story goes on, demon Nikki starts seeing R as a threat to her relationship with bear. So, demon Nikki decides to get rid of R, since R is getting too close to the truth. R has a hunch that bear made a wish. But no way it actually works right. So R buys a one-wish willow. The night of the party, R gets seriously injured by demon Nikki, like life-threatening. But she survives and makes a wish to cancel bear’s wish. Before anyone else can be hurt. Saving Nikki so they can have a happy ending. (Cause can you imagine Nikki coming too just to see R dying and all R is doing is trying to comfort Nikki.)
Sorry, that was long. You can change anything you want about this. I really wanna see an R who's willing to give her life to save Nikki.
Hey dude love this idea. I’ll be posting it this weekend :D i did different lil ending hope that’s okay
We need more yuri 🥹🥹
And you will get more yuri
Part 2 to Wish Nikki being obsessed with you. Bear's obsession with Nikki is shown a bit more desperate here
A/n: requested by @perfectartisanwerewolf hope you like it
*_*
As days passed you noticed a slight difference to Nikki. She had always been clingy. That was something that never bothered you. But since that night after the bar things have been, different. Every time you'd be somewhere Nikki wasn't. She was always calling, texting finding reason to be near. At first you didn't mind, you still didn't but you knew how much Nikki prioritize her writing time.
That was the first thing you noticed.
Nikki was not making time to write in her journal. She always made time. Something was wrong and you couldn't understand what it was.
Another thing that kept grabbing your attention was Bear. You knew from the moment you were introduced to the group of friends by Nikki. The crush the guy had on Nikki was very evident. You weren't blind, the guy was still crushing hard on Nikki. The way he looked at her was honestly disturbing. How Nikki turned a didn't know about Bear's feelings was beyond comprehension.
You felt his glare from across the room. You sat in a love chair with Nikki on your lap. One of her fingers running through your hair from the back. She had refused to take a seat on any empty chair. One of your arms was wrapped around her waist. Bring her in closer. It was enough action to get a reaction from Bear. See his eyes narrow and his hold on his glass tighten. His eyes meeting yours. The moment they did he was quick to look away.
"...Nikki what do you think?" Sarah's voice caused you to look away from Bear.
Nikki didn't even bother to turn to look at Sarah. Eyes fixated on you. A soft smile on her face. "What?"
Sarah seemed unbothered with Nikki's lack of focus on the subject. "You know what never mind. Lover girl here is clearly too busy."
You looked up at Nikki meeting her gaze. Ignoring the room around you as everyone continued the conversation. "You okay?"
"I love you so so so much. Did you know that?" Her voice was gentle, soft spoken.
It got you to smile, "I love you too. More than anything."
The smile that formed on her face was enough to push the concern away for a moment.
*
The worry was pushed front and center when you got to her house, it was a long day after work and you wanted nothing more than to be cuddled up with Nikki.
You had stopped not even foot into the house, seeing Nikki standing in the middle of the living room, a puddle on the tiled floor. Tears stricks on her cheeks.
"Nikki?"
Blinking back to awareness. A sob escaped Nikki's lips. An embarrassed, mortified expression overtook her face as she covered her face with her hands. "I-I don't know what's what's happening." She cried.
You closed and locked the door. Setting your work bag down and made your way towards her. "We'll figure it out Nikki. Come on, I'll run you a shower."
*
While Nikki showered you got to cleaning the floor. Everything was just as you left it before going to work. The coffee cup you left on the counter. The uneaten breakfast you left out for Nikki. So after cleaning you moved to the kitchen, wanting to make something light for her. I'd that state of the house was anything to go by, Nikki hadn't eaten.
There were some ideas due to you having an above average knowledge of healthcare. Seeing as you were firefighter paramedic. Alzheimer's, could be something. Although, Nikki showed no signs of that. Paranoia. There were moments that Nikki was certain someone was trying to take her. Where? You had no idea. Schizophrenia was another possibility.
You wanted to help.
Nikki was going through something and you wanted to make her feel safe again.
Hearing the shower shut off you moved to get the soup on the kitchen table.
"Are you—were you ignoring me? I'm so sorry if I freaked you out. I just really missed you."
Confusion was just something that stayed with you lately. "What? No baby I wasn't trying to ignore you. We just got busy that last few hours on my shift. I'm sorry, I didn't respond sooner." She stood in a baggy tshirt that came down to her mid thighs. Looking smaller than ever.
"You do love me right?"
The fear and doubt was unmistakable to miss. The paranoia was evident. "With all my heart."
"I love you. Only you. No one else."
You knew Nikki would never cheat on you. She wasn't the type of person. But that sentence did raise alarm bells in your head.
*
The concern just kept on growing for what was happening to Nikki. It was now multiple times you found her wide awake, staring blankly at the wall. At first you had thought she was sleep walking. But the moment you were in her line of sight it was a like switch. She was smiling and just looking at you like nothing was wrong. Time you had to lead her back to bed and let her cuddle you as you laid awake and wait till she slept.
"What's gotten into you Nik?" You whispered as she finally slept. The quiet only lasted till you felt her shudder.
"Y/nn?"
Her whisper cut through the room like a knife. How it shook, how it was laced with fear. Her body not moving staying completely still. Her face on your chest. Arm wrapped around your middle.
"Nikki?"
"It's-It's not me."
"What?" You tried to move to get a better look at her.
"No, you'll. You'll wake her up."
"Her? Baby what's going on?" She didn't move and you didn't dare breath normally. Afraid of who ever 'her' was would wake up.
"She first kept wanting Bear. Then she switched. She wants you." She whimpered from fear? Pain?
"Bear?"
"Sometimes she-she talks. Talks how she first wanted Bear. How it was his wish. Please. Please—"
Her breathing changed. Her head moved from where it laid on your chest. Smile on her face. "Baby? Why are you awake?"
You hadn't noticed at first. How the smile looked forced, too wide. How her eyes looked wild yet soft. "Uh couldn't sleep. And you looked cute while sleeping."
She blushed as she look down and then back at you. Smile now soft and not forced. It was just like before. But if Nikki was telling truth. Who the fuck was this? Would it be so hard to believe. You had heard from the guys back at the station talking about a wish box being sold in town. How it's supposed to make your wish come true but at a price. The last call. The reason why you had been so busy to answer Nikki's calls/texts, paramedics had been called into a house that had three dead bodies. A poor woman tied naked in chair with her face bashed in. An overdose victim, and a gun shot victim. A woman had been sat on the couch crying. Screaming. That it wasn't her.
That it had been the man that overdosed. She kept screaming begging anyone to listen that it wasn't her. That it was due to the man's wish.
In the kitchen had been two of those Wish sticks.
You had to speak to bear.
*
It hadn't been long for fake Nikki to fall back to sleep. Except this time real Nikki didn't wake either. You moved slow. You knew Bear was at home. Getting to his house was quick. You didn't bother knocking. Bursting through the door seeing him fumble with his phone as he picked up his pants as he stood up. Fury and disgust filling you when you saw Nikki's instagram account.
"Y/n what the fuck?!"
The house stunk just like he did. Bear always had a weird stench that clung to him. The house felt stuffy and you saw the trash on the table A Green Man bag. It was on its side and from here you could see the familiar white wish box.
"I'll ask this once and don't fucking lie. Did you make a wish involving Nikki?" Your eyes stayed on him. Fists clenched tight. You knew the answer. But you wanted to hear him say it.
Even if you didn't know. The way he tensed up and refused to meet your eyes was a dead give away. "What?! No-" you didn't let him finish when you crossed the room and punched him. Grabbing him by the collar. Making him meet your gaze.
"I said don't fucking lie."
You didn't see him grab the lamb. You did feel the pain of it slamming to the side of your head. Loosen your grip on his shirt.
Bear took the moment to grab his chair in fir of rage and jealousy finally getting the best of him. He swung the chair as hard as he could. Feeling the impact of the chair shooting up his arms as you feel to the floor.
Fuck you weren't expecting that.
"She was mine. I'm better person for Nikki than you Y/n. I was so close, I still am. You just come here and destroy everything!" Holding the leg of the now broken chair Bear let the blood from his broke nose gush down his lips. The crazed look in his eyes.
You groaned from the pain. Trying to grab anything to give you the upper hand.
"She's she's just confused. Weak. I went to that stupid store again. Got another wish willow. This time I'll wish you gone." He turned to get the bag. You took that moment to get up. Adrenaline high as you grabbed a fist full of cat litter. The moment he turned around you threw it at his face. Then tackling him to the ground.
Thankfully it didn't take you long to get the upper hand. Forcing his hands behind his back. He grunted and tried to force you off. But he was weak. And you were a firefighter that lifted on a daily basis.
"You're going to cancel the wish. I don't know how. Call the damn number on the box. I'll break your fucking arm if you refuse." You twisted an arm in an angle that was sure to cause him pain. And it did, judging by his cry.
"Okay okay."
You dialed the number on the box using one hand as you put your weight on his back. Trapping his arm as you held the other.
"Hello?"
You twisted Bear's arm when he first responded. "Ah! Is is this One Wish Willow?"
"Yea, would you like to cancel your wish."
Twisting arm just a bit harder when once again when he didn't answer. "Y-Yes! Cancel the wish!"
"Okay. It's done."
The phone call ended. You then punched him again. "You'll stay the fuck away from Nikki. Do you understand me. Delete her number. She no longer exists for you. If I see you anywhere near her or try to contact her. I'll kill you myself. Do you understand?" You pulled his arm up, letting him cry in pain.
"I understand! Please stop!"
You stood up after letting him go. Taking the bag that had more than One Wish Willows. You were quick to leave his house. Leaving him crying out in anger and despair.
*
The pain settled the moment you were in the car. You had to get back to Nikki. You also had to buy things that could protect her from things like this, what? You weren't sure. But you were positive Nikki knew. Your back stung feeling cuts on it. The side of your head felt warm fingers touching the side that hurt, looking down at your hand to see blood.
You couldn't stop now. You had to get to Nikki.
You got home fast. You had run a stop sign or two. You didn't even get to unlock the door before it was yanked open.
"Oh my god." She sobbed out. She threw herself at you. Arms wrapped around your shoulders. Only to quickly pull away when she heard you hiss. "Are you okay? What happened? What did you do?" She looked you over. Eyes normal but yet filled with concern. Fear still in those eyes. Her hands shook as she pulled you inside.
"I'm okay. Bear won't be bothering you anymore, if he knows what's good for him. Fucking creep."
You slumped down on the couch pain really hitting you now that the adrenaline was gone. Your gaze stayed on her.
"...I can't believe he did this to me."
Your chest ached for her. As creepy as Bear is, you knew Nikki truly did love him as a brother.
"Nikki, is she still around?"
"No. She's gone. At first she wanted Bear. Like i said but something changed, fast. Like the moment i thought of you. She latched on. I don't know how to explain it." She moved to get the first aid kit from the bathroom. Her mind still reeled from what she had gone through. But she had to focus on helping you.
"Are you okay?" Nikki asked seeing the cuts on the side of your head. It wasn't deep enough to need stitches. She knew a bit about first aid from you.
You took her hands once they were done bandaging you up. Her hands still shaky. "These will heal." Her eyes quickly filled with tears. She slotted herself into you. Face buried into your neck.
"We should just go to New York. My transfer request got approved. We could leave tomorrow if you really want." You said after a moment of silence.
You'd do anything to protect her. If it meant moving to the other side of the country. Far away from that creep. You do it.
"Okay. Let's go."
:)
Nikki Freeman/Fem!Reader
Summary: What if the love Nikki has for you was way too strong for the wish. Wish Nikki became a part of Real Nikki when Bear made the wish but instead of WishNikki being obsessed with Bear she was just as obsessed with you as real Nikki. Don't ask me how.
A/n: I can’t get over Nikki. Saw the movie and man that ending. Figured our girl deserves better and happy ending damnit. So enjoy.
***
Anyone with eyes could see how in love Nikki was. The way she acted, the way she treated you, it was a no brainer. Since the moment you stepped into the shop looking for a new guitar. Nikki had been hooked. She had never been so in love. Sure she had relationships in high school. But none of them had ever made her feel like the way you made her feel. Never did she think she'd fall for that trope of love at first sight. Always thinking it was something that only happened in movies.
But yet, here she was. In love with you.
Eyes always on you.
Always touching you.
Finding reasons to just be around you.
And Bear hated it.
Here he was in love with his best friend since grade school. Always trying to find a way to get Nikki to be his. But it was no use. He was a coward and it annoyed him to no end that you just waltzed in to their lives and ruined everything.
He envied the way you effortlessly made Nikki laugh. How you didn't even have to try to get Nikki to act like a schoolgirl in love. How Nikki leaned into you at the round table. How her eyes never looked away from you. How her hands stayed clutching your bicep. It didn't take long for you to wrap your arm around Nikki's shoulders. Your other hand taking a hold of Nikki's chair and pulling the chair closer.
Bear could feel himself start to sweat. Angry at what he was feeling. The hatred he felt for you for stealing what was his, only grew.
Watching as your phone rang and you had to leave the table. A groan from everyone, especially Nikki. Only getting the woman to smile when you kissed her cheek before stepping away from the table and out of the bar. Nikki's eyes followed you and waited until you stepped back into to the bar. He continued to watch Nikki.
He had to do something.
*
You had left the bar being called back to work due to an emergency. He took this opportunity to try something. Take his shot. There was no way he could lose Nikki to you.
With Sarah and Ian already gone. It left Nikki with him to give her a ride. Nikki had been silent most of the ride. He had tried to start conversation but she had no desire to talk.
"Uh so you and Y/n? When-When did that start?" His hand clutched at the steering wheel.
Just the mention of your name worked like a switch. A bright smile on Nikki's face was quickly formed. "I don't know. It just happened. One moment we were just talking and the next we were kissing. It felt right, you know. And I just know, she's my person. Everything just seems to click when I'm with her."
Nikki all but gushed. His hands could not get tighter on the wheel. He wanted Nikki to talk about him like that. All those signs that were there. Did she just not care? The moments they spent together when his grandma died. The secret moments they shared. It couldn’t be just in his head.
Stopping in front of Nikki's house. His best friend was quick to get out. "See ya later Bear, drive safe." Nikki couldn't wait to get on the phone with you. She wanted to hear your voice, make sure you were okay. Your job was a lot more dangerous than where she worked.
Bear stayed in front of the house, after the front door shut. Anger, jealousy, coursing through his body. It was stupid. He knew that. But he was desperate. Taking out the One Wish Willow.
The stick in his hands. "I wish Nikki loved me more than anyone in this world."
*
For a terrifying and disturbing moment. Flashes of Bear ran through her mind. Painting an imagine of her best friend in way she never wished for. The disgust was quickly followed as a bile started form in her throat. Never in a million years would she look at Bear in that way. The disgust was quickly replaced with a strong desire. A hunger of want, directed at one single person. Bear was quickly erased from her mind as flashes of you took over. Whatever brought Bear to her mind fought but the more she thought of you. The less she thought of Bear. It helped when her phone rang. An image she great fully accepted.
Shaking off whatever the fuck that was.
The image of you in nothing but a pair of boxers and a sports bra your body exposed as she cuddled into you as she had taken the picture. She was quick to answer.
"Hey there pretty girl. Get home safe?" Your rough exhausted voice cut through the speaker of the phone. The desire only grew, thighs clenching. The confusion still sat there. Just a moment ago she had a weird ass moment of Bear. But then it had quickly changed to thoughts about you. The disgust she had felt earlier had quickly disappeared to straight up horniness at just the sound of your voice.
"Y-yes."
On the other side of the phone. Your eye brows furrowed. "Hey you okay? What's wrong?"
Nikki was just confused. It felt like she was a different person for a moment. But then this, this desire to be around you. To have your hands on her. To have your body pressed on to her. Her face flushed as her thighs clenched even harder. Trying to find the perfect friction so her jeans rubbed her just right.
"Nikki? Baby answer me?" She could hear the concern coming from you. It only made her want you more. It felt like someone turned up her emotions to a hundred. And she couldn't explain it.
"I—I want—you."
*
The following morning. The two women laid bare on the bed. Nikki had a feeling her drink might have been spiked with some type of sex drug. She could only be thankful that she had been brought home by Bear and not some random. But that wouldn't explain why the feelings only grew when she came into the house and why she still felt so aroused. Her legs felt so weak even now after hours of passionate love making. You had brought her so many orgasms. So many she had lost count. Her thighs shook so bad and yet in that moment she wanted more. A part of her could not get enough even though she had been pushed over the limit and had become so sensitive.
After passing out from the amount of orgasms, she woke up now in the morning a little more settled but yet still a hunger to have you take her. She turned to where you slept. Your face facing the window, lying on your stomach. You're back towards her. There she saw all the scratch marks. She couldn't even remember making the scratch marks but she bit her lip. Her thighs shook as she moved closer. Lips lightly pressing on your marked back.
"...there's no way your still horny. I can feel your thighs shaking." You said into your pillow. Smiling a bit as you felt her lips turn up words as they kissed along your for sure marked up back. You had gotten home as fast as you could. Claiming to your captain it was an emergency. Thankfully he had let you go seeing as it was your day off. The moment you came through the front door. Nikki could not keep her hands off you.
You turned around, and Nikki saw all the marks she left on your chest and neck as well. A sense of pride overtook her. Everyone will know you were hers. "What's gotten into you babe?" You cupped her left cheek and smiled as she leaned into your palm.
"Who cares. Let my thighs stop shaking and we can continue." She moved to get on your lap.
You chuckled and looked up at her. She was just as covered in marks around her neck and chest area. But before you could say anything, her stomach growled.
You sat up. Taking her body with you, her legs wrapping around your waist as you stood up. "You need food. So come on. We eat then we shower."
You ignored her protests as you took her to the kitchen.
**
While Nikki was at work she for the love of her could not stop thinking about you. Her pencil kept on moving in her notebook she had filled with poems about you. She wanted to be a published writer. That wasn't changing most of her poems lately had been about you and the love she had for you.
Another part of her wanted to repeat what had happened last night.
Bear watched from the back. That the stupid wish stick did not work.
The sound of the bell ringing had Nikki pulling her gaze away from the page that she had started to doodle you in. A smile quickly forming on her lips at the sigh of you in your firefighter station class A uniform. It was the daily uniform you had on when not on a call. A uniform that could have her drooling.
"Hey babe. Brought you lunch."
Nikki was by your side the moment you were in front of the cash register. Her smile bright and clearly in love.
Bear watched with pure envy. How could Nikki look more in love now than yesterday. "Is it me or does Nikki look even more in love with Y/n?" Sarah's voice brought him out of his seething.
"I don't know." He mumbled as he looked away trying not to seem as angry as he felt.
Nikki had led you out of the front store to sit at the table they had in the back for their lunch breaks. From here he could hear Nikki's laugh. The softness in her voice that only got that way when she spoke to you.
Not even a stupid stick could get him his strongest desire.
:)
Eternity
Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Summary: Wanda had died and woke up in a place called junction. There she needs to choose where and who she will spend her eternity with. The decision was supposed to be simple. But what happens when the past she thought she forgot had waited for her for seventy-two years?
Word Count: 16k+
Warnings: Angst
A/N: I had this idea since I saw the trailer of Lizzie’s new upcoming movie “Eternity.” I cried while I made this one 🥹
Main Masterlist
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The train slowed with a soft lurch, the rhythmic clatter of wheels against the track fading into stillness. Wanda’s eyes fluttered open. She wasn’t sure when she had drifted off, but the strange calm that settled over her chest told her this was not just any journey. Outside the wide windows, a pale golden light bathed the platform—warm, inviting, endless.
She rose slowly, her hands brushing the seat as if she expected it to fade beneath her touch. The moment her feet touched the ground, a man in a tailored suit approached. His face was kind, his posture composed, and his voice carried the soothing clarity of someone used to explaining difficult things.
“Wanda Maximoff?” he asked, inclining his head. “I’ll be your coordinator. My role is to help you… transition. You’ve had a long, beautiful life. Ninety-four years.”
The words settled over her, not harsh, not shocking—just true. Wanda nodded slowly, piecing together the last moments she remembered: her family surrounding her, the weight of time pressing on her lungs, the quiet goodbye.
The man smiled softly. “This place is the junction. Everyone passes through here before moving forward.”
Wanda swallowed, her voice breaking on the very first thing that rose in her heart. “My wife… Y/N. She passed before me. A year ago. Please, tell me—”
“Wanda.”
Her name. Spoken with a warmth that froze her where she stood.
The coordinator’s explanation dissolved as Wanda turned, her breath catching in her throat.
There she was.
Y/N stood just a few steps away, looking as though the years had been peeled back—her hair gleaming, her smile radiant, her body young and whole again. Twenty-seven, the same age she had been when Wanda first fell in love with her.
“Y/N…” Wanda whispered, her hands trembling.
The smile on Y/N’s face softened into something that was all love, all patience, all home. “I’ve been waiting for you.”
Wanda’s body moved before thought could catch up. She ran, her feet hardly touching the ground, and when Y/N opened her arms, Wanda launched herself forward, burying herself against the chest she had missed every single day for the past year.
The world fell away. All Wanda knew was the warmth of those arms, the press of Y/N’s lips against her hair, the tears neither of them tried to hide.
Seventy years together on Earth. A year apart in death. And now, at last, eternity in each other’s arms.
“I was so scared I’d have to wait forever,” Wanda sobbed, clinging tighter.
Y/N kissed her temple, laughing softly through her tears. “Forever doesn’t exist without you. I promised you—we’d always find each other.”
Wanda pulled back just enough to see her, her palms still framing Y/N’s face. Her lips trembled, her breath shallow.
“Where… where are we? Is this heaven?”
Before Y/N could speak, the coordinator stepped closer, his voice gentle but steady, like a practiced guide. “Not heaven, not exactly. This is the Junction. It’s the central crossing of the afterlife—a place every soul passes through.”
Wanda’s brows furrowed as she looked around, taking in the golden light, the endless horizon beyond the platform, the faint hum of something vast and alive.
“The Junction is where you decide,” the coordinator explained. “Each soul must choose where they want to spend eternity, and with whom. Sometimes, that choice is simple. Other times… not so much.” His eyes softened as they flicked between Wanda and Y/N, still clinging to one another. “For the two of you, I think the choice has already been made.”
Wanda’s throat tightened, her grip on Y/N’s hands instinctive. “So… we stay together?”
Y/N squeezed her fingers reassuringly, her smile the same one that had carried Wanda through seventy years of life. “If that’s what you want. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. I was just waiting for you.”
Wanda let out a trembling laugh, half a sob, half a sigh. “You waited a whole year.”
“A blink,” Y/N whispered, brushing her thumb across Wanda’s knuckles. “After seventy years at your side, I’d wait a thousand more if it meant this moment.”
The coordinator smiled faintly, watching them but not intruding. “That’s the beauty of the Junction. Time no longer binds you. Choices do.”
Wanda turned to him, her eyes still wet, her voice steadier now. “Then my choice is her. Always her.”
The golden light surrounding the platform shimmered, as though acknowledging the truth of her words. Y/N pulled Wanda closer, resting her forehead against hers.
“Together, then,” Y/N murmured.
“Together,” Wanda echoed, her lips brushing Y/N’s as she spoke.
The coordinator inclined his head. “Very well—”
Before he could continue, a ripple of golden light shimmered near the edge of the platform. Another figure appeared—a second coordinator, taller, more commanding, yet with an unmistakable warmth in his eyes.
“Wanda Maximoff,” he said, his voice both gentle and urgent. “I’ve been waiting… seventy-two years, exactly, for you.”
Wanda froze, her heart skipping a beat. “Waiting… for me?”
“Yes,” he replied, stepping closer. “The Junction is not just a single path. There are more options than most souls realize. Choices you may not have considered, even with eternity at your fingertips. You must breathe. Think deeply. Consider carefully before stepping forward.”
The first coordinator glanced at Wanda, hesitating, but remained silent.
The new coordinator extended a hand, pointing toward a figure standing a few paces away. Wanda’s breath caught in her chest.
Vision.
He looked exactly as she remembered him at twenty-two, bright-eyed, gentle, smiling with that same quiet intensity that had once made her heart flutter in high school. The memory of their love, so brief yet so profound, surged through her. Her first love, her first heartbreak.
Before Wanda could gather her thoughts, Vision took a step forward, then another—until he was standing right before her. Without a word, he opened his arms.
“Wanda,” he said softly, his voice a balm to her aching heart.
Wanda’s chest tightened. She looked down at Y/N’s hand still holding hers, the warmth and love she had just felt, and felt the impossible tug of two lifetimes of love. Tears pricked her eyes as she released Y/N’s hand, stepping forward into Vision’s embrace.
She buried her face against his shoulder, letting herself feel the familiar comfort, the memory of the love they had shared, the sweetness of a life cut far too short. “I… I can’t believe it,” she whispered, clutching him tightly.
Vision held her just as fiercely, resting his chin gently atop her head. “I never left, Wanda. Not truly. I’ve been waiting for you here.”
Then, a soft voice cut through the haze of memory and longing.
“Wanda…?”
She froze. The warmth in Vision’s arms suddenly felt heavy, uncertain. Wanda pulled back just enough to look over her shoulder. Y/N stood there, eyes wide and full of concern, her hand reaching out as if to anchor Wanda back to reality.
“Y/N…” Wanda’s voice wavered, torn between the past and the present, the lifetime she had shared and the first love she had lost. Her chest tightened painfully. She stepped away from Vision, guilt and longing colliding in her heart.
The Junction shimmered around them, silent but alive, waiting.
Y/N’s voice was soft, trembling, but firm, “Wanda… what’s happening? Are you okay?”
Wanda’s tears spilled freely now. She wanted to answer, to explain, to reconcile the impossible tangle of her heart. But words failed her. All she could do was look at the two people she had loved so fiercely, and feel the weight of the choice that now lay before her.
Wanda’s chest heaved as she stood frozen between the two people she loved during her life. Vision’s gentle presence was like a balm to her soul, yet the warmth and familiarity of Y/N’s hand, the lifetime of shared memories, called to her in a way nothing else could.
Sensing Wanda’s turmoil, Y/N stepped forward, her voice calm but firm. “Vision… please, step back.”
Vision’s brow furrowed, but he nodded, releasing Wanda gently. “I… understand,” he said softly, his eyes lingering on her with quiet longing before stepping aside.
Y/N turned her attention fully to Wanda. “You just arrived,” she said, her tone soft but steady. “Everything is… overwhelming. That’s okay. You don’t have to make sense of it yet. You’re still confused, and you have every right to be.”
Wanda’s lips trembled. “I… I don’t know what to do.”
Y/N smiled gently, extending her hand. “It’s ok. Let’s go rest first. I’ve prepared a place for us here—our room. Somewhere you can rest, breathe, and begin to sort through all of this. No choices need to be made yet.”
Wanda took Y/N’s hand, allowing herself to be guided by the hand that had been her anchor for seventy years. The touch was grounding, familiar, and safe.
Y/N led her down a softly glowing corridor, the Junction fading behind them into golden light. They arrived at a room suffused with warm sunlight, furnished in a way that felt like home—but better, more peaceful, timeless. A window overlooked a garden that seemed to stretch infinitely, flowers blooming in impossible colors, the air rich with the scent of lavender and rain.
“Sit,” Y/N said softly, gesturing to a plush chair by the window. Wanda did as she was told, her body heavy with exhaustion, her mind still racing.
Y/N knelt in front of her, taking both of Wanda’s hands in hers. “Breathe,” she murmured. “You don’t have to choose right now. Not yet. Just be here. With me.”
Wanda exhaled slowly, letting the tension drain from her shoulders, the warmth of Y/N’s hands grounding her. For the first time since arriving at the Junction, she felt something like peace.
“I… I don’t even know where to start,” Wanda whispered.
“Start anywhere,” Y/N replied, smiling. “I’m here. And I’m not going anywhere. Not now. Not ever.”
The room was quiet but full of possibility, and for the first time since crossing into the Junction, Wanda allowed herself to simply be—held, safe, and utterly loved.
After a while, Wanda leaned back in the chair, her hands still entwined with Y/N’s. The soft sunlight spilling through the window, the scent of the garden drifting in, and the quiet presence of Y/N gradually calmed the storm in her chest.
Y/N tilted her head, her fingers brushing lightly over Wanda’s knuckles. “How are you feeling now?” she asked softly, her voice warm and patient.
Wanda took a slow, deep breath, letting it fill her lungs before releasing it. She blinked, trying to gather her scattered thoughts. “A little… better,” she admitted, her voice still trembling. “It’s just… all of this. I didn’t expect… I didn’t expect to feel like this. Seeing you both…”
Y/N gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “I know,” she said. “It’s overwhelming. You’ve only just arrived. There’s no rush, my love. You don’t have to figure everything out at once. Not who, not where, not anything. Just… start by being here. With me.”
Wanda’s lips quivered, and she nodded, a small, tentative smile breaking through. “Thank you,” she whispered. “I… I don’t think I could face any of this without you.”
Y/N smiled softly, brushing a strand of hair from Wanda’s face. “Then don’t,” she said simply. “I’m here. That’s enough for now.”
And for the first time since stepping into the Junction, Wanda felt a fragile sense of calm, a thread of certainty woven through the confusion—because Y/N was here, guiding her, waiting with patience and love.
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Later, the quiet of the room wrapped around them like a blanket. The golden light shifted into something softer, like twilight. Wanda and Y/N lay together on the bed, the sheets cool and smooth, the air gentle and still.
Wanda rested her head on Y/N’s chest, listening to the steady, reassuring rhythm that had once lulled her to sleep countless nights before. Her fingers traced idle patterns against Y/N’s side, as if reminding herself that this was real, that Y/N was truly here.
“They missed you, you know,” Wanda murmured, her voice quiet but filled with emotion.
Y/N’s hand stilled where it had been running through Wanda’s hair. “Our kids?”
Wanda nodded against her. “Yes. The boys, Tommy and Billy, and Lyla… they missed you so much after you were gone. Every day…I missed you so much.” Her voice cracked softly, but she pressed on. “They were all there when I… when I went, too. Right at my side. Holding my hand. Just like you would’ve been if you could.”
Tears stung Y/N’s eyes as she pressed a kiss into Wanda’s hair, her arms tightening around her. “I’m glad,” she whispered. “I hated leaving them… leaving you. But knowing they were with you, that you weren’t alone…” Her voice broke, and she swallowed hard. “That’s all I could’ve hoped for.”
Wanda lifted her head just enough to meet Y/N’s eyes, her own shimmering with tears.
“We had a beautiful life, right, my love?” she whispered, her voice trembling with both longing and gratitude.
Y/N’s gaze softened, and she lifted a hand to caress Wanda’s cheek with the gentlest touch. Her thumb brushed away a tear as she smiled, her own eyes glistening.
“The most beautiful life,” Y/N said quietly. “Better than anything I could have dreamed. You… our kids… every laugh, every fight, every kiss, every morning I woke up with you beside me—it was all beautiful. Because it was ours.”
Wanda’s lips quivered, a tear slipping down her face as she leaned into Y/N’s hand. “Even the hard years?”
“Especially the hard years,” Y/N murmured. “Because we faced them together. You were my home, Wanda. Every moment of my life that mattered was with you.”
Wanda’s breath hitched as she leaned up, pressing her lips to Y/N’s. The kiss was unhurried, lingering, filled with the weight of all their years and the relief of finding each other again. Neither of them pulled away for a long while—they simply stayed there, holding, kissing, and letting eternity begin with them.
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The next day, Y/N laced her fingers through Wanda’s as they walked together, guided by a coordinator down a path of shimmering light. “I want to show you one of the places we could spend forever,” Y/N said with a little smile, her eyes glowing with excitement.
Wanda tilted her head, curious. “You’ve already been looking?”
“I thought I’d have to wait longer for you,” Y/N admitted softly, squeezing her hand. “But I wanted to be ready. To have something to show you.”
The light around them shifted, and then suddenly they were there—standing on soft, golden sand that stretched endlessly in both directions. The waves rolled in, gentle and warm, sparkling as though kissed by starlight. The air carried the salt of the sea, mingled with the faint sweetness of blooming flowers nearby.
Wanda inhaled deeply, her lips parting in awe. “It’s… perfect.”
They laid out together on the sand, basking in the sun that warmed them without ever burning. Wanda closed her eyes, her head resting back against Y/N’s shoulder as they soaked in the peace of it all. “I could stay here forever,” she whispered, the breeze catching in her hair.
But then—
“Wanda.”
The voice was soft, familiar, and it made Wanda sit up, her heart skipping.
Vision was standing just a few paces away on the sand, the sun painting his figure in light. He looked as young and gentle as ever, his eyes locked only on her.
Y/N’s body tensed beside her, though she kept still, watching Wanda carefully.
Wanda’s breath caught in her throat. “Vision…” she whispered, the paradise around them suddenly feeling complicated, fragile.
Her chest tightened as she looked at Y/N. She gently leave a kiss on Y/N’s cheek as she slowly pushed herself up from the sand. Y/N’s hand slid from hers, reluctant but gentle, letting her go. Wanda smoothed her dress down unconsciously, her heart pounding as she took careful steps toward the man standing just beyond the tide.
“Vision…” she whispered again, the name strange and familiar all at once on her lips.
He smiled, that same boyish smile she had fallen for so many years ago. “You look just as I remember you,” he said softly. “No—brighter. Time has been kind to you, Wanda. How old were you in this appearance?”
Her throat tightened, “I was twenty-seven…” She continues, emotion welling up. “It’s been… seventy-two years,” she said, shaking her head slightly in disbelief. “I never thought I’d see you again.”
“I’ve been waiting,” Vision replied, his eyes steady, almost pleading. “The moment I left, I knew I would wait until the day you came here. I had so much I wanted to give you. So much time I thought we’d have… taken from us.”
Wanda’s eyes shimmered with tears. She remembered the young woman she had been at twenty-one, so full of love and hope, standing beside him in a white dress, certain their forever had just begun. And then—just like that—it was gone.
“You were my first everything,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “My first love. My first heartbreak.”
Vision reached out a hand, stopping just short of touching her. “But that doesn’t mean it has to end here. Eternity is a chance to finish what was taken from us. To finally live the life we were meant to live.”
Wanda’s breath caught, her heart twisting. Behind her, she could feel Y/N’s eyes on her—not pulling, not demanding, just waiting, patient and steady, like always.
Caught between the love that had begun her story and the love that had carried her through it, Wanda stood in the golden sand, unsure which way her heart would lead.
Wanda’s lips parted, her chest rising and falling as she searched for the right words. Finally, she drew in a breath, her voice quiet but steady.
“Vision… after you died… I remarried.” Her throat tightened as she glanced over her shoulder at Y/N, sitting on the sand watching with patient eyes. “I built a life with her. A family. We had children, grandchildren… seventy years together.” Her voice broke slightly. “She was my home.”
Vision nodded slowly, his expression softening rather than hardening. “I know,” he said gently. “I saw. I was glad you found happiness, Wanda. Glad you weren’t left to face the world alone after I was gone.”
Wanda blinked at him, surprised. “You… you were glad?”
“Yes,” Vision said firmly, stepping just a little closer, though still careful not to intrude. “Because I loved you. And when you love someone, you want them to have joy, even if it’s not with you.” He paused, his eyes glimmering with longing. “But eternity is different. Here, time doesn’t steal from us. Here, we can… have something again. Even just a little. I’m not asking you to undo your life with her. I just…” His voice softened, vulnerable. “I want some time with you. To finish what we never had the chance to.”
Wanda’s breath caught, tears threatening to spill. She turned her head slightly, her gaze flicking back to Y/N—the woman who had been her partner, her anchor, the mother of her children, her forever. Y/N didn’t move toward her, didn’t interrupt. She only watched, her face full of quiet strength, waiting for Wanda to choose.
Wanda stood trembling, caught between the ache of unfinished love and the weight of a lifetime fully lived.
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Later that day, back at the place Y/N had prepared for them, the golden glow of the Junction softened into a dusky twilight. The room was quiet, filled only with the distant hum of the infinite garden outside.
Wanda sat perched on Y/N’s lap, her legs straddling her waist, arms wrapped tight around her neck. Her cheek rested against Y/N’s shoulder, her breathing uneven. She wanted to speak, but every time her lips parted, no words came out. Instead, she held on tighter, as if clinging to Y/N might delay the inevitable conversation.
Y/N’s hands rubbed soothing circles against her back, patient and unhurried. She had felt this before—this silence, this weight in Wanda’s embrace. It always came when Wanda’s heart was tangled in something she couldn’t quite put into words.
Finally, Y/N tilted her head, pressing a gentle kiss to Wanda’s temple. Her voice was soft, steady, carrying no judgment.
“It’s okay if you want to spend some time with Vision.”
Wanda stiffened, pulling back just enough to look at her, eyes wide and shimmering. “You… you knew?”
Y/N gave her a small, sad smile, brushing a thumb across her cheek. “You always hold me like this when there’s something heavy on your heart. I knew the moment you curled up on me.”
Wanda’s throat tightened, and her hands cradled Y/N’s face, desperate, guilty, loving all at once. “I don’t… I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t,” Y/N assured gently, leaning into her touch. “I know what he meant to you, Wanda. He was your first love, the one you lost before you were ready. That kind of wound doesn’t just disappear, even after a lifetime with me. If spending some time with him helps you find peace… I can live with that. We have eternity now. I’m not afraid of losing you.”
Wanda’s tears spilled over, her chest heaving with emotion. “But what if you do? What if—what if I choose wrong?”
Y/N shook her head slowly, her hands sliding down to squeeze Wanda’s waist, grounding her. “There isn’t a wrong choice. There’s only your heart. And I trust yours, Wanda. I always have.”
For a long moment, Wanda stared at her—at the woman who had been her anchor through every storm, her partner in every joy and every hardship. And then she crumbled, pressing her forehead to Y/N’s, her tears dampening both their cheeks.
“I love you,” she whispered fiercely, like a vow. “No matter what happens, no matter what I feel when I look at him, I love you. You’re my home.”
Y/N closed her eyes, letting the words sink deep, her arms tightening around her. “And I love you. Enough to let you do what you need. Even if it means sharing a little of eternity.”
Wanda kissed her then, desperate and trembling, her lips tasting of tears and devotion. Y/N kissed her back, steady and patient, as though she could hold every broken, conflicted piece of her together with nothing but love.
When the kiss broke, Wanda whispered against her lips, “Promise me… you’ll never let go.”
Y/N smiled faintly, brushing her thumb across Wanda’s jaw. “Never. Not in life. Not in death. Not in eternity.”
---
In the days that followed, Wanda found herself walking beside Vision more often. He would appear at the Junction or at the different places the coordinators showed them, always with that gentle smile, always eager to share a memory.
At first, it was small things — the way he used to sneak her notes between classes, the songs they danced to at prom, the day he asked her to marry him under the blooming cherry trees by the old library. Wanda laughed through tears at the recollections, letting herself be seventeen again, twenty-one again, alive in the warmth of that first, fleeting love.
Sometimes, Vision would take her hand and guide her through recreated versions of those days — a school gym glowing with fairy lights, a quiet kitchen with a half-burnt cake they tried to make together. And Wanda, though she knew this eternity wasn’t real in the same sense, still let herself smile, still let herself feel the way she had once felt.
But each night, when she returned to her room, to Y/N who was always there waiting. Y/N never questioned, never reproached — she only welcomed Wanda back with open arms, brushed her hair gently, and listened as Wanda whispered, “We used to do this… he remembered that…”
And though Y/N smiled and kissed her temple, Wanda could hear the quiet ache beneath her silence.
---
The river sparkled under a soft golden light, its surface rippling gently as if carrying whispers of the past. Wanda sat on a checkered blanket beside Vision, the basket between them filled with the same foods they once shared in their youth — strawberries, homemade bread, a bottle of cheap wine that somehow tasted richer here.
“It feels exactly the same,” Wanda murmured, running her fingers over the rim of the glass. “Like no time has passed at all.”
Vision leaned back on his elbows, smiling at her the way he had when they were just kids daring to dream of forever. “That’s the beauty of this place. Here, we are not bound by years or endings. We can hold on to what we lost.”
Wanda’s lips curved into a soft smile, though her chest ached. “I lost you too soon.”
“And I lost you,” Vision said quietly, his eyes fixed on hers. “I waited, Wanda. For so long, I waited.” He reached over, brushing his thumb across the back of her hand. “I don’t want to steal you away from the life you had after me. But I would give anything for a little more time with you now.”
Her heart twisted. His touch was familiar, comforting, like a chapter she had thought was closed but had been reopened with startling clarity. She let herself lean into it, for just a moment, listening to the river flow, imagining what might have been if fate had been kinder.
Vision’s eyes softened as he gazed at her, the sound of the river filling the silence between them. Then, almost hesitantly, he asked,
“Do you remember… that night after the spring dance? When it rained so hard the power went out in the whole town?”
Wanda’s breath caught. She did remember.
“You were wearing that green dress,” Vision continued, his voice low, almost reverent. “We ended up at your parents’ porch, soaked to the bone. You made me sit on the step, and you said—” He chuckled faintly, shaking his head. “You said if I ever wanted to kiss you, I’d better do it before we both caught pneumonia.”
Wanda laughed softly, the memory washing over her like a wave. “I can’t believe you remember that.”
“How could I forget?” His eyes searched hers. “It was my first kiss. My first everything.”
Her chest tightened, a bittersweet warmth blooming inside her. She could almost feel the rain again, the thrill of being young and invincible, of believing love alone could protect them from the world.
Her lips parted slightly as the memory tangled itself around her heart. She was twenty-one again, standing on that porch, rain dripping from her hair, the world small and simple.
“Wanda…” Vision whispered, his hand cupping her cheek just as he had all those decades ago. Before she could breathe, before she could think, his lips pressed against hers.
It was tender, familiar—like stepping into a dream she’d once left behind. For a heartbeat she let herself sink into it, tasting the ghost of their youth.
For a moment, Wanda didn’t move. The kiss lingered—gentle, achingly familiar, pulling her back into the innocence of being twenty-one, when she believed love could only ever be pure and eternal.
Her eyes fluttered closed, her hand rising almost unconsciously to rest against Vision’s chest. The world around them blurred, and for that fleeting instant, she let herself be carried away by what they once were.
But then, like sunlight cutting through fog, she felt it—Y/N’s laughter in her mind, the echo of shared mornings and whispered promises, the weight of seventy years side by side. The home they built. The children they raised. The woman she had chosen again and again.
Her lips trembled as she pulled back, not abruptly, but with the softness of someone returning from a dream.
“Vision…” she whispered, her voice thick, conflicted. Her hand lingered against him for a heartbeat longer before she let it fall to her lap.
Vision searched her face, his thumb brushing along her cheekbone as if trying to hold on to her warmth.
“You still feel it, don’t you?” he asked softly, hope flickering in his eyes. “What we had—it’s still here. I know it.”
Wanda’s breath caught. She wanted to deny it, to insist it was only memory, only nostalgia—but the truth was harder. She had felt something. The echo of their love, brief but once so strong.
Her silence stretched between them, and Vision leaned closer, his forehead nearly touching hers.
“Wanda… we were robbed of time. Just one year of marriage. Do you know how often I thought about what could have been, if I hadn’t stepped off that curb?” His voice wavered, raw. “I’ve waited seventy-two years for you. Please… don’t turn away from us yet.”
Her heart pounded. The ache of his words pressed against the life she had lived with Y/N, a life Vision hadn’t shared but was no less real.
Wanda’s chest heaved, her hands gripping the blanket beneath her as she stared out at the river, trying to steady the storm inside her.
“I…” she began, then faltered, words failing her. She could feel Vision’s gaze on her, patient but insistent, waiting for a reply that wasn’t coming.
Her mind raced—memories of their youth, the stolen moments of first love, the laughter and kisses that had defined a lifetime, all clashing with the warmth and constancy of Y/N, the life she had built after his death.
“I can’t…” she whispered finally, her voice almost lost in the breeze. “I… I need… time.”
Vision nodded slowly, as if he had expected no less. “I can wait,” he said softly, his hand retreating but leaving the warmth of his presence lingering near her. “Take all the time you need, Wanda. I’ll be here. I’ve waited this long.”
Wanda closed her eyes, leaning back against the blanket, letting the sun warm her face. She didn’t know what the next step would be, or how her heart could hold two loves at once—but for the first time, she allowed herself to simply feel. Conflicted. Alive. And free to decide, in her own time.
---
Over the next few days, Wanda found herself torn between two worlds.
With Vision, she wandered through recreated memories—quiet afternoons in sunlit kitchens, rain-soaked walks through the town they had once known, laughter echoing across the riverbanks. Every moment felt achingly familiar, and every touch reminded her of the girl she had once been: fearless, young, and in love for the first time.
Yet, each evening, she returned to Y/N. Y/N was always there, waiting in their room in the Junction, patient and steady. She didn’t question Wanda, didn’t demand answers—she only offered warmth, quiet understanding, and the constancy of seventy years of love.
“Did you enjoy your day?” Y/N would ask softly, brushing a hand through Wanda’s hair as they lay together.
Wanda’s heart tightened. “I… I did,” she admitted. “It’s just… seeing him again. Remembering. It’s overwhelming.”
Y/N smiled gently. “I know. Memories can be like that. But you always come back. That says more than anything.”
And Wanda did come back. Each time. Because Y/N wasn’t just a memory; she was home, the anchor of every choice Wanda had ever made after Vision’s death. Yet, the spark with Vision refused to fade entirely—reminding Wanda of the girl she had once been, of first love, of what might have been.
Caught between the past and the life she had chosen, Wanda began to understand that eternity wasn’t about choosing one love over another—it was about embracing the fullness of her heart. Still, the decision weighed on her, as the Junction held infinite possibilities, and her heart stretched across decades of memories, loyalty, and longing.
---
Today, Wanda was with Y/N. The morning sunlight spilled through the Junction’s ever-shifting skies, painting everything in soft gold. Y/N had taken her hand, guiding her along a winding path that seemed to shimmer with possibility.
“I want to show you something,” Y/N said, her eyes sparkling with quiet excitement. “I think you’ll love it.”
Wanda followed, her heart lighter than it had been in days. There was a calmness in Y/N’s presence that no memory, no nostalgia, could match. Each step felt natural, like returning to a home she had never truly left.
The path opened onto a wide, flowering meadow. Wildflowers in impossible colors swayed gently in the breeze, and a small stream curved through the center, its water sparkling like liquid crystal. The air smelled of sun-warmed earth, honey, and something uniquely them.
Wanda gasped softly. “It’s… beautiful.”
Y/N smiled, tugging her closer. “I thought you’d like it. I wanted you to see a place that’s ours, a space where we can just… be. No memories pulling at us, no choices pressing down. Just us.”
They wandered through the meadow hand in hand, the sun casting long, golden shadows behind them. Y/N leaned into Wanda, resting her head on her shoulder. “I wanted you to feel that even here, eternity can be gentle. That there’s peace waiting for you in the present, not just in memory.”
Wanda closed her eyes, inhaling the scents and the warmth of Y/N’s presence. For the first time since arriving at the Junction, the tug between past and present softened. She realized she didn’t have to choose yet—not today. Not while she was here, in this moment, with Y/N guiding her.
When Wanda opened her eyes again, she saw Y/N’s bright, mischievous smile. Before she could react, Y/N scooped her up into her arms, spinning her around effortlessly.
“Hey! Y/N! Put me down!” Wanda laughed, the sound spilling freely over the meadow, mixing with the hum of the wind and the chirping of birds.
“Never!” Y/N teased, twirling her again until both of them were dizzy with laughter.
They finally toppled onto the soft grass, but when they landed, Y/N was the one beneath, breathless and grinning as Wanda lay sprawled over her. Both of them burst into laughter, Wanda pressing her forehead against Y/N’s chest as she tried to catch her breath.
“You’re impossible,” Wanda giggled, lifting her head to look at her.
“And you’re perfect,” Y/N murmured, brushing a strand of hair from Wanda’s face.
Her cheeks warmed, and Wanda shook her head with a smile. “Say things like that again, and I’ll have no choice but to kiss you.”
Y/N smirked, eyes flicking down to Wanda’s lips. “Then I’ll keep saying them.”
Before Wanda could reply, Y/N lifted her head just enough to close the distance, their lips meeting in a warm, lingering kiss. Wanda’s hands pressed against the grass on either side of Y/N’s shoulders, steadying herself as she leaned in, deepening the kiss.
They broke apart only when breath became necessary, foreheads touching, both giggling softly.
“I missed this,” Y/N whispered, her hands resting gently at Wanda’s waist. “I missed you.”
“And I missed you,” Wanda admitted, her fingers brushing along Y/N’s jawline. “I forgot how much fun we could have. Even here, in… this place.”
Y/N smiled up at her, voice tender. “Then let’s never forget again.”
Wanda lowered herself back into Y/N’s arms, kissing her once more, laughter and warmth surrounding them as they lay tangled together in the meadow—two souls rediscovering each other, for however long eternity allowed.
The laughter between Wanda and Y/N hung in the air, mingling with the scent of wildflowers, when a sudden presence made Wanda tense.
“Wanda.”
Vision stood at the edge of the meadow, his expression calm but insistent. “I came to spend time with you.”
Y/N’s eyes narrowed slightly, her jaw tightening, but she kept her voice measured. “You had your time yesterday,” she said, her tone cool but firm. “And I didn’t say anything. So why must you interrupt us now?”
Vision’s eyes flashed, a mix of frustration and longing. “You had a whole lifetime with her!” he spat, his voice trembling with the weight of decades lost. “I’ve been waiting seventy-two years for even this small moment!”
Wanda froze, sensing the tension coil between them. She looked at Y/N, her gaze softening but serious. Y/N recognized the look immediately—the one Wanda always gave when she didn’t want Y/N to argue or when she needed her to be the mature, more patient one.
Y/N exhaled slowly, her chest rising as she pressed a gentle kiss to Wanda’s cheek. “Go back to your time with him,” she murmured softly. “I’ll go back to our room.”
Wanda’s lips parted, calling after her. “Y/N—”
“It’s okay,” Y/N said firmly, though her eyes lingered on Wanda a moment longer. Then, with a final, small smile, she rose and walked away through the meadow, leaving Wanda standing amidst the flowers, torn between past and present.
Wanda watched her go, the echo of Y/N’s presence lingering in the golden light, and swallowed hard. She knew she had to choose her next steps carefully—because eternity was no longer just about memories, it was about the love she carried in her heart, in that very moment.
Wanda’s heart clenched as she watched Y/N’s figure fade into the meadow’s light. Guilt washed over her, sharp and immediate. I shouldn’t have… I shouldn’t have let her leave like that, she thought, panic rising.
“I… I need to go after her,” Wanda murmured, turning instinctively toward the path Y/N had taken.
Vision stepped closer, his hand gently resting on hers, stopping her. “Wanda… stay,” he said softly, his voice calm but persuasive. “She’s not a kid. She’ll be fine. You don’t have to carry everything right now.”
Wanda shook her head, conflicted. “But I—”
Vision smiled, leaning just slightly closer, his eyes searching hers. “Look at me. Just for a moment. Let me be here with you. I’ve waited seventy-two years for any time with you. Don’t push it away because of guilt that doesn’t belong to you.”
Wanda hesitated, the words tugging at her heart. Because she also felt guilty he waited for that long. Slowly, she allowed herself to stay, letting her fingers entwine with his.
He leaned in, brushing a kiss across her temple, then whispered, “You’re here now. Let me show you… let me remind you what we had. Don’t think about her—just for a little while, be with me.”
And as he spoke, guiding her to sit beside him on the riverside blanket, he began telling a story from their youth—a prank they pulled in high school, a song they danced to under the stars. Wanda felt herself laughing, caught in the warmth of nostalgia, her guilt lingering in the background but dulled, as Vision skillfully distracted her with memories and the comfort of their shared past.
Even as a part of her mind ached for Y/N, another part was here, drawn irresistibly to the first love she had once thought lost forever.
---
As the golden light of the Junction began to fade into a soft evening glow, Wanda finally rose from the riverside, her heart heavy and tangled. Vision’s stories and laughter still lingered in her ears, but the guilt she had tried to push aside now surged forward.
She walked back along the familiar path, each step slower than the last, until she reached their room. The door was slightly ajar, the warm light spilling into the corridor like a beacon.
When she stepped inside, Y/N was there, sitting on the edge of the bed, calm and serene as ever. Wanda froze for a moment, the weight of her realization pressing down on her. I let her go. I let Y/N leave me. And she didn’t complain, she didn’t scold… she just left.
Her chest tightened. She knelt by the bed, dropping to her knees beside Y/N and cupping her hands in hers. “I… I’m sorry,” she whispered, voice trembling. “I should never have let you go like that. I—”
Y/N lifted a hand, brushing her thumb lightly across Wanda’s cheek. “Shh,” she murmured, “it’s okay. You missed him. I get it.” Her voice was calm, but Wanda could hear the effort behind it—the swallowing of jealousy, of insecurities that bubbled up despite all the years they had shared.
Wanda blinked, guilt tightening her chest. “I… I didn’t want to hurt you,” she whispered.
Y/N shook her head gently, pressing her forehead to Wanda’s. “I know. And you didn’t. That’s why I’m telling you—it’s okay. You can spend time with him, remember your past… before we go to our eternity. I know you missed him, Wanda. It’s only natural.”
Tears welled in Wanda’s eyes, gratitude and relief mingling. “You… you really mean that?”
Y/N smiled softly, brushing a strand of hair from Wanda’s face. “I do. Because I love you. And love isn’t about keeping you from the past—it’s about letting you be whole, so you can choose your future freely. And I trust that future will be with me.”
Wanda leaned into Y/N, pressing a soft kiss to her temple. “You’re incredible,” she murmured, voice thick. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”
“Don’t think about that,” Y/N whispered, her hands holding Wanda’s face gently. “Just… go. Take your time. I’ll be here when you come back. Always.”
Wanda nodded, swallowing hard, and for the first time in days, she felt a fragile peace settle over her. She could finally honor both her past and her present—without fear, without guilt—because Y/N had given her permission to feel it all.
---
In the following days, Wanda allowed herself to step fully into the moments with Vision. They wandered through sunlit parks, revisited memories of high school mischief, and laughed over shared inside jokes from decades ago. For brief hours, she felt the thrill of being young again—the warmth of first love, the comfort of a connection lost too soon. She felt loved, remembered, and alive in a way that made her chest ache with bittersweet joy.
And yet, no matter how absorbed she became with Vision, she always returned to Y/N. Each evening, she would find herself in their room, Y/N waiting patiently, her presence steady and comforting.
Vision often appeared at unexpected moments, breaking up their quiet time, eager to pull Wanda back into the past he cherished so deeply. And each time, Y/N said nothing. She swallowed every flicker of jealousy, every pang of insecurity, quietly trusting Wanda’s heart.
Wanda noticed, of course. She saw the way Y/N would simply smile and let her go, the way she hid her emotions with gentle grace. It tugged at her own conscience, reminded her of the depth of Y/N’s love and faith.
Y/N’s silence, her patience, and her unwavering trust carved a calm certainty in Wanda’s heart. No matter the pull of nostalgia, no matter the intoxication of first love, Y/N’s presence grounded her. She was reminded that love could be both thrilling and steady, fiery and enduring.
Every night, as Wanda lay with Y/N, she whispered, “I’m so lucky to have you.”
Y/N would smile softly, brushing a hand through Wanda’s hair. “I know,” she murmured. “And I have faith you’ll choose us. Always.”
And with that faith, Wanda allowed herself to experience both—reconnecting with Vision while remembering the life and love she had built with Y/N—her heart stretching across time, memory, and eternity, until it could hold them both without breaking.
---
A few days later, as Wanda wandered the Junction with Vision, a gentle shimmer in the air announced the arrival of the coordinators. Their forms were serene, yet their presence carried a quiet authority that made Wanda stop mid-step.
“Wanda Maximoff,” one of them spoke, their voice smooth and calm. “Your time to decide is approaching. You must choose where—and with whom—you wish to spend your eternity.”
Wanda froze, the words hitting her harder than she expected. She glanced at Vision, whose expression softened, but the tension in her chest only grew.
“You have few days remaining,” the coordinator continued, “but soon, a decision will be required. Neither time nor hesitation will extend this moment indefinitely.”
Wanda’s stomach tightened, and she felt a sudden pull between two points in her heart, Vision, the echo of first love and lost youth, and Y/N, the steady, unwavering love she had shared for seventy years.
Vision reached for her hand, his thumb brushing her knuckles. “We still have time,” he murmured. “Just a few more days.”
Wanda nodded, but her gaze shifted involuntarily toward the path leading back to their room. She knew Y/N was waiting, patient and faithful, offering her the freedom to remember, to feel, and to choose.
Later that evening, as she lay with Y/N, holding her close, Wanda whispered, “They said I have to choose soon.”
Y/N pressed her cheek to Wanda’s temple, brushing her fingers through her hair. “Then take these days wisely. Remember both parts of your heart, Wanda. And know… I trust you.”
Wanda closed her eyes, feeling the weight of the decision pressing gently against her chest. The days ahead would be filled with laughter, memories, and longing—but she knew, deep down, that whichever choice she made would need to honor all the love she had carried across a lifetime.
---
Later that evening, as she lay with Y/N, holding her close, Wanda whispered, “They said I have to choose soon.”
Y/N lifted her head slightly, brushing a gentle kiss against Wanda’s temple. “Do you… know where you want to spend eternity?” Wanda asked softly, her voice heavy with the weight of impending decision.
Y/N shook her head, a small, reassuring smile on her lips. “It doesn’t matter,” she said. “Wherever you want to go… I’ll be there. As long as I can spend it with you, anywhere is fine.”
Wanda’s throat tightened. She felt the warmth of Y/N’s love surrounding her, patient and unwavering, and yet a sharp pang of guilt stabbed at her heart. Vision had waited for seventy-two years—decades stolen from him, spent longing for her presence. And here she was, torn between the past and the life she had built, unable to make a choice.
“I…” Wanda began, her voice trembling. Tears pricked her eyes, and she pressed her forehead against Y/N’s chest. “I want to be with you… I do. But… he waited so long. I can’t stop thinking about that.”
Y/N’s hand traced gentle circles along Wanda’s back. “I know,” she whispered softly. “I can see your heart is big enough to hold both. That’s why I’m not afraid. You don’t need to apologize for remembering. Just… promise me that, in the end, you’ll follow your heart.”
Wanda exhaled shakily, feeling the tight knot of guilt and longing slowly loosen under Y/N’s understanding. She wanted to cry, to laugh, to clutch Y/N and never let go. And somewhere deep in her chest, she realized that the next few days wouldn’t just be about choosing—they’d be about honoring all the love she had ever carried.
---
Over the next few days, Wanda found herself constantly pulled between the past and the present. She spent hours with Vision, revisiting memories, laughing at their youthful antics, and savoring the warmth of first love.
But Vision, while tender and charming, also revealed a streak of childish insistence that made her heart ache in a different way.
“You know,” he said one afternoon as they sat by the riverside, tossing pebbles into the water, “Y/N already got her chance.” He crossed his arms, pouting slightly. “Seventy years, Wanda. Seventy years! That’s a lifetime. She had you, all of you. This—” He gestured toward himself, eyes gleaming with quiet intensity, “—this should be mine too.”
Wanda flinched at the bluntness of his words, torn. “Vision… she’s waiting for me too,” she whispered, guilt twinging through her chest.
“Waiting doesn’t mean she owns your heart,” Vision countered, leaning closer. “I waited seventy-two years! Do you know how long that is? Do you know what it feels like to live a lifetime, hoping one day I’d see your face again?”
His voice trembled slightly, though his eyes were firm. “I’m not trying to take her away from you. I just… I deserve some time too. Just a little. Please, Wanda.”
Wanda’s chest tightened. She could see the ache behind his stubborn insistence, the loneliness he had carried for decades. And yet, Y/N’s calm patience and unwavering faith haunted her thoughts.
“I… I can’t ignore either of you,” Wanda whispered, pressing a hand to her chest. “I want to honor both of you… but I don’t want to hurt either of you.”
Vision let out a frustrated sigh, but his hand found hers anyway. “You won’t hurt me,” he murmured. “Just… promise me you’ll let me be here, just a little longer, before your final choice.”
Wanda nodded, closing her eyes, letting the rush of love, guilt, and longing swirl within her. She was caught between two worlds—the playful, insistent first love, and the steady, patient love that had carried her through seventy years. And she knew that the next few days would test her heart in ways she had never imagined.
---
Each day, Vision’s presence pressed on Wanda’s heart in ways she hadn’t expected. He followed her through the Junction’s recreated streets, popped up during moments she shared with Y/N, and constantly reminded her—sometimes bluntly, sometimes with a mischievous glint—that Y/N had already had her chance.
“You can’t deny it,” he said one morning, sprawled lazily on a park bench while Wanda stood beside him, torn. “She had seventy years. Seventy! That’s enough. You owe me this, Wanda. Just a little time. Isn’t that fair?”
Wanda clenched her fists, the conflict roiling inside her. “Vision… you’re not wrong, but—”
“Then don’t overthink it!” he interrupted, leaning closer. His eyes softened, but his words carried that impatient edge she remembered from when they were young. “I’ve waited for decades. You don’t get to waste this on guilt or indecision. Just be here with me. Let me remind you of what we had… what we can still feel, if only for a little while.”
Later that afternoon, when she tried to meet Y/N in their room, Vision appeared again, blocking the doorway with that determined, boyish grin. “Wanda! You’re avoiding me. I saw you smiling at her—don’t do that. That smile belongs to me, too.”
Wanda felt her stomach twist. She wanted to push past him, to run back to Y/N, but Vision’s hand reached for hers, warm and familiar. “Come on,” he said softly, tugging her toward the riverside. “Just one more afternoon with me. That’s all I ask. Just one more.”
Y/N, sitting quietly in their room, sensed Wanda’s absence but said nothing. She didn’t interrupt, didn’t complain. Instead, she waited, knowing that Wanda’s heart would return to her when the time was right. She swallowed every flicker of jealousy and insecurity, grounding herself in trust.
And Wanda, caught between Vision’s persistent pull and Y/N’s patient love, felt the tension tighten like a rope around her chest. Every laugh, every touch, every nostalgic story with Vision reminded her of lost youth—but each thought of Y/N reminded her of the lifetime she had chosen and the life still waiting for her in the Junction.
Her heart stretched across decades, memories, and love, and for the first time, she truly understood how difficult a choice eternity could demand.
---
Y/N’s POV
Today was the day. The last day. Y/N had waited for this moment with quiet certainty, though her heart still fluttered like a bird in her chest. She had no doubt Wanda would come back to her—but the reality of it, the finality of the decision, still made her pulse quicken.
Wanda had asked her out, choosing to spend the day together before making her choice. And so they wandered through the Junction, hand in hand, finding quiet spots where the light fell softly and the air smelled like something between nostalgia and possibility.
They talked, laughing and sometimes tearing up, remembering the life they had shared.
“Do you remember the first time we met?” Wanda asked softly, her voice tinged with vulnerability.
Y/N nodded, smiling at the memory. “You were sitting on that park bench, looking like you’d carried the weight of the world on your shoulders. I could see it in your eyes—grieving, lost. And somehow I thought… maybe I could make you smile again.”
Wanda chuckled, a small, bittersweet sound. “You did. I remember thinking, ‘Who is this fearless woman who refuses to let me hide behind my sadness?’ You sat beside me, cracked a joke, and somehow… I felt lighter for the first time in two years.”
“And that was the beginning,” Y/N murmured, squeezing Wanda’s hand. “The first time we laughed together. The first time your heart started to open again. I knew then I wanted to be by your side, to bring you back to yourself.”
They smiled at each other, letting the memory wash over them like sunlight through leaves. Then came the first kiss, the awkward but electric moment in the quiet park as they shared their fears and hopes. Every touch, every word, every shared glance from that day forward had led to a life full of love, laughter, and family.
Their steps carried them to a sunlit glade, where Y/N rested her head against Wanda’s shoulder. “Our wedding,” Wanda whispered. “I can still feel your hand in mine as we said our vows.”
Y/N’s eyes glimmered with tears she refused to hide. “I can feel it too. Every promise we made… every word, every touch… it was real. It is real.”
They sat down beneath a flowering tree, and Wanda’s hands traced Y/N’s, warm and steady. “And our children,” she murmured. “When we found out I was pregnant… I was so scared. But you—” Her voice broke slightly. “You made it the happiest moment of my life.”
Y/N smiled, brushing a strand of hair from Wanda’s face. “You made it ours. Every step, every sleepless night, every laugh and cry… it was ours. And it still is.”
Wanda leaned into her, resting her forehead against Y/N’s. “I’ve missed this,” she whispered. “I’ve missed you.”
“And I’ve missed you,” Y/N said softly, wrapping her arms around Wanda and holding her close. “All along. I knew you’d come back. I trusted you. And now… now we can just be.”
Y/N pressed a gentle kiss to Wanda’s temple, her heart swelling with the quiet joy of decades spent together, the happiness of a lifetime renewed, and the promise of eternity waiting just beyond the horizon.
They sat in silence for a while, the gentle light of the Junction casting soft shadows across the room. Wanda’s hand rested lightly in Y/N’s, but the air between them was heavy with unspoken truths.
Finally, Y/N spoke, her voice barely above a whisper. “You chose him, right?”
Wanda’s chest tightened. She looked down at Y/N, the warmth of her touch grounding her, but she could feel the truth in Y/N’s words. She had known it in her heart even before she had said it aloud.
Y/N nodded slowly, tears glimmering in her eyes. “I knew,” she murmured. “I knew you chose to spend your last day with me… because you chose Vision. You chose to spend eternity with him.”
Wanda swallowed hard, guilt and love swirling together like a storm. “I… I did,” she admitted, her voice breaking slightly. “I love you, Y/N. I’ve spent a lifetime with you—seventy years—and it was the best life I could have ever imagined. Every day, every laugh, every moment with you… it was perfect. But… I needed to see the life I once dreamed about. I needed to see the time I could have had with him.”
Y/N’s hands trembled slightly in Wanda’s. She took a shuddering breath and finally broke, tears spilling freely. “I had faith in our love,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “I trusted you, Wanda. I always knew your heart belonged to me, no matter what. But hearing you say it… it still hurts.”
Wanda cupped Y/N’s face gently, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “It’s not about love,” she said softly, her own tears glimmering. “I love you—with all my heart, with all my being. Nothing could ever change that. This… this is about a life I once imagined. About remembering a dream I had, about experiencing the time I never got to have. But it doesn’t change what we had… or what we will always have.”
Y/N pressed her forehead against Wanda’s, letting herself breathe through the ache in her chest. “I know,” she whispered. “I know your heart is mine, always. And I’ll let you see your dream, because I love you enough to do that. But promise me… don’t forget us.”
Wanda nodded, pressing a soft kiss to Y/N’s lips. “Never. You are my life, my home, my everything. And this… this is just a small chapter, a dream I need to live. But you—you’re forever.”
Y/N let the words settle between them, tears and trust mingling in the quiet of the room. And for all the ache and longing, she knew that love—true, enduring, unshakable love—could survive even the choice of a lifetime.
---
Wanda took a deep breath, her fingers brushing against Vision’s as they stood before a softly glowing door in the Junction. With a quiet nod, they stepped through together.
The world shifted instantly, and Wanda blinked at the scene before her. The air smelled of blooming flowers and fresh bread from the small bakery at the corner of the cobblestone street. Sunlight spilled over the quaint rooftops of the little town she and Vision had once called home—a town they had chosen for eternity, a place frozen in the memory of their first year together after they married.
“This… it’s perfect,” Wanda whispered, turning to Vision. His eyes shone with the same quiet intensity she remembered from their youth, and his hand found hers, fingers intertwining naturally.
They wandered through the streets, taking in every detail—the little café where they had shared their first married breakfast, the bookstore where Vision had surprised her with poetry, the park bench by the fountain where they had sat for hours talking about dreams too big for their young hearts.
“I never imagined it would feel like this,” Wanda murmured, leaning into him. “Like we never left. Like it’s still ours.”
Vision smiled, brushing a strand of hair from her face. “That’s the beauty of this place,” he said softly. “We get to live it fully, uninterrupted. A life we dreamed of, all over again.”
They moved through the little town hand in hand, laughing, remembering, and savoring the simple, everyday moments that had once defined their happiness. Wanda could feel the warmth of their short, sweet life together—every smile, every conversation, every quiet evening they had shared.
Even as a small ache tugged at her heart for Y/N, who she had left back in the Junction, Wanda let herself immerse in this dreamlike slice of life, understanding why she needed this time. She was revisiting a chapter she had longed for, remembering the life she had once dreamed of living with Vision—a brief but treasured part of her heart.
She wandered through the cobblestone streets, hand in hand with Vision, laughing softly as they passed the little café where they had shared their first married breakfast, and pausing by the park bench where they had spent long afternoons talking about hopes and dreams that once seemed too big for their young hearts.
“It’s… exactly how I imagined it,” Wanda whispered, leaning against Vision as they watched the sun shimmer on the fountain’s water.
Vision smiled, his quiet intensity ever-present. “A life we almost had, but now we can live it again, even if only for a little while,” he said softly, brushing a strand of hair from her face.
Wanda closed her eyes, letting the warmth and familiarity wash over her. Every laugh, every whispered memory, every gentle touch reminded her of the life she had once longed for. And though a part of her heart ached for Y/N’s patient love waiting back in the Junction, she understood this time with Vision was not a betrayal—it was a chance to honor a dream she had carried for decades.
Each moment here, fleeting yet vivid, was a reminder of how vast and complex her heart could be: capable of loving deeply, holding onto memory, and cherishing the people who had shaped her life, past and present alike.
---
For days, Wanda allowed herself to be fully present in the life she had always imagined with Vision. Every morning began with the soft golden light spilling through the windows of their small home, the aroma of fresh bread from the bakery downstairs mingling with the scent of flowers in the garden.
She laughed as she cooked breakfast with Vision, their hands brushing over eggs and toast, stealing little kisses between bites. They revisited the routines of their first year together—morning walks through the quiet streets, afternoons in the park, evenings sitting on their little balcony watching the sun dip below the horizon.
Everything felt achingly familiar and perfectly new at the same time. The way Vision would tilt his head, eyes shimmering with quiet wonder, the way he always noticed the smallest details, the way he remembered the words she said months ago as if they had been spoken yesterday—everything was just like it had been when they were first married.
They held each other in the garden as rain began to fall softly, laughing as they ran under the downpour, spinning and twirling like they were young again. They spent quiet nights by the fireplace, sharing stories, dreams, and laughter, wrapped in the warmth of their home.
Wanda felt a happiness that was simple, deep, and unhurried. In this little town, in this life they had recreated, she could almost forget the rest of the world, almost forget the choice that still awaited her back in the Junction.
For a brief, perfect while, she could be simply Wanda—the young woman who had married her first love, living the dream she had carried for decades. And every day with Vision reminded her why she had loved him, why she had imagined this life, and why it had mattered so much, even if only for a fleeting moment.
---
They sat at the small kitchen table, sunlight spilling over the checkered cloth. Wanda had prepared a simple meal, risotto with wild mushrooms, something she had perfected over the years. It was creamy, fragrant, and comforting—the kind of dish that reminded her of home.
Vision picked up a fork and tilted his head, eyes curious. “What is this?” he asked, his voice soft but inquisitive.
Wanda smiled brightly, brushing a lock of hair from her face. “It’s mushroom risotto. Y/N’s favorite.”
Vision’s brow furrowed slightly, and he took a tentative bite. His expression twisted ever so slightly. “I… don’t think I like it,” he said gently.
Wanda laughed, a light, melodic sound that filled the kitchen. “Oh, I remember the first time I made this for her. I burned the mushrooms, added too much wine, and it was a disaster. But she loved it anyway. She laughed at me, kissed me, and said it was the best meal she’d ever had.”
Her eyes sparkled as she recounted the memory, her voice full of warmth and joy. Vision watched her, noting the way her smile lit up, the way she laughed, and the way her whole being seemed to glow with the memory of Y/N.
But then, gently, he reached across the table and laid his hand over hers. “Wanda…” His voice was soft, but firm, a calm current under the warmth of his words. “Stop talking about the past. You’re here with me now. We should enjoy our time together, not dwell on memories that are not mine.”
Wanda’s laughter faltered, a small blush creeping up her cheeks. She glanced down at her hands, feeling the familiar tug of guilt and longing twist in her chest. Vision’s words weren’t harsh—he spoke with care—but they carried the quiet weight of ownership, of wanting her attention fully, exclusively.
She nodded slowly, forcing a smile, trying to let go of the warmth of the memory. “Of course,” she whispered. “I… I’m here, with you.”
But even as she said it, a small part of her heart ached for Y/N, for the life they had shared, for the laughter and love that had shaped her in ways nothing else ever could.
As days passed in the little town, Wanda began to notice subtle differences in how she experienced life with Vision compared to the life she had shared with Y/N.
She cooked breakfast one morning, trying to replicate the little rituals she and Vision had once done, but her movements felt off—she reached for the coffee pot differently than Y/N would have, and the toast never came out quite the way she remembered from her mornings with Y/N. When she set the table, the napkins weren’t folded like Y/N had done, the plates didn’t feel arranged “just right,” and even the laughter she shared with Vision felt lighter, missing the depth that Y/N’s presence had always brought.
While walking through the park, Vision reached to hold her hand in a way that was gentle but distant, and she realized that Y/N’s touch had been warmer, more instinctively reassuring, always guiding her. Even small things—how she had once curled up in the living room reading, the way Y/N would brush strands of hair from her face before every meal, the soft teasing whispers as they fell asleep—felt irreplaceable.
Wanda tried to share these memories, hoping to explain her feelings. “I remember when Y/N and I used to sit by the window in the morning, and she’d let the sunlight hit just right, so we’d wake slowly together,” she said one evening, voice soft and wistful.
Vision’s expression tightened slightly. “That is in the past, Wanda,” he said firmly, yet gently. “Y/N belongs there. We are here, now. You should focus on this life with me, not the life you left behind.”
Another time, she laughed remembering a little prank Y/N had pulled—switching the sugar with salt during a baking experiment. “Y/N would have never let me get away with that,” Wanda said softly.
Vision’s brows knitted. “That is not part of our life. That was in the past. Let it remain there.”
Even when she reached for the old songs she and Y/N had danced to on quiet nights, Vision frowned. “She had terrible taste. I hate this song. That why I told you the past cannot interfere with our present, Wanda. You are with me now. Enjoy it.”
Gradually, Wanda realized that the life she shared with Vision, while pleasant and familiar, felt incomplete. Every joy was tinged with a subtle wrongness, every laugh muted by comparison to how Y/N had shared it with her. And the more she tried to immerse herself, the more she noticed the invisible threads pulling her thoughts, her memories, and her heart back to Y/N—the steady, patient love she could never forget.
---
One Afternoon
Wanda and Vision wandered through the small grocery store in their little town, the warm sunlight streaming through the windows. Wanda’s eyes lit up as she spotted a small display of chocolate-covered marshmallow treats, a snack that immediately brought back memories.
“Tommy used to love these,” she said softly, smiling at the memory. “Well… Billy didn’t care for them much, but Lyla… she loved them too. Not just because of the taste, but because Y/N liked them. She always made sure the kids had their favorites.”
Vision froze, his jaw tightening slightly. His gentle demeanor gave way to a rare, sharp edge. “Stop,” he said quietly at first, then a little more firmly. “I don’t want to hear about children that are not mine. That is all in the past. Y/N is in the past, and those children… they belong there. Not here.”
Wanda’s smile faltered. The lightness in her chest, the warmth of sharing a memory, was abruptly snuffed out. She stared at the treats in her hand, feeling a sting she couldn’t quite put into words.
“I… I wasn’t trying—” she began, but Vision cut her off a little louder.
“No, Wanda. This life… this is ours. You cannot let the past interfere with it. You cannot drag what no longer exists into the present.”
Her chest tightened. The words weren’t cruel, but they carried the weight of dismissal, the invisible wall between what she remembered and what Vision wanted her to embrace. She went quiet, the small smile fading entirely.
For the first time since stepping into this dream-life, Wanda felt an undeniable ache, a hollow note running through the happiness she had been chasing. Every laugh, every gentle touch, every memory she had tried to share now felt impossible to voice. She realized, with a sudden clarity, that no matter how perfect the recreated life was, it could never replace what she had with Y/N—the life she had built, the children she had raised, the love she had shared over seventy years.
And in that quiet moment, standing in the grocery store with Vision watching her, Wanda understood that her heart was no longer capable of pretending.
---
After that day at the grocery store, Wanda found herself wandering the quiet streets of the little town, Vision’s hand in hers, but her heart no longer fully there. She had come here seeking a dream—a glimpse of the life she might have had if fate hadn’t taken Vision from her—but slowly, painfully, she began to understand the truth.
The chapter she had imagined with Vision had ended decades ago. That life was beautiful in memory, yes, but it was a memory, not the present. Her home, her true happiness, was elsewhere—with Y/N, with their children, with every quiet, chaotic, and perfectly imperfect moment they had shared over seventy years.
She thought of Y/N’s smile, the way she had always held her hand in times of fear, the soft teasing in her voice, the way she made Wanda’s heart race even after decades, even when their hair was gray and their bodies aged. Vision, for all his charm and gentleness, lacked that spark—the effortless, magnetic pull that Y/N had carried with her always. He was polite, protective, and insistent, but childish in ways Y/N never was, and every insistence, every boundary, only reminded Wanda that this life was not hers.
The comparison became unavoidable. Vision had waited seventy-two years, and now, in this recreated life, he wanted her full attention, full devotion—but it felt constricting, a shadow over her own heart. Y/N had never done that. When Wanda spoke of the past, of the memories she had with Vision long before, Y/N never told her it was “just in the past.” She had listened, smiled, held Wanda close, and promised her happiness, always letting Wanda know that every joy, every laughter, every sorrow they had shared mattered—and would continue to matter.
Wanda’s chest tightened with both love and regret. She had gone chasing a dream, thinking it would fill some emptiness—but the emptiness only existed because she had tried to deny the life she had built, the love she had nurtured with Y/N.
And now, Wanda found herself sitting on Vision’s lap, her arms wrapped loosely around his neck, her head resting against his shoulder. She wasn’t sure how she had ended up here—maybe it was instinct, maybe it was the familiar ache of trying to gather her courage before speaking—but the moment she settled into him, she realized something was wrong.
This was what she had always done with Y/N. Whenever words failed her, whenever her mind was tangled and her heart felt too heavy, she would climb onto Y/N’s lap, curl into her, and let the warmth of her body and the steady rhythm of her heart calm her. Y/N had always known what it meant. She never rushed her, never pressed her, never made her feel small. Y/N would simply hold her, stroke her back, and whisper, It’s okay, my love. Take your time. I’m here.
But Vision didn’t hold her.
His hands trailed down her sides, lingering too low, his lips brushing against her neck as if her silence was an invitation to something physical. His touch wasn’t grounding—it was insistent. When Wanda gently pulled back, murmuring, “Could you just… hold me?” she saw his expression falter.
“Wanda,” Vision said softly, but there was a faint impatience beneath his voice. “We’ve been apart for so long. Don’t you think… it’s time we gave ourselves what we were always meant to have?”
Her chest tightened. She shook her head slightly, her voice fragile. “I… I don’t want that right now. I just… need to breathe. To be still. Please.”
But instead of pulling her closer, instead of reassuring her, Vision’s hands stilled in hesitation. A flicker of frustration crossed his face, quickly masked by a strained smile.
“You’re still caught in the past, Wanda,” he murmured, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “But you’re here now. With me. Why dwell on memories when we can create something new?”
Wanda’s heart ached. It wasn’t just the words—it was the absence. The absence of patience, of understanding, of the quiet safety she had always felt with Y/N. With Y/N, silence had been sacred, a space where love was felt without needing to be spoken. With Vision, silence was a void he wanted to fill, even if it meant pushing her into something she wasn’t ready for.
Her arms tightened around him briefly, not from desire but from sorrow. She buried her face against his shoulder, whispering so softly it almost broke her own heart to admit:
“This… doesn’t feel right.”
Vision froze, confusion flickering in his eyes. “What do you mean?”
Wanda pulled back just enough to look at him, her tears glimmering. Her voice cracked as she whispered, “I just want you to hold me.”
For a heartbeat, silence stretched between them. Then Vision’s jaw tightened. His eyes darkened, not with tenderness but with something sharp, wounded pride.
“You were the one who sat on me,” he said, his voice low, edged with frustration. “What did you expect, Wanda? You can’t… you can’t touch me like that and then ask for nothing. You were seducing me.”
Wanda froze, her breath catching. The words cut deep, colder than she expected, and for a moment she couldn’t even form a reply. “No,” she whispered, shaking her head, her tears spilling freely now. “That’s not what I meant. That’s not what I was doing. I just—”
But he was already shifting beneath her, his hands firm as he lifted her off his lap and set her aside. His movements weren’t cruel, but they lacked gentleness, as though he couldn’t bear to look at her.
“I can’t do this right now,” Vision muttered, standing swiftly. His expression was closed off, hard in a way that was so unlike the boy she remembered. Without another glance, he turned and strode out of the room, the door closing behind him with a muted finality.
Wanda sat there, stunned, her chest tight and aching. The absence of his arms—the simple, steady comfort she had begged for—felt louder than any words could. She hugged herself, trembling, the echo of Y/N’s embrace flooding her memory. Y/N would never have pushed her away for needing too much, for needing *just to be held.*
Her tears fell harder, and in that broken silence, Wanda finally understood the truth: this wasn’t love. Not anymore.
---
Few Days Later
They were sitting on the little balcony of their recreated home, the warm sun bathing the street in a golden glow. Wanda had just finished arranging some flowers, her mind still swirling with memories and realizations about where her heart truly belonged.
Vision leaned back slightly, his expression thoughtful. “Wanda,” he said, his voice calm, “do you think… we could… have children here? Would that be possible in this place?”
Wanda froze mid-motion, the petals of the flowers trembling slightly in her hand. Her stomach twisted instantly, a sharp, involuntary reaction. Disgust, mingled with shock, bubbled up through her chest.
“Children?” she echoed, her voice cold and sharp, though she tried to rein it in. “Vision… no. Just… no.”
Vision tilted his head, a faint anger in his expression. “I don’t understand… Why not? We are together here. This life is ours—why would it matter?”
Wanda took a step back, pulling slightly from his presence. Her heart raced, and the lightness she had felt in this dream-life suddenly felt heavy and suffocating. “It… it matters because it’s not real, Vision. It’s not our life. This is a memory, a recreation, a fantasy. You can’t just… create a life that never existed. Not like that. And I—” She clenched her fists, trying to steady herself, “I would never do that here. Not with you. Not like this.”
Vision’s serene mask cracked. His eyes sharpened, his voice dropping, edged with bitterness. “Not with me? Wanda… you sat here with me, in this life. You sat on me, touched me, looked at me as if you wanted something more. And now you tell me it was nothing?”
Her breath caught, her tears glimmering. “I just wanted you to hold me,” she whispered, her voice breaking.
But instead of softening, he gave a humorless laugh, wounded pride lacing every word. “Hold you? You were seducing me. Don’t twist this, Wanda. You can’t play with me like that.”
Her eyes widened at the accusation, pain rushing through her chest. “That’s not true—”
Vision’s expression hardened, but his voice softened into something coaxing, almost manipulative. “Fine. But… we can try sometime, right? We can try to have children on our own here. So you’ll stop talking about the ones you had with that person from your past.”
The words struck like a blade. Wanda’s stomach twisted, her heart lurching with anger and grief all at once.
She shook her head, stepping away fully now. “No. Stop. This isn’t what I came here for. You… you can’t replace them. You can’t replace my children! You can’t replace my Y/N. I can’t—” Her voice broke, and she turned toward the door, moving away from the recreated town and the illusion of a life she no longer wanted to cling to.
The realization settled over her like ice, the fantasy with Vision had never been hers to live fully. It was a chapter closed long ago. And the only life she truly belonged to, the only love she could not deny, waited for her back in the Junction.
Wanda turned toward the door, but before she could step away, Vision’s angry voice followed her.
“Wanda… wait,” he said, moving closer. His hand reached for hers again, but she hesitated. “What’s the matter? This is our life. This is our future. Why are you running from it?”
Her chest tightened, a mix of frustration, guilt, and lingering affection colliding in her heart. “Vision… it’s not real. This isn’t… our life. Not really. You’re… you’re in my memory, a dream of what could have been. You are the one in my past, not Y/N.”
His head tilted slightly, his tone pressing, insistent. “But you chose me! We spoke of this once, Wanda. We dreamed of it—children, a family, a future together. Why should it matter that it happens here, in this place? Why should she matter more than what we imagined?”
Wanda pulled her hand back, shaking her head. “Because it’s not Y/N. Not my home, not my heart. Everything I did, every life I built—that was with her. With our children. You… you’re a part of my past, and I needed to see it, to remember it. But this… this is not what I want. Not anymore.”
Vision’s eyes softened, but his voice remained steady, almost pleading. “Wanda… don’t you feel it? Don’t you feel the life we could have? The love we shared?”
Her lips pressed into a thin line. She swallowed hard, the ache in her chest growing sharper. “I do… I loved you once. I dreamed of this life with you. But it’s over. That chapter ended decades ago. My heart… it’s with Y/N. It always has been. Every laugh, every touch, every life we built together… it’s her. It’s ours. And no recreated town, no dream-life… can change that.”
Vision’s hand dropped slowly, his expression unreadable. For the first time, the quiet weight of reality settled between them. Wanda took a deep breath, her resolve solidifying.
“I need to go back,” she whispered. “Back to where I belong.”
Vision’s eyes darkened with frustration. “Wanda!” he snapped, his voice sharp and full of emotion. “How can you just abandon this life? This future we planned? You came here willingly! You chose to step into this life with me, and now you just… throw it away?”
Wanda flinched at the intensity, but her resolve didn’t waver. She squared her shoulders and met his gaze, her voice steady despite the ache in her chest. “Vision… I didn’t throw it away. I came here to see it, to understand the life I could have had. But it’s over. It ended long ago. You were my first love, my first heartbreak—but my heart… it’s not yours anymore. It’s with Y/N. It always has been.”
Vision’s eyes glimmered with a sharp edge, his voice low and dripping with sarcasm. “Oh, I see,” he said, tilting his head slightly, a bitter smile curling his lips. “So you came here to visit your little fantasy, and now you tell me it’s not enough. You didn’t throw it away… you chose to spend eternity with me, leaving Y/N behind. And who knows? She’s probably moved on, found someone else to share her eternity with while you were busy chasing a dream that you claim it wasn’t real!”
Wanda felt the words like a physical blow. Her chest tightened, and for a fleeting moment, doubt flickered across her mind—but only for a heartbeat.
“No,” she said firmly, her voice steady despite the pain. “You don’t understand, Vision. That’s not how it works. I didn’t abandon her. I never could. My heart… my life… it’s always been hers. She is my home, my happiness, my family. I came here to understand a path I never walked, to see a life I could have had—but it’s not my life. Not anymore. My life… is with Y/N.”
Vision’s brow furrowed, his sarcasm faltering slightly as Wanda’s unwavering gaze met his. “It doesn’t matter what you say,” he murmured, more quietly now, the sting in his voice betraying his frustration. “You’ve made your choice.”
“Yes,” Wanda whispered, a mix of relief and sorrow threading through her words. “I have. And it’s always been hers. Always Y/N.”
Her resolve solidified with every heartbeat. The dream of a life with Vision was over, and the only life she truly wanted—the only eternity she wanted—was waiting for her back in the Junction.
---
Wanda ran through the quiet streets of the little town, her chest heaving, her breath ragged, every step fueled by a growing, desperate panic. She reached the softly glowing gate—the same one she and Vision had passed through to enter this recreated eternity—and lunged toward it, her hands trembling as if sheer will could undo the past.
“I—I have to go back!” she shouted, her voice breaking. “Please! I made a mistake! I need to go back! I didn’t choose this! I need… I need Y/N!”
Two ethereal guards appeared in a shimmer of light, their forms silent and imposing. The taller one stepped forward, his face unreadable, his tone calm yet chillingly final.
“You cannot,” he said. “Once a soul has chosen their eternity, that choice is binding. Eternity… as its name implies… lasts forever.”
“No!” Wanda screamed, stumbling forward, her hands grasping at the air, at the glowing edges of the gate, as if she could tear herself back into the Junction. Her knees buckled, and she fell to the ground, shaking violently. “No! This isn’t my life! This isn’t mine! My home… my heart… my life is with Y/N! I didn’t want this! I—please! Let me go back!”
The second guard hovered near her, but did not touch, his presence calm and unyielding. “Your heart may long elsewhere, but the path you chose is sealed. You cannot return.”
Wanda’s hands clawed at the floor, her tears falling freely. Her voice cracked into a scream, raw and unrestrained. “I don’t care about your rules! I don’t care about eternity! I can’t… I can’t stay here! My life… my love… my children… Y/N… they’re all waiting for me! Please! Please!”
Her body trembled, her sobs echoing through the silent town. Panic twisted in her chest like a living thing, suffocating, unrelenting. She felt as if the world had collapsed around her, the walls of her dream-life closing in, trapping her in a golden prison of her own making.
And in that moment, the cruel, unbearable truth sank in like ice, the choice she had made—whether through hope, curiosity, or longing—had locked her out of the life she truly belonged to. She had glimpsed her true home, her true love, and now it was out of reach forever.
Wanda fell forward, burying her face in her hands, trembling, her heart shattering with every sob. “Y/N… I’m so sorry… I just… I just wanted to see… I just wanted to see what could have been…”
The guards said nothing. They remained silent, unmoving. And as Wanda’s desperate cries faded into shuddering whimpers, the weight of eternity pressed down on her like a merciless, unyielding shadow.
---
Days passed—or at least, it felt like days, though time had a strange quality here—and Wanda stayed at the glowing gate, her hair tangled, her hands raw from clutching the edges of the shimmering barrier. She refused to leave. Her voice grew hoarse from shouting, from pleading, from crying into the cold, unyielding air.
“Please! Please! Let me go back! I don’t belong here! I need… I need Y/N!” she screamed, her sobs echoing through the empty streets of the recreated town. “I don’t care about rules! I don’t care about eternity! I made a mistake! I made a terrible mistake! Please! I can’t stay here! I won’t stay here!”
She fell to her knees again, clawing at the glowing surface of the gate. Her tears ran freely now, streaking the dirt beneath her, and her chest ached with a raw, desperate emptiness. “Y/N! I love you! I need you! I never should have left you! Please! I’ll do anything! I’ll do anything! Just let me go back!”
The guards remained silently at her sides, their faces calm, unyielding. Their presence did nothing to soothe her panic; it only made the weight of finality feel heavier, more suffocating.
Wanda’s voice grew hoarse, then quiet, then broken into small, strangled whimpers. She curled into herself on the cold ground, trembling, rocking slightly as the reality sank in: she was trapped. The eternity she had chosen with Vision, once a dream, had become a cage.
Her mind flashed to Y/N—Y/N’s bright smile, her laughter, the warmth of her hand in hers, the children they had raised, the life they had built together. Each memory stabbed at Wanda with unbearable longing, each one a reminder of what she had almost thrown away, what she could not touch now.
“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I never wanted this… I just…” Her words trailed into a shuddering whisper, carried away by the empty streets.
And there she remained, day after day, at the glowing gate, a figure of desperation and heartbreak, trapped in a golden prison of a life she had once thought she wanted, while her true home, her true love, waited just beyond reach.
---
After countless days of pleading and despair, Wanda’s trembling voice finally found enough strength to ask the guards a single question.
“Is… is Y/N still in the Junction?” she whispered, her heart hammering painfully in her chest.
The guards exchanged a long, contemplative look. After a pause that stretched like eternity itself, the taller one nodded slowly. “Yes… she is.”
Wanda’s chest tightened, hope and fear colliding in a bitter mix.
The second guard raised a hand, and a shimmering screen of light appeared before her. On it, she saw a room—the familiar space she had shared with Y/N for so many years. There was Y/N, standing quietly, her hands lightly resting on a framed photograph of Wanda, her eyes soft, distant, full of longing. Wanda’s breath caught in her throat, a sob threatening to escape.
“The soul you love,” the taller guard said gently, “has chosen you for her eternity. Y/N’s heart belongs to you, completely.”
Wanda’s hands trembled as she watched. “But… I’m here. I chose…”
The guard’s voice was firm, almost sorrowful. “And because you have already entered your chosen eternity… Y/N is bound to the Junction. Eternity is not merely a place, it is a state of being. She waits for you, as she always has.”
Then, unexpectedly, a figure entered the room on the screen. Wanda’s eyes widened in shock. “Tommy…” she whispered, unable to believe what she was seeing. He looked as he had at eighteen, tall and strong, yet carrying the same mischievous spark in his eyes.
The guards spoke softly, as if the words themselves were fragile. “Tommy… Billy… Lyla… they have already passed. They chose to remain with Y/N, bound to her as she is bound to the Junction. All of them… have chosen her.”
Wanda’s hands trembled as she stared at the screen, her chest tightening with a raw, suffocating ache. “How… how have they already… died?” Her voice was barely more than a strangled whisper, panic clawing at her throat. “It’s only been… a few months since I entered this eternity. How is this possible?”
The taller guard’s voice was steady, almost cruel in its calmness. “Time flows differently here, Wanda. In the Junction… decades have passed. Fifty years have gone by. Your children… they lived their lives until their nineties before going to the junction, and when their time came to choose their eternity, they chose to remain with her.”
The words struck Wanda like a blow to the chest. Her hands flew to her face as if she could block out the reality. Fifty years. Fifty years of laughter, of love, of moments she would never again touch. All because of her choice.
She staggered backward, her voice rising, raw with desperation and guilt. “No… no! This isn’t… this isn’t fair! I was supposed to… I was supposed to be with them! I… I should have—”
The second guard’s words fell over her like ice. “Once a soul has entered their chosen eternity, there is no returning. The rules cannot be broken. Even for those they love, even for family… you cannot go back.”
Wanda sank to the ground, trembling violently, her sobs ripping through her chest. “No… no! I—I was wrong! I was so wrong! Y/N… Y/N is my home! My life! My everything! And I—” She buried her face in her hands, rocking back and forth, as the reality crashed over her like a wave. She had abandoned the one she had loved through decades, the one who had built her a life filled with laughter, warmth, and family.
“I… I left you… for a dream… for a memory… for him!” she wailed, the words sharp and bitter on her tongue. “I was supposed to stay with you, Y/N! I knew… I always knew… you are my heart! My soul! My everything!”
The sobs came faster now, raw and unrestrained. She clawed at the floor, at the glowing edges of the gate, anything to undo the impossibility, anything to tear herself back to Y/N. “I—please! I can’t lose you! I can’t lose our life! I can’t! I can’t! I was wrong… so wrong!”
Her gaze fell on the screen again, on Y/N, still and gentle, holding the picture of her. Wanda’s heart ached in ways she had never known. She saw Tommy, Billy, Lyla… all of them alive in spirit, bound to Y/N, their love and choices a stark mirror of her own failure.
Everything she had thought she wanted—the dream-life with Vision—felt empty, hollow, and unbearable. She had traded the warmth of a lifetime, of true, enduring love, for a fleeting illusion. And now, she was alone, trapped in a life that could never fill the void Y/N had always been.
Wanda fell forward, sobbing uncontrollably, her body wracked with guilt and heartbreak. “Y/N… I—please… forgive me… I never should have left you… I never… never…”
The guards remained silent, unyielding, leaving Wanda alone with the crushing weight of her mistake, the bitter knowledge that she had lost the life and the love that had always been hers.
Wanda buried her face in her hands, rocking slightly, her sobs echoing through the quiet streets of the recreated town. The weight of decades lost, of the life and love she had almost abandoned, pressed on her chest like a stone.
One of the guards stepped closer, their voice calm but carrying an undeniable gravity. “This… this is why the coordinators warned you, Wanda. Eternity is a long time for regrets.”
The words struck her like a dagger. She froze, trembling, lifting her tear-streaked face toward them. “Regrets…? You mean… I—” Her voice cracked, choking on the truth she had tried to deny. “I chose my own hell by choosing this… by leaving my Y/N?”
The taller guard’s tone was steady, almost merciless in its clarity. “Yes. You chose to step into one eternity with Vision. And now… the life you truly belong to waits elsewhere, beyond your reach. The moments you could have spent… the love you could have shared… are gone from your grasp for now. Eternity does not allow for second chances once a choice is made.”
Wanda’s knees gave way beneath her. She sank to the ground, her hands clawing at the glowing floor as if she could tear open reality and undo her mistake. “No… no… this isn’t fair! I knew… I knew Y/N was my everything! My heart! My life! And I—”
The sobs came faster, raw and unrelenting. She pressed her forehead to the ground, whispering through gasps of grief, “I was so wrong… so wrong… I should have stayed… I should have never left you… Y/N…”
The guards said nothing, their silence almost unbearable. Their words, earlier and now, echoed in her mind with cruel precision: eternity is a long time for regrets. And for Wanda, every heartbeat of that eternity now pulsed with the bitter, aching weight of hers.
Vision appeared at the edge of the recreated town more than once, his calm expression tinged with concern. “Wanda,” he said softly the first time, reaching out a hand as if to bridge the distance between them. “You don’t have to stay here alone. Come with me. We can—”
Wanda flinched, her hands tightening into fists. “No,” she snapped, her voice sharp, bitter. “Don’t. Just… forget me.”
He hesitated, confusion flickering in his eyes. “Wanda… what are you saying? I only want to—”
“Forget me,” she repeated, cutting him off. Her voice cracked, heavy with grief and anger. “Because of you… I lost her. Because I chose you… I lost my soulmate. The life I had with Y/N… the life I truly wanted… it’s gone. Don’t think for a second I want you now. Don’t think for a second I forgive myself. Just… leave me.”
Vision’s mouth opened, then closed again. He took a step closer, voice quieter, pleading. “But Wanda… we can still—”
She shook her head violently, tears streaming down her cheeks. “No! Stop. I don’t want to see you. I don’t want to hear you. You took her from me—well, not you exactly, but I let you. And now it’s too late. You’re nothing to me. Nothing. Leave me here alone.”
His expression softened, pain flickering in his eyes, but he said nothing further. Wanda turned her back to him, collapsing to the ground, her sobs shaking her body. Each visit, each attempt from Vision to reach her only reminded her of her mistake, only carved the ache in her chest deeper.
She had chosen a fleeting dream over the life that had always been hers—and now, she was left with nothing but regret, the bitter taste of the choice she made over her true eternity.
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No happy endings this time...
Beautifully heart wrenching
would you ever add more to blind reader :)
I’ve never really thought about it. But if you have any ideas on it I’m open to any suggestions you could possibly have :)
How I look after reading angst as if it was me personally in that situation
Me trying to leave a comment on a fic I love but not knowing what to say
too late
pairing: jenna ortega and reader
summary: in which, after weeks of hesitation, you finally decide to tell jenna the truth—only to realize she has plans of her own.
word count: 7.1k
warnings: sensitive topic - lung cancer
authors note: in honor of november being lung cancer awareness month.
It began with a cough.
Not the kind that comes and goes with a cold or allergies, but one that lingered—sharp, persistent, and out of place.
At first, you brushed it off, chalking it up to stress or the changing seasons. But days turned into weeks, and instead of fading, it seemed to grow heavier, like it was pulling something deep from your chest.
You'd ignored it longer than you should have, convincing yourself it was nothing.
Jenna had even teased you about it once or twice, her laughter light and dismissive as she handed you a bottle of water and told you to "take better care of yourself." You'd laughed along with her, but deep down, something about it unsettled you.
When the pain started—a dull ache beneath your ribs every time you took a deep breath—you knew you couldn't ignore it anymore.
That's when you made the call.
The appointment came and went in a blur.
The doctor had been kind but direct, asking questions you couldn't answer with certainty. How long had the symptoms persisted? Had you noticed anything else? Fatigue, weight loss? You'd nodded at some points, shook your head at others, feeling like each response was pulling you further into a place you didn't want to be.
"We'll run some tests," they'd said, their tone neutral, almost too neutral. "Just to be safe."
You'd left the office that day with a sinking feeling you couldn't quite explain, like a storm cloud had settled just over your shoulders. But even then, you told yourself it was nothing.
It had to be.
When the call came, days later, their voice was calm but edged with something you couldn't place.
The voice on the other end, professional but cautious, had asked if you could come in—today. It wasn't a suggestion; it was an urgency wrapped in sterile politeness, and that was when it hit you—that it wasn't nothing.
The drive to the clinic had felt like an eternity. The silence in the car had been unbearable, but every time you'd reached for the radio, your hand had fallen back into your lap. Music felt too loud, too intrusive, as if it would force you to acknowledge the knot in your stomach that had been tightening since the moment you hung up the phone.
The streets blurred past you, familiar landmarks losing their meaning. All you could focus on was the road ahead and the gnawing thought that something was wrong—something worse than you wanted to admit. Your hands had gripped the steering wheel so tightly your knuckles turned white, and at one point, you'd realized you were holding your breath without meaning to.
By the time you'd pulled into the clinic's parking lot, your chest ached—not just from the persistent cough but from the weight of your anxiety.
You'd sat there for a moment, staring at the sliding glass doors, wondering if you could just... drive away. Pretend the call never happened. Pretend nothing was wrong.
But then you'd thought of Jenna. Her face had flashed in your mind—her smile, the way she always seemed to know when something was bothering you, even when you tried to hide it. You couldn't hide this forever, and if you didn't walk in now, it would only get worse.
The waiting room had been quiet, save for the soft hum of a fish tank in the corner and the occasional murmur of voices. You'd checked in at the front desk, the receptionist's cheery smile making your stomach twist, and then found a seat near the window.
The minutes stretched on.
There had been an older man across from you, his hands trembling slightly as he flipped through a magazine he clearly wasn't reading. Beside him, a woman with a scarf tied around her head stared at the floor, her expression distant.
You couldn't stop wondering about their stories—what they were going through, what battles they were silently fighting. Compared to them, your cough and aches felt trivial, like you didn't belong in this space.
You'd convinced yourself, even as you sat there, that you were wasting everyone's time. That whatever was happening to you couldn't possibly be as bad as what these people were enduring.
Maybe it had been an overreaction to come at all, you thought, even though you knew deep down that wasn't true.
When your name was finally called, your heart jumped into your throat. You stood, legs feeling unsteady beneath you, and followed the nurse down a hallway that smelled faintly of disinfectant and something metallic.
She'd led you to a small room and asked you to wait for the doctor, her smile kind but fleeting, as if she knew what was coming.
The seconds ticked by in excruciating silence. Your eyes had scanned the walls, landing on a framed picture of a mountain range, a feeble attempt to make the space feel less clinical. It didn't work.
When the door opened, Dr. Patel had stepped in, clipboard in hand, his face calm but serious. He'd greeted you with a nod, his usual warmth muted, and gestured for you to sit.
You'd perched on the edge of the chair, your hands clenching and unclenching in your lap. Dr. Patel had sat across from you, his gaze steady but unreadable as he placed the clipboard on the desk.
"I wanted to go over the results of your tests," he'd begun, his voice measured, like he was trying to soften the blow before it landed.
He'd turned his computer screen toward you, the image of a scan glowing faintly against the dim light of the room. He'd pointed to an area on the scan, circling it with the cursor as he explained the findings.
The words he used were clinical, detached, but you caught enough to piece it together. Something about nodules, abnormalities, and how the mass in question hadn't been there before.
And then he'd said it. The word you'd been avoiding, the one that made everything crash down around you.
Cancer.
You'd felt like the air had been sucked out of the room. For a moment, you couldn't breathe, couldn't think.
The word echoed in your mind, bouncing around like it didn't belong there. You'd stared at the scan, your eyes unfocused, as Dr. Patel continued to explain the next steps—biopsies, treatments, consultations—but his voice had become background noise.
You hadn't cried, not then. You'd just nodded numbly, your hands gripping the arms of the chair so tightly you thought they might snap. Your chest had tightened, the ache you'd been ignoring now unbearable, but you'd forced yourself to stay still.
When the appointment ended, you'd walked out of the clinic in a daze. The world outside had felt too bright, too normal, like nothing had changed when everything had.
You'd sat in your car for what felt like hours, staring at the steering wheel as the weight of it all pressed down on you. And for the first time, you'd thought about what this meant—not just for you, but for Jenna.
How would you even begin to tell her? How could you?
She was the person you turned to when things felt too heavy, the one who always knew how to make everything seem a little less impossible. But this time... this time felt different.
You'd closed your eyes, leaning your head back against the seat, trying to imagine how the conversation would go. You could see her face so clearly in your mind, the way her brows would furrow, her lips parting as she searched for the right words.
You could almost hear her voice, the way it would waver as she asked, "What does this mean? What do we do?"
And that's where your mind stalled—because you didn't have the answers.
You didn't know what it meant, not really, and you definitely didn't know what to do. The idea of seeing that kind of fear in her eyes, of being the reason her world tilted off its axis, made your stomach twist.
Then there was her work. Jenna had always been busy, but lately, it felt like the world was pulling her in a million directions at once.
She'd been running from set to set, juggling interviews, photo shoots, and endless calls with her team. You'd seen how tired she was, how she tried to hide it behind a bright smile whenever she came home, but you could see the strain in her eyes.
How could you add this to her plate?
The thought hit you like a punch to the gut, the realization settling in with a kind of brutal clarity. If you told her, it wouldn't just be your burden anymore—it would become hers, too. And that wasn't fair. Not when she already had so much to carry.
You'd opened your eyes, staring at the dashboard, trying to convince yourself that waiting wasn't the same as hiding. It wasn't like you were lying to her, not really.
You just needed time to figure things out, to understand what this meant and what came next. Maybe once you had more information, once you knew what the treatment would look like or what the prognosis was, it would be easier to tell her.
Or maybe that was just an excuse.
The truth, the part you didn't want to admit even to yourself, was that you were scared. Not just of the diagnosis, but of what it would do to her.
Jenna was strong—stronger than anyone you'd ever met—but this felt like too much, even for her. You couldn't bear the thought of seeing her break under the weight of it, of watching her world shift because of something you couldn't control.
And then there was the selfish part of you, the part that didn't want to see the pity in her eyes. You didn't want her to look at you differently, to start treating you like you were fragile or broken. You didn't want this to define you, not yet, not in her eyes.
So you'd made the decision, sitting there in the stifling silence of your car. You wouldn't tell her—not now, at least. You'd keep this to yourself, at least until you knew more, until you could figure out how to explain it without falling apart.
It wasn't an easy decision. In fact, it felt like the hardest thing you'd ever done. But as you sat there, the weight of it all pressing down on your chest, it felt like the only choice you had.
You thought that, for now, you'd carry this alone.
But after a while, things felt different.
The days had turned into weeks, and with each passing one, the weight of the secret grew heavier. It wasn't just the diagnosis itself; it was the way it bled into every part of your life, a shadow you couldn't shake.
And Jenna—she'd started noticing.
It was small things at first, things that were easy to dismiss or laugh off.
You'd caught her watching you more closely when you coughed, her brow creasing ever so slightly. "Maybe you should get that checked out," she'd said once, the words half-teasing but laced with genuine concern. You'd waved her off with a smile, promising it was nothing, but the look in her eyes had lingered.
Then there were the nights when you'd felt too drained to do much of anything. Jenna had curled up beside you on the couch, her hand brushing against yours as she asked, "Are you feeling okay? You've seemed... tired lately."
You'd blamed it on work, on stress, on anything but the truth, and she'd let it go—though not without a small frown tugging at her lips.
The tipping point had come a few nights ago, when you'd caught her staring at you in the mirror.
You'd been brushing your teeth, the rhythmic sound filling the quiet bathroom, when you noticed her reflection watching yours. "You've lost weight," she'd said softly, her voice more curious than accusatory.
"I haven't noticed," you'd lied, avoiding her gaze.
She'd hesitated, her arms crossing over her chest as she leaned against the doorframe. "Maybe we should book a check-up or something," she'd suggested, her tone light but her eyes serious.
You'd shrugged it off again, changing the subject, but the way her gaze lingered on you made it clear she wasn't convinced.
And that's what finally pushed you to make the decision. You couldn't keep brushing her off, couldn't keep pretending everything was fine when it clearly wasn't.
She was already worried, even if she didn't fully realize it yet. And sooner or later, she was going to piece things together on her own.
So when she told you she finally had a night free—no calls, no meetings, no obligations—you decided it was time.
The two of you had been planning this date for weeks, trying to carve out time amidst the chaos of her schedule. It wasn't anything extravagant, just dinner at your favorite little spot downtown, but it felt significant in a way you couldn't quite explain.
You told yourself it was the right moment, that you couldn't keep putting this off. You didn't know where this illness would take you next or how much time you had before the symptoms became impossible to hide. The coughs were more frequent now, the fatigue harder to mask. It was only a matter of time before Jenna noticed something you couldn't explain away.
This wasn't how you'd wanted to tell her—not like this, over a quiet dinner on what should've been a happy night. But you didn't see another choice. You couldn't keep lying to her, and you couldn't bear the thought of her finding out some other way.
As you got ready for the evening, the weight of the decision settled over you, heavy but resolute. You weren't sure how you were going to say it or what words you'd use, but you knew it had to be now.
Tonight, you'd tell her.
You'd been rehearsing the words in your head all day, trying to prepare yourself for what felt impossible to say.
But now, sitting in the car, you couldn't ignore the way the air seemed heavier, weighed down by something you couldn't name, and Jenna—Jenna wasn't herself.
She'd been trying to act normal, you could tell. Humming along to the radio, her fingers drumming against the steering wheel like she always did, glancing over at you every so often with what you guessed was meant to be a reassuring smile.
But there was a tension in her movements, a stiffness that wasn't usually there.
It was subtle, barely noticeable if you weren't paying attention. But you were paying attention.
Her hands gripped the wheel a little tighter than usual, her knuckles pale against the leather.
Her gaze lingered too long on the road ahead, as if she was focusing on anything but you. The way she adjusted the air conditioning, even though it didn't need it, or fiddled with her bracelet, slipping it up and down her wrist—these weren't things Jenna usually did.
Your chest felt tight, and not from the illness.
Had she figured it out? Had she found something—a paper you'd forgotten to throw away, maybe, or a note scrawled hastily with an appointment reminder? You'd been so careful, but the thought that you'd slipped up sent a sharp pang of anxiety through you.
You replayed everything in your head, scanning for mistakes, for signs. She hadn't said anything outright, but that only made it worse. If she had found something, she wouldn't confront you about it—not Jenna. No, she'd let it fester, trying to give you space, trying not to pry. But that didn't mean she wouldn't act differently.
And she was acting differently.
Even the silence between you felt louder than it should have, thick and charged with something unspoken. You'd always been able to sit comfortably with her in quiet moments, sharing space without the need to fill it. But this wasn't that. This was an entirely different kind of silence, one that pressed down on you like a weight you couldn't shrug off.
Your mind raced, chasing every possible scenario. Maybe she'd pieced it together herself, noticed more than you thought. Jenna wasn't oblivious.
She'd seen you brush off dinner more often than not, heard the cough that hadn't gone away, seen how you'd flinched the other day when she wrapped her arms around your ribs from behind. She'd even asked, once or twice, if everything was okay.
"You're sure you're fine?" she'd said a few nights ago, her brows knitting together in concern as you forced down a glass of water to stop the coughing fit. You'd laughed, waved her off, told her you'd been pushing yourself too hard at work.
And maybe she'd believed you. Or maybe she hadn't.
The thought gnawed at you as you stared out the window, the glow of passing streetlights streaking across your vision.
You turned to look at her, and for a moment, she felt impossibly far away. She was still Jenna, your Jenna, but there was a distance now, something fragile and strange sitting between you. Her profile was calm, unreadable, her lips pressed into a line that wasn't quite a frown but wasn't a smile, either.
You tried to convince yourself that you were imagining things, that your own guilt and nerves were making you see something that wasn't there. But deep down, you couldn't shake the feeling.
When she finally pulled into the restaurant parking lot and shifted the car into park, she sat there for a moment, her hands still on the wheel.
"You okay?" she asked, her voice steady but quieter than usual.
"Yeah," you answered quickly, too quickly. "You?"
"Of course," she said, the words slipping out a fraction too fast.
Her smile came next, bright but brittle, like it might crack if you looked at it too closely. And as she turned away, unbuckling her seatbelt and reaching for her purse, you caught a glimpse of something in her eyes—hesitation, maybe, or something close to it.
You didn't know what it meant, but it lingered, heavy in your chest, as the two of you made your way inside.
The restaurant was warm and softly lit, the kind of place where the low hum of conversation mixed with the faint clink of silverware on plates. You'd picked it because it was one of your usual spots—familiar, comfortable, with memories stitched into every corner. But tonight, none of that comfort seemed to settle in.
You couldn't stop picturing how the night might unfold, how Jenna might react once you finally told her. Would she cry? Would she be mad—at you, at the world, at herself for not noticing sooner? Would she try to fix it, as if sheer determination could somehow erase what was already happening?
The thought of her being mad was the one that stuck, looping endlessly in your mind. Would she think you'd waited too long to tell her?
Or worse, would she be upset that you'd told her at all, that you'd burdened her with something so heavy when her life was already so full?
You could see it so clearly—her soft features hardening, her voice laced with frustration as she asked why you hadn't come to her sooner. Why you hadn't trusted her enough.
You swallowed hard, trying to keep your nerves from spiraling further out of control. But it didn't help that Jenna was acting off. You'd been together for two and a half years—long enough to notice when something wasn't right. And tonight, something definitely wasn't right.
She was trying, you'd give her that. She smiled when the waiter brought the menus, chatted with him about the specials like she always did, and even reached across the table to brush her fingers lightly over yours. But her smile didn't quite reach her eyes, and her touches felt more like a distraction than a comfort.
When the waiter came back to take your drink orders, she didn't hesitate. "A glass of the house red," she said, her voice steady, almost automatic.
You were about to do the same—it was your thing, after all. A little tradition you'd fallen into on dates like this. But the doctor's voice echoed in your mind: Avoid alcohol, caffeine, anything that might add strain. So instead, you said, "I'll just have a Diet Coke, please."
Jenna's head snapped up, her brows knitting together as she looked at you. "No wine?" she asked, her tone light but curious. "Since when do you skip wine?"
You scrambled for an excuse, heat rushing to your face as you waved it off. "Just... not feeling it tonight. Wanted something lighter."
Her eyes lingered on you for a moment, like she didn't quite believe you but wasn't going to press the issue. "Alright," she said, leaning back in her chair. But there was a flicker of something in her expression—confusion, maybe, or concern. You couldn't tell.
As she turned her attention back to the menu, you tried to steady your breathing, but your chest felt tight. You knew she noticed things, little things, even when you thought you'd been careful. And now you couldn't help but wonder if she was piecing them together in real time, one by one, until the truth clicked into place.
You looked down at your hands, twisting the napkin in your lap as the nerves swirled in your stomach.
You weren't sure how much longer you could keep this up—pretending everything was fine, acting like tonight was just another date. Because it wasn't. And you weren't sure how to tell her that without everything breaking apart.
And still, you couldn't shake the feeling that she already knew.
But you tried to keep the conversation going, forcing yourself to focus on Jenna and not on the crushing weight of your own nerves.
She talked about work, the projects she was excited for, the roles she'd recently turned down. You asked questions, nodded at all the right times, even laughed softly when she mentioned something funny one of her co-stars had done. But the way she was looking at you—it made it impossible to relax.
Her gaze was soft, too soft, like she was trying to protect you with just her eyes.
There was a sympathy there, gentle and unspoken, that only made your stomach churn harder. Did she already know? Had she pieced it all together? The thought gnawed at you, turning every word you said into an effort just to keep up the act.
By the time the food arrived, you were too nervous to eat. The plate in front of you looked like it belonged to someone else—steaming, perfectly plated, entirely untouched.
You picked at it, moving the food around your plate, but your appetite had vanished. Every nerve in your body was screaming, the weight of what you were about to say threatening to crush you.
You didn't understand why. You loved Jenna. You loved her more than you could ever put into words.
She was the reason you smiled when you didn't feel like it, the reason your laughter didn't sound hollow. She was the first person you thought about when you woke up and the last one before you fell asleep. She was your person.
And that's why you had to tell her.
You told yourself that over and over again. This wasn't just about you. Jenna deserved to know. If there was anyone you wanted to be the first to hear, it was her.
Not a friend, not a family member—Jenna. Because no matter how terrifying this was, no matter how much it hurt, she was the one who deserved to know the truth.
You tried to convince yourself that it didn't matter how she'd react, that you'd find a way to deal with whatever came next. Whether she stayed, whether she left, whether she cursed you out for not telling her sooner—it didn't matter.
This illness was a part of you now. There was no escaping it, no undoing it, no pretending it wasn't there. And if Jenna didn't want to stay, you'd have to accept that, too. But you couldn't let her find out some other way. You had to be the one to tell her, no matter how hard it was.
A little while into the dinner, you glanced up from your untouched plate, the words balanced precariously on the tip of your tongue. You were going to tell her. Right now.
But then you noticed Jenna again. She was fiddling with the edge of her napkin, her fingers smoothing and crumpling it over and over.
She hadn't touched her wine glass in minutes, though she'd ordered it with enthusiasm. And when she wasn't fidgeting with the napkin, she was twisting her bracelet up and down her wrist or tapping her nails lightly against the table.
Her nervousness was palpable, radiating off her in waves. And it made you pause.
She looked like she already knew. Like she was bracing herself for something—maybe for you to say it out loud. The realization only made your own nerves spike higher, your throat tightening as you tried to steady yourself.
What if she was waiting for this moment? What if she'd guessed and had been dreading it ever since? It was impossible to tell, but the thought made the words stick in your throat, suddenly too heavy to push out.
You took a shaky breath, gripping the edge of the table to ground yourself, but the question remained, lingering in your mind like a storm cloud: Did she already know.
The silence between you was thick and unyielding, like a barrier you couldn't push through. You stared at your untouched plate, willing yourself to speak, to just get it over with. Your heart hammered in your chest, each beat echoing in your ears, and you felt like you were teetering on the edge of something vast and terrifying.
Just say it, you told yourself. You've rehearsed this a hundred times. Just say it.
But the words didn't come.
Your throat felt dry, the air between you charged with everything unsaid. And then, in that fragile quiet, you finally opened your mouth, the beginnings of your confession trembling on your lips.
"I—"
You barely got the first sound out before Jenna interrupted you.
"I need to talk to you about something."
Her voice cut through the moment like a sharp blade, and your eyes snapped up to meet hers. She froze, realizing she'd interrupted, her brow furrowing in apology.
"Sorry," she said quickly, her hands lifting slightly as if to physically backpedal. "You go first."
The tension in her expression, the nervous energy radiating off her, should've made you more anxious. But instead, you felt a wave of relief so profound it nearly knocked the breath out of you.
You didn't want to say it.
You didn't want to tell her, to put it into words, to make it real. Because once you said it out loud, there'd be no going back.
The illness that had already seeped into every corner of your life, consuming your thoughts and your body, would become something undeniable. And it wasn't just your burden anymore—it would become hers, too.
So you nodded quickly, your voice barely above a whisper. "No, it's okay. You go."
Jenna hesitated, her eyes scanning yours as if to make sure you meant it. Then, with a small, almost imperceptible sigh, she shifted in her seat, her fingers tangling together in her lap.
You watched her, noticing for the first time how truly nervous she looked. Her hands moved constantly, fidgeting with the hem of her sleeve, twisting her bracelet, pressing her palms flat against her thighs.
For a fleeting moment, your mind latched onto something completely irrational: Was she going to propose?
The thought felt absurd, but it burrowed into your brain anyway. The way she was avoiding eye contact, the way her fingers clasped and unclasped like she was gripping something small—it all seemed so... deliberate. Like she was holding onto something important.
You could almost picture it: a velvet box, hidden in her jacket pocket, the hinge creaking as she opened it to reveal something glittering and perfect. Her nervousness would make sense then. Proposing was a big deal, a life-changing moment, and Jenna would want to get it exactly right.
It had to be that. Maybe it was wishful thinking, your mind scrambling for anything to distract you from your own nerves, but for a second, you almost let yourself believe it.
Then Jenna spoke, and it all came crashing down.
She didn't look at you right away. Her gaze dropped to her lap, where her hands were still fidgeting, and she swallowed hard before starting. "I've been thinking about this for a while," she said softly, her voice barely audible over the hum of the restaurant.
Your stomach dropped.
Her words were slow, halting, like she was trying to choose them carefully but wasn't quite sure how. She glanced up at you briefly, her eyes heavy with something you couldn't place—sympathy, maybe, or regret—before looking down again.
"It's just..." She paused, exhaling shakily. "With everything going on—with my career, and the projects, and traveling all the time... it's a lot. And I know it's not fair to you."
You didn't respond. You couldn't.
"I'm barely home," she continued, her voice trembling slightly. "And when I am, I'm... distracted. By work, by everything I have to do. I feel like I'm constantly being pulled in a million different directions, and no matter how hard I try, I can't... I can't give you the time or attention you deserve."
Her hands tightened in her lap, her knuckles pale against her skin. She looked up at you again, forcing herself to meet your gaze even though it clearly took effort.
"You've been so patient with me," she said, her voice thick with emotion. "So understanding, even when I didn't deserve it. And I hate that. I hate that I've let things get to this point, where I feel like I'm failing you."
She gulped, her Adam's apple bobbing as she struggled to steady herself. "I've been thinking about this for a long time," she repeated, almost as if she was trying to convince herself now.
The words hung heavy between you, suffocating in their weight.
"I just... I think it's for the best if we—if we break up."
The final words came out like a whisper, but they might as well have been a shout. They echoed in your head, over and over, until they drowned out everything else.
She was still looking at you, her expression raw and vulnerable, waiting for you to say something—anything. But you couldn't.
Because in that moment, it felt like the ground had opened up beneath you, pulling you into a freefall you couldn't escape.
For a moment, you couldn't even process what she'd said. It didn't feel real, couldn't feel real. The restaurant around you blurred into nothing—voices faded into static, the clinking of plates and glasses became a distant hum. All you could hear was the sound of her words echoing in your mind.
Break up.
You blinked, and suddenly your throat was tight, your chest heavy, and your vision stung with tears threatening to spill over. You tried to swallow, but it felt like there was a lump lodged in your throat, growing bigger with every second of silence that passed.
All you could manage was a quiet, broken, "Oh."
It was barely a sound, barely anything at all, but it carried everything. All the confusion, the hurt, the disbelief—it was packed into that one syllable that trembled out of you. And the moment it escaped, you felt like you were collapsing from the inside out.
Your hands trembled slightly as they rested on your lap, and you clenched them into fists to steady yourself.
But it didn't work. Your chest felt like it was caving in, your stomach churning violently as if you were going to be sick. You suddenly felt more ill than you'd ever felt before, like every bit of strength you had left was being drained out of you all at once.
You blinked again, and a tear slid down your cheek before you even realized you were crying.
Jenna didn't look away.
Her gaze stayed locked on you, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears, and that only made it worse. It made your chest tighten further, your throat burn hotter. Because why was she crying? Why was she crying?
If she thought this was the right thing to do, if she believed that breaking up was the solution, then why did she look like she was on the verge of breaking, too?
The thought stirred something sharp and bitter in your chest—something close to anger.
You didn't want to be angry, not at her. You loved her more than anything, more than yourself, more than anything you'd ever known in this world. But in that moment, it bubbled up anyway, unbidden and ugly.
How could she say this was for the best and look like she was about to cry? How could she sit there, tearing you apart with her words, and act like she felt guilty about it? Like she didn’t want to do this but was doing it anyway.
If she didn't want to do it, then why was she?
Your hands unclenched, trembling as you wiped hastily at your face, trying to erase the tears that kept coming. But it was no use. They kept falling, hot and relentless, leaving tracks down your cheeks that you couldn't hide, even if you tried.
"Okay," you whispered, though it wasn't okay. Nothing was okay. But you didn't have anything else to say. Your mind felt blank, empty except for the deafening echo of her words and the ache that spread through your chest like wildfire.
Your lips parted like you were about to say more, but nothing came out. There was so much you wanted to ask, to scream, to cry, but the weight of it all held you frozen. You could only sit there, staring at her through the blur of your tears, wondering how it had come to this.
Why now? Why like this? Why, after everything you'd been through together, was this the moment it all fell apart?
Your heart felt like it was breaking, splintering into a million pieces you didn't know how to put back together.
You stared at her, searching her face for something—anything—that might explain this, that might soften the blow. But all you saw was sadness and guilt and resolve. And that, more than anything, made you feel like you might throw up.
You didn't know how to respond—what could you say? Everything felt so wrong, so heavy, and all you could do was sit there, your throat too tight to speak, your heart too shattered to form words.
And Jenna, maybe out of nervousness or guilt—or both—began to ramble again. Her voice was softer now, tinged with a slight tremor, like she was trying to steady herself but couldn't quite manage it.
"I—I've just been thinking about this a lot," she said, her words spilling out in a way that didn't quite connect. "With... everything. My work, how busy it's been, and I don't know. I've been trying to figure it out, and it's like—like maybe it's just too much."
Her fingers fidgeted in her lap, twisting her rings and pressing into her palm as if she could ground herself that way.
Her gaze flicked up to you, then away, then back again. She looked like she was searching for something—understanding, forgiveness, anything—but couldn't seem to hold your eyes for more than a second at a time.
"It's not that I don't care," she added quickly, almost desperately, her words tripping over themselves. "You know I do. You know I care about you so much, and that's why—" She stopped mid-sentence, pressing her lips together hard, her brows furrowing like she didn't know how to finish the thought.
Her voice was uneven when she started again. "I just—everything's so complicated right now. With filming, with traveling, and—and I feel like..." Her words faltered again, and she let out a shaky breath, her shoulders sagging as if the weight of her own thoughts was too much.
Her sentences were fragmented, scattered, like she didn't fully know how to explain herself. It wasn't an argument, wasn't a definitive declaration—it was just... messy.
And that made it worse.
Because nothing she was saying felt concrete, nothing felt like a real reason. It was all just vague, unfinished thoughts that left you sitting there, trying to piece together what she actually meant. Trying to figure out if she even knew what she was saying.
Jenna swallowed hard, her throat bobbing as she glanced down at her lap again. "I don't know how else to say it," she murmured, almost to herself, her voice barely audible.
But that didn't make it any clearer.
All you could do was sit there, still frozen, still unable to speak, as she rambled on, her words tangling together in a way that felt more like she was trying to convince herself than explain anything to you.
And it felt like every word she said was chipping away at something inside you, leaving you raw and exposed and aching.
You couldn't even process the idea of why she was doing this, because she wasn't giving you a reason—she was just... saying things. Vague, messy things that didn't feel like they added up to anything but heartbreak.
"What were you going to say?" She asked, clearly getting the point of her rambling not helping anybody at the table. You felt your stomach twist violently. Her tone was soft, hesitant, like she was trying to patch the cracks she'd just shattered into existence, but it only made everything worse.
You stared at her, your heart thudding heavily in your chest. Was she serious? Did she really think she could just ask that now—after everything—and act like it hadn't happened? Like you weren't sitting here, choking on the weight of her words, trying to make sense of it all?
You couldn't believe it. And yet, part of you could. This was so her—to try and smooth it all over, to shove the pieces of normalcy back into place even when it was painfully obvious they didn't fit anymore. But you could see it in her face, in the way her lips trembled and her eyes flicked nervously over your expression. She knew it wasn't working. She knew this was ridiculous.
Still, you couldn't answer right away. Because, what could you even say?
What you were going to say—what you needed to say—wasn't something you could tell her now. Not after this. Not after she'd sat across from you and torn everything apart, leaving you to sit here, raw and exposed, trying to make sense of her fragmented reasoning.
You couldn't tell her. You couldn't tell her that you were sick. Because now it would look like a desperate attempt to make her stay, to guilt her into taking it all back. And that was the last thing you wanted.
No—more than that, it would make it real. Actually real. Saying the words out loud, to her of all people, in this moment, would make it something you couldn't take back. And you weren't ready for that. You weren't ready for any of it.
"It was nothing," you muttered, your voice flat and quiet, barely recognizable as your own. You stared at the table, refusing to meet her eyes, because the weight of her gaze was too much to bear. "Just... nothing important."
You hoped she'd leave it at that, though you could tell from the way her expression softened into something unbearably sympathetic that she didn't believe you. She was probably going to ask again, probably going to try to dig deeper, but you couldn't give her more. Not now. Not like this.
She didn't press you for more, but the silence that followed felt louder than anything she could have said. You didn't look at her, didn't dare, because you knew what you'd see—concern, confusion, maybe even guilt—and you couldn't take it. Not after everything.
You tried to focus on the table in front of you, the half-empty glass of soda that had gone warm, the plate of untouched food that suddenly felt miles away. But your mind wouldn't stop racing.
This wasn't how you'd imagined it. None of it.
All the words you'd rehearsed, the courage you'd spent all day building, the carefully planned moment—it was gone now, swept away like it had never existed. And no matter how much you wanted to, no matter how desperately you wished you could take it all back, it was too late.
Too late to say what you'd come here to say. Too late to stop what she'd said instead. Too late to fix whatever had been shattered between you tonight.
And now, you'd have to face it all alone.
The waiting rooms. The cold sterility of hospital walls. The appointments that stretched on longer than the days themselves. You'd prepared yourself for those things, or at least tried to, but you'd never prepared for doing it without her.
You couldn't blame her. You wouldn't. But that didn't make it hurt any less.
You swallowed hard, willing the tears to stay put, and reached for your glass, if only to give your hands something to do. The carbonation fizzed on your tongue, sharp and bitter, but you barely tasted it.
And as Jenna's gaze lingered on you, hesitant and uncertain, you told yourself the same thing you'd been trying to believe all night.
You would be fine. You had to be.
Because now, it was too late to say otherwise.
This is so good! The angst ugh 😩 I love it, patiently waiting if there’s a part two 🫡
Those who shine brightest, often burn fastest
I’ve been stabbed with a dull knife 🙃
We gonna drown in blue🩵🩵
