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[demonichikikomori]

666/999-Hell/O?

ようこそ、僕は。。。ひきこもり悪魔です。 おげんきですか？ 。。。死にたい。 姫女子と腐女子じゃない？

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Active: 07.06.22 - 2024

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[demonichikikomori]

Thank you for all the messages in my inbox I am sorry I pick and choose who I answer I just cannot... Answer so many when they are very similar. I am okay I promise I am doing much better than before and I am still writing.

I do like writing it's one of my fave things ever!! I love you!!

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Hiii I loved your "a lion and a lizard" fic here in tumblrr, but may I ask as to why the ao3 link isnt working? huhu the plot and writing is rlly good and I was hoping to read it but the link isnt workingg 😭😭

Hiii baaabbeess~ The Ao3 link doesn't work because I deleted it lmao my Ao3 account and this account is actually shut down and I will answer my asks sometimes when I have time to login.

But I don't think I will ever repost it though. It is a commission!! But I think... It was a little ugly. If I contact the person who commissioned me I might repost it after cleaning it up!!

[demonichikikomori]

Are all your twst writes that you have on here also on Ao3? Just curious👀

I actually never got to answer this!! So, I actually have been simmering on this... I mean now that I'm answering your ask my Ao3 IS DESOLATE AINT SHIT THERE. Well I have one bookmark but I don't know if it's hidden or not?? I actually don't crosspost my works. Not really?????? When something I write feels too short or like, it's sloppy to me and I just wanted a warm up I won't post it to Ao3 just because it doesn't feel necessary?? But I do... Want to get better at that. Some people like super short fics!! But I think it's like... A personal thing???? I guess?????? I just don't see the point in posting everything that I post here on Ao3. The traffic from there to here (my other account) seems fine?? Probably??? I dunno maybe I'll hold a poll or something hahaha~ I do want to upload PDFs of my fics on patreon but not as paywalled. I just prefer my knowledge of "Hey please download this!!" Instead of finding out people can just.... Do it on Ao3. Which also, a while ago a friend of mine contacted me and told me that I was being searched for on Reddit??!!!??!? Scary shit... So I did make it so my old works can't be found unless you already have it... Someone asked if I would repost old files and I have for my Azul fic it's in my server. But I cringe so hard reading it oh my god you can tell I was a teenage girl...

[demonichikikomori]

Hi, I just really wanted to say I loved your work and I have followed you for about three years now and I just love your content. I wanted to ask could you send a link to your discord again, I haven’t been on tumblr for months now since I’ve been busy, I missed it😭💝💝💝🤗

Hi baaabes!!~!! Welcome back online!! My discord is extremely private actually... So I don't make public links lol not anymore!! If you want to join I will share this post that tells you how to get in!! Basically it's through DM to get a link so unfortunately you will have to be off anon to get one in your inbox BUT FEAR NOT!! We live in a new era of technology so even a sock puppet side account can be used.

[demonichikikomori]

Are you going to repost that smut fic Ruggie started by taking care of us when we were sick

I need it so much 😭

HEY CUUTIEEEEE!!~!! Yes I am I actually got an ask from the original person who made the request in the first place!! This wasn't really announced or made known but I won't repost old requests unless the original person who asked for it (or someone since it's all anon I won't know anyway) asks again on my new blog. Just as a respect thing!! It is in my queue waiting to be posted I have some requests loaded in that I finished for August so they will pop up as the days past. I haven't been able to post a lot recently since I had yet another BIG LIFE ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But that is neither here nor there. You will see it at some point next month it is buried in my queue with some other Ruggie stuff hahahaha~ Thank you for your patience cutie~

Also this request was one of my faves I LOVE SICK FICS!!! YES!!!!! SMASH THE SICKNESS OUT WE WILL BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[demonichikikomori]

Hiya!! I've been checking in on your account from time to time, and I'm really glad to see you're doing well!! I was wondering if you’re planning to rewrite your Vil fics? (The yandere reader one totally altered my brain chemistry aaaa)

Heyyyyyyy!! I am doing well!! I actually have overtime coming up at work and ONE DAY OFF so I will be crying curled up in a ball on the floor very soon lol but that’s okay because I’m getting my bag up (I have bills to worry about). Also that’s such a great question!! I personally didn’t think anyone was really looking for them/cared for them very much so I actually didn’t make plans for a repost? One of them was a commission, the other was a birthday gift!! Sooooooooo I can repost one of them the other I will have to reach out to the person who commissioned me to see if it’s cool with them if I update and repost the fic lol. I am happy you enjoyed it so much I do like Vil he is very fine and sexy~ Again I never really see stuff for him on my dash or… Just in general x reader wise so I just didn’t think anyone would want to see his stuff reposted.

So to keep it a buck fifty; yeah gimmie some time and you’ll see it back up on my new account!! Trust. I got like 140 drafts of bs I have to clean and declutter… BUT I AM ORGANIZED FINALLY I AM WRITING THINGS ON MY CALENDAR.

[demonichikikomori]

hiiiiii idk if you remember me eiwjskwkskw but tis me! soru! I run the savanaclaw zine i invited you to a bit back :) firstly thanks for updating that fic series on my birthday haha and secondly i think you blocked me 😭😭 my age is always in my pinned tho (tho not right now since im moving blogs— im 22!)

OMG HIII I DOOOOOOO!! I did not join because I have a lot of wild content on my blog but I LOVE THE ZINE SO MUCH AUHHHHHH!!!!! I loved all the art pieces I got to see SAVANACLAW ON TOP!!!!! I am always taking HUGE L'S WITH MY PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also I do apologize!! It was likely a missclick?? Sometimes I will glance and get startled www I just want to keep the environment safe... No kiddos allowed!! Also, I think I know what you're talking about... And I am glad you got a fun birthday gift heheheh~ I will unblock you now and I'm sorry for any inconvenience pooks!!

[demonichikikomori]

Helllooo!! I didn't know which account to ask this on, but since it's related to a possible fic that would've been posted here anyways it might be better to ask it here.

There was a really 'short and sweet' jade fic where i think the reader accidentally breaks one of his terrarium bottles and he 'punishes' them for it? It was rlly good and i loved the atmosphere, but i cannot for the life of me find it again :(

there's also the issue of not knowing who wrote it- i automatically assumed it was you bc it was definitely the aesthetic and style of yours! Which is why I came to ask,, I know a lot of fics of yours are gone but I do really miss this era 🥲

OH POOKIE YOU ARE TWO WEEKS TWO LATE!!! How the stars misaligned AUWGUWGWN I JUST DELETED IT TWO WEEKS AGO FROM MY BLOG TOO!! The fic is Terrarium Trap! I originally made it based on clit warming and cunnilingus ohhhh pleasurable goodness~ I remember writing it too… I was still living in my granny’s basement!! I was shocked by how many people liked it, I posted it on Ao3 and then I felt embarrassed and took it down. About two weeks ago I deleted it from this blog because I moved it over to my new one for revise and repost!

I planned to extend the word count and change the opening since Jade’s hometown event was so charming! I loved it… I still want it to be a rainy night of sexual torture iyaaaahhhhnnn!!~!! But it was on my list to work on. Since… It was popular. I didn’t like a lot of my Tweels stuff just because I rushed this and that, and it wasn’t what I wanted. Since you asked, I’ll move it higher on my priorities list and leave it in my queue. The last few months I haven’t been feeling well, so I’ve been leaving my new account on auto post to keep things lively~ So, have some more patience with me!! I’ll get ‘er done and you’ll see it some time this month on my new account.

Closed mouths don’t get fed Y’know? So thank you for telling me what you wanted hahaha~ It’d be a shame if you starved.

[demonichikikomori]

is there nowhere we can find the full versions of your fics now? (since your ao3 is gone) :(

Hey babes!! Uhhh so… I did not delete any of my fics from my personal email where I keep my archive of my writing. I did share The Price for Pride in my private discord server. And I did tell the archive list on Reddit to take my stuff down (I was still extremely upset at the time) so… I think it depends on what you’re looking for. I am slowly reposting my Ruggie one, but if it’s a one shot or something else I probably haven’t shared it in my discord? But I do have all my old files they’re so ugly hahaha sometimes I go back and look at them in total disbelief that I wrote some of that shit…

So TLDR; publicly no you cannot find any of my old work. But depending on what you’re looking for I don’t mind sharing… Maybe? Or it’ll be moved to the front of my refresh and repost list.

[demonichikikomori]

hello! you don't have to answer to this if you don't want to. i just wanted to say i really really really liked that one trey fic that you wrote before. of course i like the other fics you have written, but i read your trey fic so many times. i'm glad i was able to encounter that fic on my list of readings. i hope i will get to encounter you newer writings next time. thank you!

One Trey fic... I feel like you're talking about Foggy Lenses? That was actually a commission I had gotten! And after looking it over... I want to spruce it up a bit! It is a much older work but I am happy you like it. Recently... I HAVE HAD A LOT OF TREY REQUESTS AND COMMISSIONS HAHAHAHA~ I actually just finished a Trey commission recently that I am very satisfied with. SO I HOPE YOU CAN SEE THAT ONE AND ENJOY IT!!!!! Trey goo brain is eternal... I will have to write more Trey today since I have the day off. I hope we can meet again in my next life. I have lots more Trey to be seen...

[demonichikikomori]

Hey I hope you are doing well and taking time for yourself. I'm a huge fan of your work and I loved your moan with me series. I heard you had a new blog if you don't mind me asking what is your new blog I would love to follow you. Also you said you were rewriting moan with me I don't want to come off pushy or anything but is that gonna be posted on the same ao3 as last time or somewhere else??

Hi cutie!~! I am consistently bullshitting around BUT THATS OKAY!!!! I am very happy that you enjoyed it! I sometimes go back and look at it and the I suck in air through my teeth. "Agh, fucking cringe." But that's okay I was still in high school during quarantine when I first wrote it and posted it. And now I am big and handsome and oh so sexy. AND SO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS TOO DID YOU SEE THAT THE CHARACTERS CANONICALLY AGE? Ain't that some shit?????? I do have a new blog but I won't give out the name. Just because I would rather people follow me organically and not because of this account if that makes sense. Also my Ao3 has been officially wiped of all fics and bookmarks! Except one bookmark I still have (hoping for candidapple to return from the seas) but no I will not post or use that account. I might delete it just to free up some space or use it for a private account for reading... I haven't decided yet!

But I have already posted some parts for it on Ao3. I promise you will know it when you see it. I need to update it actually it's been a few months... I just got behind on commissions grrrrrr there's always something to do! But I do hope you can find it on Ao3 it shouldn't take you long... The Ruggie x reader tag is just as sparse as ever...

[demonichikikomori]

Hey there! I was wondering if you ever planned on rewriting your hypmic fics? I loved reading those, they had good potential

Oh! I actually just took them down too you're fast... My Ao3 has been wiped officially except maybe? Some of my bookmarks. I am going to eventually repost what I like but it just depends. HypMic has a very small EN fandom in the first place so it's not something that has a high demand? Not that I am aware of...

If I repost them you will see them floating around. I wanna clean what I thought was messy and post new stuff. Probably... Only on Ao3? Maybe? I dunno... Shitty ass Samatoki fic and I wrote that thing for Dice and I haven't posted it yet... I'm pan fried brother...

[demonichikikomori]

I think I found your new blog? But I came here to say that I love your work and I do miss your posts! So thank you for writing/posting for us ugh your yummy thoughts. Don't feel any pressure to answer! :)

Hey boo!~! You probably did lol I'm not really hiding it? I guess it's one of those in plain sight things? Probably haha~ I am happy I was able to entertain you when I was active here. I come onto this blog sometimes to get old drafts and some of my likes I remembered to transfer onto my new blog. Also to private a lot of stuff because I don't like seeing traction on my old posts they are so ugly to me.

If you are on my new blog? I told you we would meet in another life~ I would never lie or trick you!! This is one of my favorite hobbies that I cannot give up on. Even if I have shitty time management skills, I do love writing. So, let's have a good future together!

[demonichikikomori]

Hey! You can ignore this if you feel uncomfortable or something. But is there any way to access Ruggie's fanfic? Like, I really love your work, and I miss reading it. Or even have access to the new version when you're ready to publish it?

(Sorry if it was confusing, English is not my first language. Have a good day/night)

BOO!~!

Hahaha!~! Uhhhhhhh the original I have a copy of. I actually found out people can download my fics on Reddit which made me extremely depressed I spiraled for an hour… It’s so lame when I go back and read it… But also I was still a teenager so my big brained concepts were big enough at the time.

Now they’re bigger because I’m sexy!! It’s okay, I understood you just fine. Uhhhhhhhhhhhh I’m working on it still cause I’ve been having a super crazy depression spell. Now I’m feelin better again haha so don’t worry. I won’t tell you where to find it. But if you wanna look for it. You can do it. It’ll come to you. You’ll see it and know what it is. I promise.

[demonichikikomori]

I truly hope the best for you and please take care of yourself.

THANK YOU!!!! I have been doing okay!! I am riding an amazing depression high and I’m gonna clean my room. I’ve been so depressed that I’ve been letting trash pile up which never happens. I snapped out of it recently!! Which is great!!! <3 I am trying to eat consistently but it’s a work in progress. Naturally hehehe!~!

I have been craving cigarettes like a crack fiend though… I really can’t start smoking again not only is it expensive but my apartment doesn’t have a smoking area on the property so if I wanted to have one I’d have to go find somewhere to park which is total bullshit. But also I get not everyone likes the smell.

I am going to get better and do better!! Everything is okay!! <3 <3 <3

[demonichikikomori]

so i’m taking it the whole ‘moan with me’ series isn’t gonna be finished?🥲🥲🥲 but that’s just me being greedy, you’re the creator! The hand holding the digital pen! You’re driving the ship, if you don’t wanna finish don’t even worry about it

Oh!! I’m gonna just rewrite what I want fixed and repost it when I’m ready haha. It’s funny actually I just finished some of it a few days ago. I’m gonna post the first chapter when we get the teaser for Ruggie’s crying card after the Tweels. Or I might post sooner if the voices in my head tell me to. So don’t even trip. Another cool detail; As I wrote it… I hated the name I gave it. It always just sounded like a cheesy porno from the early 2000’s. And some of the pacing was just off to me. Lots of details I wanted to add but couldn’t fit in and make time for. So this is good. When I have what I need fixed I will post the shiny new parts and updates will be quicker since I have my entire base already.

Ruggie is my most favorite character in all of Wonderland… As if I could just toss him aside!! This mental anguish I experienced has inspired me also. I am my greatest self after experiencing a form of loss. It’s a good thing.