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i wont announce my sheer descent, but holy fuck, there will be signs!

[demonicimpurity]

abyss, 20, it/ its + neos.

please dont spam-like/ rb.

carrd + pronouny.

icon credit.

[showstage01moved]

hey! so im mercy, an autistic, disabled 20 year old living in england, and im desperately trying to get out of my abusive (and neglectful) household. my goal is currently at £500 but will likely be raised soon.

so ive been living with my dad for a few years, but in the past couple specifically, hes gotten a lot worse. i am constantly emotionally berated and harassed, he has raised his fists at me more times than i can count, i get one meal a day (if that), and im constantly tired as he does not take my chronic exhaustion seriously.

the entire house smells permanently of mold, and he has not made any attempts to fix this or unpack his boxes from when we first moved in (over five years ago.) i am worried if i stay for much longer, i will end up dead, either from him (or caused by him), or the mold.

my hope is to get out before christmas (or before it starts getting too cold). sharing this around helps me a lot, same with literally ANY donos. anything youre willing or able to give helps <3

you can find the k@fi post to donate here, and for any fellow british people, my c@sh@pp is £nomercyroute.

[showstage01moved]

hey! so im mercy, an autistic, disabled 20 year old living in england, and im desperately trying to get out of my abusive (and neglectful) household. my goal is currently at £500 but will likely be raised soon.

so ive been living with my dad for a few years, but in the past couple specifically, hes gotten a lot worse. i am constantly emotionally berated and harassed, he has raised his fists at me more times than i can count, i get one meal a day (if that), and im constantly tired as he does not take my chronic exhaustion seriously.

the entire house smells permanently of mold, and he has not made any attempts to fix this or unpack his boxes from when we first moved in (over five years ago.) i am worried if i stay for much longer, i will end up dead, either from him (or caused by him), or the mold.

my hope is to get out before christmas (or before it starts getting too cold). sharing this around helps me a lot, same with literally ANY donos. anything youre willing or able to give helps <3

you can find the k@fi post to donate here, and for any fellow british people, my c@sh@pp is £nomercyroute.

[showstage01moved]

hey! so im mercy, an autistic, disabled 20 year old living in england, and im desperately trying to get out of my abusive (and neglectful) household. my goal is currently at £500 but will likely be raised soon.

so ive been living with my dad for a few years, but in the past couple specifically, hes gotten a lot worse. i am constantly emotionally berated and harassed, he has raised his fists at me more times than i can count, i get one meal a day (if that), and im constantly tired as he does not take my chronic exhaustion seriously.

the entire house smells permanently of mold, and he has not made any attempts to fix this or unpack his boxes from when we first moved in (over five years ago.) i am worried if i stay for much longer, i will end up dead, either from him (or caused by him), or the mold.

my hope is to get out before christmas (or before it starts getting too cold). sharing this around helps me a lot, same with literally ANY donos. anything youre willing or able to give helps <3

you can find the k@fi post to donate here, and for any fellow british people, my c@sh@pp is £nomercyroute.

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

57/500

[demonicimpurity]

(6 october 2023)

tysm to the two people whove donoed already, my situation is rapidly getting worse. the entire house smells like mold, what food we have left has gone off other than the few tins we have. please PLEASE keep rbing this, literally any amount of money helps.

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

57/500

[demonicimpurity]

(6 october 2023)

tysm to the two people whove donoed already, my situation is rapidly getting worse. the entire house smells like mold, what food we have left has gone off other than the few tins we have. please PLEASE keep rbing this, literally any amount of money helps.

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

57/500

[demonicimpurity]

(6 october 2023)

tysm to the two people whove donoed already, my situation is rapidly getting worse. the entire house smells like mold, what food we have left has gone off other than the few tins we have. please PLEASE keep rbing this, literally any amount of money helps.

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

57/500

[demonicimpurity]

(6 october 2023)

tysm to the two people whove donoed already, my situation is rapidly getting worse. the entire house smells like mold, what food we have left has gone off other than the few tins we have. please PLEASE keep rbing this, literally any amount of money helps.

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

57/500

[demonicimpurity]

(6 october 2023)

tysm to the two people whove donoed already, my situation is rapidly getting worse. the entire house smells like mold, what food we have left has gone off other than the few tins we have. please PLEASE keep rbing this, literally any amount of money helps.

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

0/500

[demonicimpurity]

i have £45 to last me the entire month. im so incredibly fucked, i have zero way out without help. PLEASE keep rbing this i need all the help i can get

[demonicimpurity]

i didnt get the job. please help me.

[demonicimpurity]

(27th september, 2023)

we have way less food in the house than i thought. we have zero money left. please, PLEASE keep rbing this

[demonicimpurity]

hey, i desperately need help.

i need to get out of my abusive and neglectful household asap. my dad is getting worse and worse towards me, and im worried if i stay any longer, ill end up dead. i fear for my life everyday. im disabled but have a job interview tomorrow, theres no guarantee ill get the job however.

any amount helps, rbs are also greatly appreciated. i dont really have a goal in mind but for now ill set it at £500 (to cover temporary housing, travel, food, etc). im hoping to get out before it starts getting colder, or at the very least, before christmas.

p@yp@l - nomercyroute.

k@fi - nomercyroute.

c@sh@pp - £nomercyroute.

0/500

[demonicimpurity]

i have £45 to last me the entire month. im so incredibly fucked, i have zero way out without help. PLEASE keep rbing this i need all the help i can get

[demonicimpurity]

i didnt get the job. please help me.

[demonicimpurity]

(27th september, 2023)

we have way less food in the house than i thought. we have zero money left. please, PLEASE keep rbing this

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Sue zhao/Ryan O'Connell

[yourlepaondu]

Everything I know about these cats comes from the amazing animated MAPs fans do~

So please don't get mad if I've made any mistakes.

[yourlepaondu]

Things could've been better~

[pigeonleap]

sry for quality i cant find a way to export things nicely from freeform but here's a leafpool phone doodle from the plane :-P (anatomy is Jankaayyyy but i can only do so much man i have an iphone 12 mini my finger takes up half the screen)

"If it's meant to be then it will be (oh, oh) So I met him there and told him I believe (oh, oh) Singing, "If it's meant to be then it will be" (it'll be) I forgive it all as it comes back to me (back to me, oh)"

Sun Bleached Flies by ethel cain. SOOO leafpool do you ever think about leafpool my friend leafpool

[sukifoof-art]

HAPPY UNDERTALE DAY !!! i've been thinking a lot about this song and how well it fits flowey SO i decided to draw him with some of its lyrics :)

[devotedkatydid]

[id: a poem. it is titled: ‘stargazing/for laika the space dog, and for the thousands of poems written for her’. the poem text begins: ‘it goes like this: / a true story told over and over / it goes like a stray dog / it goes like a race against time / against invention / it goes like a very good girl with a very big job to do / it goes like she was never meant to come back / it goes like a one-way trip / it goes like the scientist taking her home with him the night before, it goes like a proper goodbye / it goes like a story told over and over / to hear people talk now, / it goes like she’s a constellation, / the stuff of legend / it goes like ‘look up and you can see her there’ / take a left past the moon / she’s sparkling / she’s static / she’s wagging her tail / she’s playing catch with comets / she’s turning circles on the moon / she’s the happiest girl in the universe / she’s a bedtime story / she’s what stargazing’s all about / a thousand artists spin her a happy ending/ a thousand poets won’t let it end like this / a thousand people have something to say about the dog up there in the night sky/ and it sounds a lot like we love you. we love you. we love you. end poem text. the last three lines are in italics. end id.]

EDIT: my poetry is about love and humanity. these themes mean nothing without love and support of trans women. my poetry is about love and humanity and my love for transness is forever imbued in every word i write.