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merzbow

James and Kirk during the intro to Nothing Else Matters

Français Pour une Nuit (2009), dir. Stéphane Saunier.

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I remembered what the black gloves reminded me of. My mother. She had white gloves on when they did that thing. Here I am remembering it.

#depression

keybladesoras

Happy October!

I thought I would be the one with the problem.

I never thought the problem would be you.

virgoa7x-deactivated20210801

Miss you ♡♡

jangojim

GULA. 3rd of 3 t-shirt designs for neon flavored gangster movie Patser by my buddies @AdilElArbi & @BilallFallah. Collection designed by Nina Capari and to be found here http://www.patsershop.be. Drawing stuff like this makes me hungry.

Fuck you

World.

Person I wish I never met.

That chick that I met last night that won’t shut the fuck up

HI,

I say I am fine, but what you don’t see is how fucking tired I am everyday. That I don’t want to go the fuck to sleep at night because I am afraid I’ll see some horror show I did not sign up for. I will tell you one thing, I did not sign up for this life, thank you very much.

I hate the people that ask how I am doing. I have to lie, who the hell wants to know about the kid that goes home and cries for about two hours after watching sex and the city because they showed one scene about that thing and now, here we are. No, it is much easier (on me and everyone else) if I just lie. “I’m fine” FUCK IT NO I AM NOT FINE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED? DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM.

But computer people, you don’t know. And I won’t say. Because who knows who is reading this. It could be you, mother fucker who I wish I never knew.

My life has changed, dramatically. More then I could have ever imagined. I cry every day. Nope, friends don’t see it. I see it, but I will tell you, that mr. Jack did me good last night. Okay, I am a mess. Now I know how others feel. But I can’t stop myself from asking the question, “why me” “why the fuck her” “WHY”. But no one has an answer for all the why’s. They can only hope that I smile and feel better tomorrow. No one cares. Why should they? They have the perfect life.

So, here’s my welcome back to tumblr speech.

art-nimals

David Douglas Duncan, Pablo Picasso, presenting his dachshund Lump with a painted plate “For Lump” and Jacqueline Roque

oldshowbiz

DOG 2 115 SEC.

I did it. I am getting a BA degree. You cannot break me

you planted the seed of fear in my eyes

sixpenceee

Don’t let the name fool you. Although, the death tarot card seems morbid, it signifies the endings, beginnings, change or transformation. A death of who you used to be. It represents a significant change in your life, not the end of it.

You can order a shirt here