Still Learning To Survive

18, Trans ftm, he/e/they, pansexual, Alterhuman, endogenic system, pro endo!!!

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The Experience Collective

Hello! I am Arin, though you can also call me a lot of other names, especially the names of my kin, as I am quite a name hoarder. I am Fictionkin, Alterhuman, an Endogenic System, Otherkin, Christopagan, Trans FtM, Male Pangender, Pansexual, Panromantic, Polyamorous, and Aplatonic

Headmates and their personal blogs:

Arin/Zephyr/Phoenix/Alastair

-Pronouns: he/e

-Role: Host

-Description: I am a deity. Many of the others in my system are my past lives or friends of mine from past lives

-Tag: Arin's Musings

Alador

-Pronouns: e/em

-Role: ???

-Description: Hi!!! I’m an albino raven Avian and I’m excited to meet you all!!!

-Tag: Feathers Soft as Clouds

ALT

-Pronouns: he/him

-Role: ???

-Description: Hey, you. I’m the yellow rabbit you shouldn’t have followed. I hope you like it here, darlings

-Tag: Punk Rabbit

Sir Griffin

-Pronouns: he/him

-Role: Protector

-Description: I am a knight, sworn to defend the weak. Kindly use my title when speaking to me unless we are close

-Tag: Sir Griffin's Vows

Polaris/Eros

-Pronouns: he/e/star

-Role: Sexual thoughts holder

-Description: I'm an incubus, always looking for a good time. I'm always happy to get to know new people

-Tag: Sultry Thoughts

-Personal Account: confessions-of-an-incubus

Orin

-Pronouns: he/him

-Role: Violent thoughts holder

-Description: I am a dentist. That's all you need to know

-Tag: I am your dentist

Alastor

-Pronouns: static/he/it

-Role: Ace/Aro/Apl/anti-touch thoughts holder?

-Description: I do not plan to speak on this silly modern device. If I have something to say, someone else will say it for me.

-Tag: Alastor’s broadcast

Connor

-Pronouns: he/him

-Role:

-Description:

-Tag: Explosion of Stars

Vanguard

-Pronouns: he/they

-Role:

-Description:

Tag: Talons Sharp as Steel

Rowan

-Pronouns: they/them

-Role:

-Description: A human whose superpower makes them gain nonhuman traits in darkness. Selectively mute

Tag: Rowan signs

@depressedquetzal goes by Arin, Zephyr, Dev and uses He/him, E/em pronouns.

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Finally made an insta. It’s @/depressedquetzal. If anyone wants to follow it you can! We’ll be posting and maybe talking about lgbtq and system stuff if we work up the nerve! Just message me to lyk your username so I don’t accidentally refuse your request since I’d prefer to only let people I know see it for now!

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Arriving at college tomorrow. Anyone have advice for being more open about being trans and a system? And just any tips in general for us?

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insert funny thing idk

-we lwk don’t know actually

insert funny response

-we don’t know either (either Max or Arin. Maybe both)

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Guys we may have our first factive…

[normalcoolgirl]

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Painfully true

-Max

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Hey I’m bored. Anyone want to ask me any questions?

-Max (he/they/it)

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Yo any source mates from Descendants Wicked Wonderland out there??? Especially any Maddox Hatters?

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I’m doing pretty good tbh, I spent most of the day at work though. I got to have a fancy drink bc I stayed late (I worked 5 extra hours and I got a sprite with blackberry passion fruit syrup in it. This is not a good trade)

Working so much sucks but at least you got a yummy drink! I’d like to try it sometime!

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Guys help a friend and I were talking to this homophobic person trying to help them understand why using neopronouns while saying lgbtq people are sinful is wrong and they blocked us both bc I mentioned how logically if they hate sin like God tells us to, it logically follows that they hate lgbtq people since they believe being gay is a sin

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How are all my followers doing today? Feel free to tell me one thing fun you did today through comments, reblogs, or asks!

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Guysss how much will you judge me if we end up with a headmate from the new Descendants movie

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Shoutout to Tony, my transfem hairdresser that gave me my first ever masc haircut today!!! She said “the more I cut the more I can see *you*” and I almost cried. I promised myself four years ago that I wouldn’t kill myself on the one condition that I cut my hair short during the summer after my senior year. I never thought I could make it but here I am, finally free

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Shoutout to the girl like two years below me in school who spread a rumor in my eighth grade year that I was faking cancer because I liked and regularly talked about Nagito Komaeda

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six?? road trips?? 👀

- Alt (envy/he)

Yyyup. I’ve driven for roughly 36 hours this week. Save meeee

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Sup bitches!!! Sorry for the hiatus but I’ve had like six road trips in the last week so I’ve been busy and super fucking tired. Also am realizing more about our system and trying to navigate our attempt to make Sal my cohost. If you guys have any questions for any of us about our trips or about Sal and anyone else please feel free to send asks! Sorry again for the lack of posts lately!

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SINCE WHEN WERE WE MUTUALS

I don’t know tbh 😭