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It’s sad to say this but I just have to say men are all the same. Taking our love for granted. I hope one day you’ll regret everything you did to me & wish you did me different.

I know this phase very well, I’ve been here before, and the outcome is not good. Not at all. I know where it leads to. Again, same shit, different guy.

I’m losing faith in love.

Heartbroken

Hi I’m back & I’m heartbroken. I’ll write more after this because I write a lot when I’m sad.

I look like shit but I couldn’t care less about my look. I love you. Thank you for the celebration, love.

Thank you everyone. i appreciate these.

Stuck

I’m listening to Stuck on The Puzzle when I decide to rant on this. This song is soothing in a way. And it comforts me.

Okay, I have an issue. I get anxiety when I know I’m stuck to loving someone. I’m scared if i love him too much he’ll get annoyed. I don’t know. I have a limit when it comes to loving someone. My ego will inhibit this feeling to exceed my partner’s level of affection. Like yknow when you love someone too much & there’ll be voice inside saying “yo chill gworl not that much.. slow down.. yea slow down a bit he doesn’t need that much affection from you” or like “ yo fam you’re being too needy its not sexy”

*sighs* I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep telling myself to play it cool.

What if the guy didn’t mind at all being loved by someone this much? What if he appreciates it? You don’t have to be sorry.

But here I am. Feeling sorry for myself for loving someone too much.

I hate being sad it makes me wanna throw up so bad.

Sorry

I’m sorry for being so annoyingly clingy. I’m sorry for loving you more than I should. I promise you this will stop one fine day. There’ll be no more annoying clingy me in the future. I promise.

I miss you & it scares me. It scares me how I succumb too much to feelings, how this feeling grow from day to day. I love you, I can feel myself loving you more each day, with you loving me less. This feeling does not reciprocate. Scary, really.

Distance is scary. I keep counting days until when this whole thing we built will fall apart, eventually it will. Time will tell.

Often times I feel betrayed but I tried to fight my inner demons. I tried to fight my dark side. I tried. I fucking did.

For you.

For sacrificing your time to come here despite the traffics and bad weather. For being there all day on my special day. For taking me with you to run errands and making me feel important. For being the mastermind behind everything. For surprising me along with most important people in my life. For spending your money albeit knowing the facts you can use it for other priorities in your life. For getting me that one thing that I’ve always wanted to own. For being the best. For existing.

I thank Allah for you. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah for this blessing.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

FUCK? FUCK.

I’m done being the only one having feelings here.

Cutting you off. Slowly, but surely.

STAY IN UR FUCKING LANE

WOW I DO RANT A LOT WHEN IM IN PAIN. LOL. HURT ME MORE. PLS?

God its been too long since I ever feel anything. Since I last felt pain. I’ve been worn out with practicum, and then someone brought up this issue?

Wrong timing mate, wrong timing. I can cut off anyone from my life anytime. At times like this it’s best if I stay alone, with my own company.

Feels like going out & enjoying my own company tonight. But where to?

I'm moving on to better things

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