DESTINYANDDUMBASSERY ★ RIETTA:
"I don't smoke." That's the easiest part of this. But she feels the creeping desire to start, now. "Listen, I'm not any happier about this than you are. But I have a life, however shitty it may be, and you aren't fucking it up. My body, I'm in charge. No hard drugs, no alcohol stronger than hard lemonade, and no. Damn. Cigarettes. If you need nicotine that bad, we can buy the gum."
Like any of the boundaries she tries to set will be respected. Like Johnny fuckin Silverhand of all people will care. But trying, at least, gives some semblance of control.
"And stop being so weird about this. I get it, you're used to being in a dude body. Basic mechanics work the same." Do they? Really, do they, in a body so altered by her cyberware? The uncanny leaps and dodges in midair, the modified mantis blades in her arms, the alterations to her adrenal glands. An arm is one thing-- even someone without an ounce of chrome in their body can imagine it. To be changed in the way Rietta has is different. "......I think, at least. Try not to get motion sick, heh."
── ; ❝ Go fuck yourself. ❞ Silverhand's arms meet the back of his head, forearms pressing to his skull as if he intended to tenderise his own meat. He almost misses feeling his chromed arm physically there, digging into him &. hammering reminders into his head better than any alcohol could. His neck lulls back, sunglasses glinting in the artificial light of Night City as a single pupil rolls down to meet Rietta's own.
One could argue that they'd both gotten off on the wrong foot—that maybe Rietta &. Johnny should try a simple ‘hi’, ‘hello’, ‘my name is ...’ &. grow from there. They could be friends.
Johnny found solace in distancing himself from anyone who would try.
The easiest part of all of this.
Even if it could prove beneficial to act friendly with the kid. Silverhand could gain from this; he could live again. If that wasn't some sign of Jesus, then he doesn't know what is ( other than himself. )
He can't help but roll his eyes as Rietta seemingly boasts about her chrome. He leans forward, hair flipping &. cascading over the rims of his eyewear ever so slightly. Even through the polarised lenses, he is clearly scowling with murderous intent at the girl.
── ; ❝ Unlike you chrome junkies, mine was a mark of authority. Authenticity. You ever heard about the Second Central war ? ❞ Johnny's fingers move to his lips to mock the motion of a cigarette. He sucks, as if desperate to pollute his lungs before ‘breathing’ out again. There's no feeling of air in his lungs. ❝ Fun fact. Silverhand wasn't my given surname. Lost her in the war. Part of ‘Johnny’ died with it. ❞
&. part of the old Johnny did die with his arm. He lost his identity. Early cyberpsychosis fucked his head. He was fucked in the head. ‘ Probably still is, ’ he'd argue.
── ; ❝ Point is, your cyber is equivalent to getting knocked over by 'dorph—in it to win it—you get that implant, you don't come down. ❞ He almost spits, finding himself near disgusted at the idea, but finding himself oh-so hypocritical. ❝ Nothing life-saving about it; willingly losing yourself to corp. No thanks. Feed on cyber if you want, but keep me outta it. ❞
── ; ❝ So, 'less you have pointers to Arasaka &. Smasher, feel free to shoot yourself in the head. ❞