the worm will turn.

[desuetmort]

✦ 🇩‌🇪‌🇸‌🇺‌🇪‌🇹‌🇲‌🇴‌🇷‌🇹‌ ; to die in a obsolete , old-fashioned way. ✦ independent, selective, private original character based in tite kubo's BLEACH anime & manga w/ BURN THE WITCH lore; a-yeong desrosiers - third chair of the juubantai. mutuals only , 18+ only , verses for jjk, marvel, dc, jjba, fma, demon slayer, ect. est 2014 - re-est on jan 26th, 2025. ( rohan / 26 / he & they )

✦ carrd / playlist / aesthetics / wall of text ✦

This blog is a study / heavy on the aesthetics of ; growing after trauma, new identity, death of yourself, destroying the past , trans/queer growth in a non-safe space, rise and fall of mental health , longing and acceptance of death , tarot card #13 of the major arcana: DEATH, korean grim reapers ( jeosung saja )

affiliated/mains with: @quirofiliac , @madaramee , @kuroimibojin , @yxngrou , @d0kuhebi , @biskael , @ichigokurosaki , @toketsujisatsu (toshiro) , @dxrkeyes blog roll: @sinplly , @feedame , @invidiaas , @bludsaved

basic rules under cut;

✤ ; le mun is disabled with epilepsy while working so consider this blog on a semi-hiatus status as i won't be active on for some days when it gets too busy/bad for me.

✤ ; i don't tolerate racism, pedophilia, sexism, homo/transphobia, trump talk/supporters, terfs, people who hate on swers (as the mun is themselves) and many more. you will be instantly blocked if i see you post any of this that isn't a vent or call out post

✤ ; please don't rush or nag at me for replies or even message me about why i haven't replied back or answered your asks. i get overwhelmed easily, by stuff via online and in real life, that makes not be in the mood to write anymore and i only chat with certain people. i am only very select on who i talk personally too, due to hella trauma, so it is nothing personal if i don't respond back quickly to you.

✤ ; a-yeong being aizen's 'adopted' sister/a little sister figure is a major part of her lore but it is not her entire character. it is mentioned alot as it is the catalysis to her changing, growing into a better person and becoming stronger, as well as allowing her to have the relationships she does with others like kenpachi, shunsui, shinji, ect but it is not her entire being, so don't come to this blog and expect it to be aizen related 24/7.

✤ ; along with that, there will be heavy mentions of mental, psychological and even religious abuse on this blog due to how i see aizen's manipulation over her. i consider it a cruel mix of mother gothel's treatment to rapunzel from tangled as well as frollo's treatment towards quasimodo from hunchback of notre dame, a very unhealthy relationship filled with gas lighting, manipulation, negging her, ect. it will be put under cuts and with warnings but it is a major part of her mental health crisis and growth.

[desuetmort]

why is this a-yeong and mayuri tho

[desuetmort]

reminder for pride that a-yeong is non-binary (she/they), asexual and panromantic !

[desuetmort]

I've been baptized in regret so many times I've lost count.

 𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍 / accepting

the two souls would often spend time, chat with one another and share their thoughts, small talks, advice. she knew the feeling he was expressing well, the feeling of regret, sadness drowning you and feeling unreal. ' i understand that feeling, too well. regret took over my body, mind, soul. to be.. baptized is to rise again, a new person, right? ' she was not used to the christian religion.

' i would be a lie to say i wasn't baptized, it did change me. i grew and i ended up here, so truly, a better place. ' she gave him a bright smile, hoping to cheer gambit's mood up from his own thoughts.

[bunny-rp-memes]

(First Time) Meeting Interaction Scenarios

Send a symbol for our muses to (first) meet in the following scenarios (By default, ‘you’ refers to the sender of the meme and ‘my’ refers to the person receiving the meme. Include ↩ if you wish to reverse the muses for any applicable scenario ) 

🚌 - Sitting next to each other on public transportation ✍ - Being in the same classroom for a new class 👔 - Being co-workers in a new job 🤝- Our muses are partnered up for an assignment 💲 - Your muse is a customer/client of my muse’s job 🗺️ - Your muse is lost in an area my muse is familiar with ❗ - Something about your muse catches my muse’s attention on first glance 😈 - My muse feels the urge to pick on your muse ✊ - Our muses are competing  ⌨️ - Your muse followed or sent a friend request to mine on social media 🎮 - Our muses meet in an online game 🔒 - Our muses are trapped in the same room/area 🎤- Your muse asks mine questions for personal research or job  👉 - Your muse suspects mine of committing a certain crime  💰 - Your muse has stolen something from mine 🏪 - Our muses want to buy the same product and there’s only one left in stock 💢 - Our muses accidentally collide into each other  ✋ - Your muse is in trouble and my muse decides to lend a helping hand 💜 - Our muses meet in a blind date 👀 - Your muse witnesses mine doing something they don’t want others to see 🔍 - My muse has been asked to find yours by someone else 🔦 - Your muse has stumbled into a secret place only my muse knows about

[mythshire]

✧˖°🌊°˖✧  𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍 ✧˖°🌊°˖✧ ··· a collection of wild hearts, divine violence, drowning in devotion & dancing with ghosts roleplay sentence starters inspired by FLORENCE + THE MACHINE. genre: gothic romance, mythic yearning, destructive love, spiritual hunger.

• I've been raising hell just to get your attention. • You're the only thing I've ever worshipped, and look where it got me. • I can feel it in my bones — something's coming, something big. • Every demon wants his pound of flesh, and I think I'm ready to pay. • Tell me, what does it feel like to be loved gently? • I would've followed you into the dark. I did follow you into the dark. • The saints can't help me now; I've already made my choice. • I've got too much blood on my hands to hold yours. • You keep asking me to be softer, but I was born with a storm in my chest. • I don't pray anymore, except when I'm thinking of you. • What kind of goddess would accept a sacrifice like me? • The violence inside me has a name now — it's yours. • You say you want honesty? I'm a holy fool and a shipwreck all at once. • I can't tell if this is love or just another way to destroy myself. • The birds are circling. That's never a good sign. • I danced with the devil and he gave me your name. • I've been digging my own grave since the day we met. • There's a drumming in my chest, and it's not my heartbeat. • How much of my soul did I sell to have this one night with you? • The water's rising and I'm not sure I want to swim anymore. • You can't save me. I don't even think I want you to try. • I've been screaming your name into the void. Did you hear me? • They say love is patient, but mine has teeth. • I was born in a thunderstorm, and I'll die in one too. • You touched me and I swear I saw god for a second. • I'm not afraid of the fall. I'm afraid of how much I want it. • The hunger in me doesn't have a cure, does it? • Every chain I break just wraps around my throat in a different way. • I would burn the whole world down if it meant keeping you warm. • You say my name like it's a prayer. I say yours like it's a curse. • I'm shaking the bells and calling the hounds — are you coming or not? • There's something ritualistic about the way we ruin each other. • I've been baptized in regret so many times I've lost count. • The violence of the divine — that's what this feels like. • I can't tell where I end and you begin anymore. • You wanted a lover, but I came armed for war. • I've been howling at the moon, hoping you'd hear me from wherever you are. • The ghosts of everyone I used to be are watching us right now. • I need you to understand: I am not delicate. I am not soft. • The reckoning is coming. I can taste it in the air. • You look at me like I'm salvation. I look at you like you're the end. • There's a ceremony in this chaos — can you feel it?

[desuetmort]

i got alot of ships for her, listen pls

[feedame]

♛ ― 𝓠𝓤𝓔𝓔𝓝 𝓞𝓕 𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓓𝓐𝓜𝓝𝓔𝓓.

this is a highly selective, private & mutuals only roleplay blog for a original character based around my own lore and story.  mun &  muse are 21+,  no minors with the expectation of certain muses , crossover / fandom friendly,  multi ship &  multi verse.  content  warning  for dark topics -- all will be tagged.   READ ALL RULES  AND  ABOUT BEFORE FOLLOWING.  WARNING:   raven is a extremely dangerous character with a killer instinct, no hesitation to hurt another, especially human muses.   there will be mentions of BLOOD/GORE, TRAUMA,  WAR CRIMES,  DEATH, ect.  all will be tagged but do be cautious if this isn’t your cup of tea.

[kalopsiclic]

There he sat in the clothes of a common man perched on a chair just outside a humble little hole in the wall cafe. Tea cup lowers from his lips as he rises his head.

"@desuetmort, what an interesting surprise." / (interactions call)

[desuetmort]

she walked down into the small cafe in her own casual clothes that displayed her personality well - loud, bright, colorful. on her shoulder held bags from nearby music and clothing stores, eyes down at her phone as simply came by to order some coffee and a sweet treat - trying to be in and out.

his voice made her stop in place, freezing up and making eye contact with aizen - holding back her amounts of anxiety and giving a masked smile. ' a surprise indeed. ' she paused for a moment, unsure of what to say to him - for having a civil conversation in public that is. ' what type of tea did you get? i remember.. you always enjoyed drinking tea. '

[desuetmort]

Bleach and x-men 97' are coming back in the same month and I am gonna be the happiest yet annoying bitch ever when it happens.

[feedame]

♛ ― 𝓠𝓤𝓔𝓔𝓝 𝓞𝓕 𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓓𝓐𝓜𝓝𝓔𝓓.

this is a highly selective, private & mutuals only roleplay blog for a original character based around my own lore and story.  mun &  muse are 21+,  no minors with the expectation of certain muses , crossover / fandom friendly,  multi ship &  multi verse.  content  warning  for dark topics -- all will be tagged.   READ ALL RULES  AND  ABOUT BEFORE FOLLOWING.  WARNING:   raven is a extremely dangerous character with a killer instinct, no hesitation to hurt another, especially human muses.   there will be mentions of BLOOD/GORE, TRAUMA,  WAR CRIMES,  DEATH, ect.  all will be tagged but do be cautious if this isn’t your cup of tea.

[desuetmort]

Working my first night shift until 7 am aka 6 hours and got not much to do, so like this if you want to plot and/or just chat!

[desuetmort]

her words to him were to inform, not give admiration. she heard stories of the espada who stood in front of the soul reaper, fresh from a fight and his nonchalant manner not making her blink at all. she was relaxed herself, ' yes. shun-- i mean, head captain kyoraku, spoke of you to me. ' the head captain was like a father figure to her, he gave her words of advice and how not to die on the battlefield , but she couldn't allow that relationship to be known by simply anyone.

[priimera]

He rubbed the back of his neck. ❝ Kyoraku...oh - ❞ He was never too good with names, but it wasn't hard to forget with a star that marked just up across his hollow hole. It was more of a reminder of being outplayed. It wasn't malice but a matter of ' it is what it is'. Starrk wasn't really one to hold grudges.

❝ - thought he was jus' a captain last time I remembered. ❞

[desuetmort]

the young soul reaper was there for those battles, fighting her own enemy but still keeping her eyes out for kyoraku, a worry she always had when it came to others around her. of course - the arrancar would have no clue of all what happened, during and after the war.

' a lot of things happened. the former head captain, yamamoto, died during the war with the quincies and he was assigned to his place. it was a surprise but.. not really.'

[desuetmort]

Me at the lanterns show trailer

[crownmemes]

Questioning Sentences, Vol. 59

(Questioning sentences from various sources to ask all kinds of muses. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"Do you ever feel like your life is not your own?"

"Don't you think you're getting a little obsessive?"

"Did it never occur to you that you're the problem, not the solution?"

"What's Latin for 'losing the will to live'?"

"Is there a reason you're not answering your phone?"

"What? Are we not going to kill him?"

"What's up with you? Are you sulking?"

"It's starting again, isn't it?"

"Who teaches us to be normal when we're one of a kind?"

"Why did I have to love you?"

"What did you just do?"

"How do we make him stay dead?"

"What do you leave here for me that you don't dare bring me directly?"

"Do you remember everything you see?"

"You're not using everyone to further another end, are you?"

"I'm sure you're aware of the consequences of divulging confidential information?"

"How am I supposed to write in this state?"

"Do you remember the fairytale?"

"Does it hurt? The truth you keep hidden?"

"You weren't leaving, were you?"

"You're letting me live. Why?"

"Why do you hold all your hate for me?"

"What colour underwear do you think I'm wearing?"

"Is this a poem?"

"Do you always sit in complete silence?"

"I assume you're here to apologise?"

"Come on! When was the last time you had fun?"

"Are you asking me to help you kill him?"

"What was it that gave me away?"

"How do I know you're actually you?"

"Is there any chance you'll find who really did it?"

"What are you looking at me like that for?"

"Do you ever wonder if all of this is just a dream?"

"What defines a nice bum, anyway?"

"Don't you want to be saved?"

"Have you ever known me to lose a fight?"

"Do you really think that running away will do you any good?"

[iobartach]

@desuetmort // one-liner starter call! 🎵

"I'm not sure what to say. I can't make them go away."

[desuetmort]

perhaps it was a MISTAKE to vent, relieve her worries and stress to her commander - confining to him and letting a rare weakness out about the thoughts that troubled her mind, something that could block her fighting instincts. his reply made assured her it wasn't the best to talk to him, her mistake and her's only. a sigh left her lips, bags under her eyes visible and the tired orbs looking away from him, ' i know you can't. i.. don't know why even asked you for any type of advice...' she muttered, clearly some tension and lingering depression in her low voice.

[desuetmort]

I am sorry I been m.i.a but with that comes good news, ya boy is finally employed 🫡