Many of you know me as the “trauma dump” lady, from the Hentai drama. And whatever else that’s been happening.
Many of you know my Twitter by now which is omenscultie. Which got a lot of attention and popularity over the course of the past few months. Which was very exciting for me, I got a lot of support and a lot of love and respect.
Then I decided to make a tumblr by the name of omensblogspot. In this case it got a lot of attention as well, and a lot of popularity in which I gained almost 114 followers, in the span of two weeks.
The way I’m going to address the issue that’s been going on is if I’m completely honest with you guys.
This led my Twitter astray and shadow banned and I lost about 15 people and got blocked by people I didn’t have an issue with. It’s also clear that I’ve been blocked on the social platform of Tik Tok.
Not just that, but I am no longer welcomed on Reddit, just because someone asked for advice on what to bring for the Aussie bad omens concert. To my surprise, it was not taken lightly.
It seems to me that I have done more damage into this fandom to what the drama has been going on about.
I would like to first off with the Tumblr blog I currently had.
First off I loved that tumblr. But despite what I said about Davis, I deleted it because of how much hate people were starting to give me, which led me to completely abandon it and delete it. I created this tumblr to get away from the hate. It had nothing to do with the “alleged” AI drama that I was gonna get sued over. I also want to state, that it was getting too toxic, on how much was going on.
2. The Viral “TRAUMA DUMP”
Okay, I’ve been wanting to address this since the hentai t-shirt drama. Obviously from what I heard, I just made the hentai go viral on twitter.
That led to me to think that the person “ X “ was spreading hate on the merch they were going to drop. Without thinking, I had a moment of crisis, due to something that happened earlier this year which was that I was scammed. My mental health wasn’t in a good place and I blamed someone who was completely innocent.
This led me to think unclearly about what I put out on Twitter, forgetting that millions of people see tweets. I wanted to say something for so long, after that. After what I found out what people were saying, and retweeting I quickly ended up deleting. Right after, people were starting to make fun and calling it the “trauma dump”.
For me, in all honesty, I don’t want people to think of me as the trauma dump lady. I don’t want to be known as the lady who went through something traumatic when I was younger. I obviously don’t want people to hate me. I am a good person, I love everyone around me, my friends, and I obviously love social media. The thing is, I don’t want people to think that I’m a bad person. I love getting inspired by something that I love, but these past few weeks it’s been known to me that I can’t post something, and not get engagement from it. I love interacting with people all around and I love making friends.
I feel like I also put a stain on my Twitter despite me ranting off of the bad things going on the Bad Omens Twitter feed. It’s my first time being on the community feed on Twitter, and people didn’t take it so lightly and I felt attacked and still feel like people hate me. In all, I just want to get this behind me and I am sorry for anyone who thinks I’m a bad person and “ not a fan “ of the band Bad Omens.
I just want to state that my Twitter isn’t the best out there, but it surely isn’t “rage bait”. Whoever commented that on Twitter, it’s clearly not what you think it is.
This one might be a bit difficult to address because of how much people commented on my tweet, and how much people hated on me for calling out Davis.
From what I understand, is that I might’ve created a heated argument and discussion between Bad Omens themselves and the fandom just for sticking up for my friend. I really enjoy talking to my friend I feel like she’s one of my best friends out there that I don’t have much of.
I adore her and I love how she always listens. I also value our friendship so much, that in all it just made me pissed off on how Davis called out something that she made a comment on.
We were both a bit scared to be honest after I stuck out for her. I didn’t know how Bad Omens would react. So after hitting 25K on the tweet I decided to delete it. So right after, I decided to wait on it, to my surprise the band already knew about me for sticking up to my friend. That my friend told me to not worry about it. So I didn’t and we were both told to be careful in what I say. Thank god I didn’t get sued.
For Davis, I don’t hate him. I think he makes a great merch manager, and he seems to enjoy comics and doodling art.
During my two years being a bad omens fan, I thought everyone around was nice, but I ended up digging a bunch of stuff that lead to more drama. To me, I thought the drama would subside despite everyone here is of different age groups.
But I don’t think the drama will ever stop. There’s always going to be drama, that we all can’t control. This led other fan members shadow ban my Twitter because of what happened with the AI drama and Davis. I understand that everyone here has an issue with me. I understand that you’re upset, and waiting for Bad Omens to address the issue.
I just want to move on from this hate I’ve been getting. No one wants to talk to me, no one wants to engage with me anymore. I never really wanted my Twitter to be like it is now.
So I’m on a Reddit forum. This forum is Bad Omens. Ever since I called out Davis, people on there have been complaining about me in general. There was a comment someone made about going to the Aussie show that Bad Omens is going to play. They obviously stated they were going alone, so I mentioned to bring a friend and emergency supplies.
This led to people saying that I’m making it seem like it is a dangerous place to be at. While others stated that it wasn’t nice of me to even say what I said.
There is also another comment someone made a day ago. Where they said that they didn’t get a confirmation email on the merch they bought. So I commented back, and again I’m getting bashed over it.
I just want to state, that I’m sick of being hated on. I never wanted it. I never asked for it. Yet people have a problem with me that makes me think I’m a bad person.
6. The calling out of my Twitter Page
This happened in the AI drama situation where a particular person unblocked me just so they could screenshot my page. To be fair, I don’t know why they did that. I never had a problem with them. Yet they state that they don’t really hate the person. Which is me.
They stated that I do post AI, I laughed because it was true, but it didn’t even make sense to why they called me out, since they had me blocked and we were not engaging with one another. So there wasn’t a point to it at all. Yet they decided themselves to block me once again.
To the person who did this, I have no problem with you. I never had a problem with you. I just don’t understand why you would block me in the first place. I don’t even know who you are. Yet you go out of your way that you don’t hate me. But why have me blocked, if you don’t have a problem with me?
7. The Discord on Twitter
Okay so obviously I was on Discord, because I wanted to make friends. I left the discord, because I didn’t want to get hated on. I obviously don’t have a problem with you guys.
There’s not much to say on this one but everyone just shadowbanned me.
9. Distancing myself from the fandom
This was an easy decision to make. Due to the hate and the drama surrounding Bad Omens I decided to distance myself from the toxic bubble that fans have gotten themselves into.
I will not be engaging with drama anymore, I will not defend anyone. That’s on them. Regarding of what happened with Davis, I decided to just stop engaging with the wrong people. I really value my love for the band, that I don’t want to get sued by.
So I think this is the right choice I made.
I’m not sure what the future holds for my omenscultie twitter, but I think I will no longer engage in the fandom due to the hate I’ve been receiving.
I feel like I’m not welcomed, and I surely feel attacked.
I love you guys. As a fan, I came across you guys when I was at my lowest. The songs you put out helped me overcome an alcohol addiction problem, you helped me through a very bad break up with my ex that I was dealing with at the time.
You guys made me realize that it’s okay not to be okay. That’s why my favorite song on the album is “Like A Villain”. I feel like the song describes what I’ve been through and how my relationship with my ex made me feel.
I don’t hate any of you. Clearly I wish to see you guys one day on tour. It is my dream.
I clearly also made a fool out of myself because I sent a message to Matt to see if Noah was okay. I hope I didn’t make any of you feel uncomfortable. I don’t want to make you guys feel uncomfortable.
I feel like you make amazing music and I wish you all the best in the future.
My best regards, I also don’t know what’s going to happen to my tumblr as well. I obviously wanna engage more, but it’s tough because of all the hate I’ve been getting.
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