Older, been thru some shit. Sometimes I wonder how I survived being so stupid. Made some really bad choices along the way. I had to teach myself how to get thru in one piece, a whole me. So many mistakes! But I'm alive and stronger, and a bit wiser.
I have moved 37 times in my 60 years. 37 TIMES!! Most of that was as a child as my dad got transferred from coast to coast. Most of our trips were in the car, so my brain has been set to be restless after a certain time period. I don't get bored per say, but I just know there's so much more to see!
But moving is NOT for old folks with bad backs! Oh my God! I thought I was gonna die in our last move! Wtf were we thinking??
It's funny how as you age, your brain just doesn't. Nope, Nope, it still thinks you're 30... But you're not!! This is how we get into trouble. We either resign our brains to being older, quickly telling dear brain we can't do this or that because we're old....or we kink our backs and twist ankles because we're acting young and our bodies are like Fuck No! If you're a smart old person, you become proactive and devise a plan that gives you what you want without killing yourself.
I think we have done that!