THIS IS PEQUOD

ARRIVING SHORTLY AT THE LZ. Independed RP blog for pilot from Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain.  Side blog to thedestrxction BLOG MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS

[cptscowlingcat]

Days passed since Pequod went missing during a sandstorm. Days turned into weeks... But finally, he got retrieved. Alive. Not well, but alive...

The soldier had been worried. Devastated. Heartbroken. He had grieved, and he had spent days in denial, and some in hope, and some in a daze of utter despair. There was very little anyone could say or do to make things better. It was beginning to look as though the cat was never going to see even a glimpse of his eagle again. Counselling did little to soothe him, and he filled his time working ridiculous hours just to force himself to think about anything else.

When word got out that his beloved pilot was alive, he almost ignored it. People made up stories like that all the time. Vengeful Cheetah became a zombie or Laughing Crow walked free from a major explosion, fr real, I definitely saw with my own eyes.

But the slightest possibility that it could be real sent him racing to the med bay, red-faced and wheezing when he finally reached it, desperate to see him, even if just for one second…

@diamondpilot

[diamondpilot]

He was there, slowly regaining consciousness. Lost weight, his hair got slightly lighter thanks to sun. Grew a proper beard.

Pequod slowly opened his eyes, feeling as if he woke up from a terrible nightmare. But he recognized his boyfriend right away.

“Kitten…? ”

[cptscowlingcat]

He would recognise his eagle if he’d come back covered in vines matted into his hair and swollen with disease. He’d recognise him if all his hair fell out and he was skeletal. Somewhere in between the two, here was his pilot, sickly and dull and on death’s door but still alive and looking straight at him.

The cat wasted little time closing the distance, running towards him even though it felt as though he might burst a lung. “Eaglet…!” he wheezed, squeezing in beside a medic, who gave him a shove in protest but let him be for the moment. “I’ve died, surely… I’m dead, because this cannot be real…”

[diamondpilot]

"Kitten...!"

Despite being terribly weak, he managed to grasp SC's hand and give a light squeeze. One glare from him convinced the Medic to let him stay.

Even in this state Pequod was still intimidating. Scorching sun broke his body, but didn't broke his mind.

" I'm home... "

[cptscowlingcat]

Days passed since Pequod went missing during a sandstorm. Days turned into weeks... But finally, he got retrieved. Alive. Not well, but alive...

The soldier had been worried. Devastated. Heartbroken. He had grieved, and he had spent days in denial, and some in hope, and some in a daze of utter despair. There was very little anyone could say or do to make things better. It was beginning to look as though the cat was never going to see even a glimpse of his eagle again. Counselling did little to soothe him, and he filled his time working ridiculous hours just to force himself to think about anything else.

When word got out that his beloved pilot was alive, he almost ignored it. People made up stories like that all the time. Vengeful Cheetah became a zombie or Laughing Crow walked free from a major explosion, fr real, I definitely saw with my own eyes.

But the slightest possibility that it could be real sent him racing to the med bay, red-faced and wheezing when he finally reached it, desperate to see him, even if just for one second…

@diamondpilot

[diamondpilot]

He was there, slowly regaining consciousness. Lost weight, his hair got slightly lighter thanks to sun. Grew a proper beard.

Pequod slowly opened his eyes, feeling as if he woke up from a terrible nightmare. But he recognized his boyfriend right away.

"Kitten...? "

[diamondpilot]

GUESS WHO’S STILL ALIVE

“THIS IS PEQUOD. ARRIVING SHORTLY FROM BEHIND HIS GRAVE.”

[punishedv-blog]

Idea: MGS RP chatroom

[ Uh, hi guys. I had a small idea that I thing could help out people with plotting and finding partners, that is a chatroom for roleplayers in this fandom. I’ve actually created a server on Discord for that purpose, so it would be accessible to everyone and people who wouldn’t feel comfortable with giving out Skype (Discord can be accessed from any web browser).

Sssoo, if you’d be interested in participating, hit me up, I’ll give you a link to the chat. And if you could reblog this post to spread the idea around, it would also be really neato!]

[actualarchive]

gone girl starters

below are random starters taken from/inspired by the novel Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn.

❝Should I remove my soul before I come inside?❞

❝Please don’t eat anything in that area.❞

❝He is the kind of guy who carries himself like he gets laid a lot, a guy who likes women, a guy who would actually fuck me properly.❞

❝I would like to be fucked properly.❞

❝I sound quite slutty, don’t I?❞

❝You look all twitchy.❞

❝There’s no romantic present for wood.❞

❝Go home, fuck her brains out, then smack her with your penis and scream, ‘There’s some wood for you, bitch.‘❞

❝Seems lonely.❞

❝The cat was sweet, but extremely stupid.❞

❝Well you certainly take your time about it, don’t you?❞

❝So how likely is it I’ll meet someone I love, much less someone I love enough to marry?❞

❝'He’s doing what you tell him to do because he doesn’t care enough to argue,’ I think. ‘Your petty demands simply make him feel superior, or resentful, and someday he will fuck his pretty, young coworker who asks nothing of him, and you will actually be shocked.‘❞

❝Let me guess: baby of the family.❞

❝I am fat with love!❞

❝Neither of us gets stage fright.❞

❝This is how I always pictured it. This is exactly how I pictured it.❞

❝I sometimes bring my coffee and the paper and just sit.❞

❝You’re a planner, aren’t you? You don’t seem like the type to wing anything.❞

❝We call them the ‘dancing monkeys’.❞

❝I am content with letting him be himself.❞

❝I wanted to play it cool, but then I started crying.❞

❝Please don’t lay a guilt trip on me on top of it.❞

❝Not according to the prenup.❞

❝I can’t even figure out if I should be angry.❞

❝My dad isn’t someone I like to talk about that much.❞

❝I feel like something is going wrong, very wrong, and that it will get even worse.❞

❝I don’t feel like a person at all : I am something to be loaded and unloaded, like a sofa or a cuckoo clock.❞

❝I don’t feel real anymore.❞

❝I still say it’s the river.❞

❝Picture me: I’m crazy about you.❞

❝Wow your parents must really hate me.❞

I ❝Hope you like canned soup.❞

❝If there was ever a time for assisted sleep…❞

❝Just got to keep on keeping on.❞

❝I’m making the best of a really bad situation.❞

❝He/She seemed to have lost all interest in both me and said ailing parents.❞

❝Baby, why the fuck haven’t you called me?❞

❝I need to feel your hands on me, that’s all I’ve been thinking about.❞

❝Come up with me. I want to be with you.❞

❝You fucking idiot.❞

❝Sometimes, I look at myself and I think : No wonder why people around you find you ridiculous, frivolous, and spoiled.❞

❝No it’s not that, truly. I’ve never given blood. My doctor gets angry at me because I can’t even handle a yearly blood test for, like, cholesterol.❞

❝How old are they?❞

❝You’re a cheater!❞

❝It would be funnier if our sex life were as carefree as the rhyme would suggest. But last week we did… fuck? Something more romantic than have sex but less cheesy than make love.❞

❝I can’t help but wonder, what’s the catch?❞

❝You were in a screaming argument about a cat box.❞

❝He uses me for sex when he needs to.❞

❝Quiz: Your husband, with whom you shared a wonderful sex life, has turned distant and cold – he only wants sex his way, on his time. What do you do?❞

❝I’ve been indulging in toddler therapy.❞

❝Well, now might be the right time. To start a family. Try to get pregnant.❞

❝I m cracking under the pressure. I will snap.❞

❝I didn’t realize until I was almost there that it was Valentine’s Day. It was Valentine’s day and I was going to buy a gun and then cook my spouse dinner.❞

❝I just would feel safer with a gun.❞

❝I don’t know what would be good luck : plus sign or minus sign.❞

❝This man might kill me.❞

❝Picture me : I’m a girl who is very bad. I need to be punished, and by punished, I mean HAD.❞

❝I’ve told you, I’ve told you so many times!❞

❝To start: I should never have been born.❞

❝Is she still alive?❞

❝I was the girl/boy who battled oblivion and won.❞

❝I ruined my mother’s womb in the process.❞

❝I’ve always been better than the rest of them. I was the one who made it.❞

❝They get to be perfect without even trying, without even facing one moment of existence, while I am here on earth, and everyday I must try, and every day is a chance to be less than perfect.❞

❝That’s because you loved a person who didn’t really exist.❞

❝Being the Cool Girl means you are a hot, brilliant, funny woman who adores football, poker, dirty jokes, and burping, who plays video games, drinks cheap beer, loves threesomes, and anal sex.❞

❝Men actually think that girl exists.❞

❝The Cool Girls are even more pathetic. They’re not pretending to be the woman they want to be, they’re pretending to be the woman a man wants them to be.❞

❝It’s tempting to be the girl every guy wants.❞

❝They never taught me how to be happy.❞

❝I would always try to figure out why this is fun.❞

❝If you let a man cancel plans or decline to do things for you, you lose.❞

❝What a cunt.❞

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

With his face buried so far into the table he might have left an imprint, the cat didn’t see his eagle’s disappointment. “I love you, too.” Sitting up, he rubbed his face, trying to will himself to get it together. “Ah… I will see you tonight… I… I’d better get back to work…”

[diamondpilot]

“Sure...” He sounded oddly sad. “See you tonight...”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

“Never again,” he promised, pushing away from him and folding over, burying his face in his arms, forehead on the table. “From now on you and I will be affectionate only in private. If it had been anyone else, can you imagine what state I would be in…?”

[diamondpilot]

Pequod looked disappointed for a moment. But understood. He just nodded. “Okay... I love you, though... I will try to restrain myself.”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

“It felt like trying to hook up with my father…!” Hiding in Pequod’s chest and whining about it did actually seem to be helping, though. He did feel cocooned, safe…

[diamondpilot]

“Ewww, Kitteeennn...” Pequod groaned, but continued swaying him. “But it won’t happen again, right?”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

“It was such an unprofessional thing to do,” he moaned, tapping his forehead against the eagle’s chest. “He’s going to think I’m an incompetent… sex pest or something.”

[diamondpilot]

“I don’t think so. Hey, it’s alright, really...” Pequod gently swayed him. “It happens...”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

For once he didn’t care if anyone was judging them; he needed the comfort of his eagle’s arms, and he slid round to sit next to him, holding him tightly. “I hope he does… I hope I can….”

[diamondpilot]

Pequod smooched him softly and held close. “It’ll be fine, dear...”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

If there was any odd note in the eagle’s tone, the cat didn’t notice it, too busy hoping that he could sink under the table and go unnoticed for a few weeks. “Yes,” he groaned, shaking his head. “He did give me a chance to explain but I thought he was going to tear me apart if I said the wrong thing…”

[diamondpilot]

“Come to me, babe...” Worried, he opened his arms, welcoming. “I’m glad nothing bad happened though... He’s a busy man, I’m sure he’ll forget about this soon.”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

“The Boss,” he murmured, almost in disbelief. “I kissed him on the neck. I had my hands on him like I was holding you and so intimately and it didn’t even register that it wasn’t you until he pushed me… oh, god… I’m so sorry…”

[diamondpilot]

Pequod used to have a huge crush on Boss before he got along with the cat. And now he started thinking of them together... ... No, stop. That’s all 50 shades of wrong.

“Oh... ...Ohhhh... I... It’s fine, it happens...” He mumbled out. “Was he mad...?”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

“…I thought it was you,” he blurted out, staring down at the table. “How do you even make a mistake like that? I kissed him and I thought it was you and…”

[diamondpilot]

“Whaaaa?!” The pilot almost fell off chair. “Who did you kissed? Oh my God...”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

Bristled like a startled cat, the captain stiffly made his way over to his eagle and sat across from him, sinking down until his elbows hit the table and he could bury his head in his hands, groaning in shame.

[diamondpilot]

“...Kitten...?” Pequod tilted his head to the side. “You okay there? What happened?”

[punishedv-blog]

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8. kissing their neck

Venom shoved the captain away, putting a bit more force than usual. He was surprised and… that felt just weird.

“Explain yourself.”

[cptscowlingcat]

“Right… thank you, sir,” he muttered, and fast as lightning he retreated, scampering away to find his lover so he might hide with him for the rest of the week at least.

[diamondpilot]

Pequod was in the mess hall enjoying a sandwich and happily listening to music on his walkman. But as he saw his captain, he waved at him. “Kitten!”

[cptscowlingcat]

“Pay attention to meee~!”

Pens and pencils and various drawing tools were scattered, his blueprint falling to the floor as his lover grazed past all of it just to lie like a lead block in his lap. Instead of kicking up a fuss about it, he simply sighed, looking down into those pretty blue eyes and patting the pilot’s belly like he was a needy kitten.

“Did you say something, my Eagle?” he yawned, clearly annoyed, but there was still a great deal of love in that gaze. “Only all I heard was a child crying.”

@diamondpilot

[cptscowlingcat]

“You’re actually going to entrust me with your pride and joy?” he said, smiling at the thought. “There has to be a catch. What are you after, my dear?”

[diamondpilot]

“There’s no catch. I’ve promised you, Kitten.” Pequod hummed and kissed him sweetly. “But when things will get tough, I’m taking over.”

[sandcvstles]

five-word sentences.

“ please just let me forget. ”

“ c'mon try to guess what. ”

“ just leave me alone already. ”

“ no, i’m not going to. ”

“ you can’t change my mind. ”

“ my mind is made up. ”

“ i’m not gonna let you. ”

“ don’t do that to me. ”

“ think about what you’re doing. ”

“ why aren’t you listening now? ”

“ i want to sleep forever. ”

“ you need to leave now. ”

“ i’ll always have your back. ”

“ now there’s no going back. ”

“ the view really is spectacular. ”

“ i didn’t think you’d care. ”

“ why can’t you trust me? ”

“ don’t even bother with clothes. ”

“ i don’t love you anymore. ”

“ i am a great person. ”

“ you are a tolerable drunk. ”

“ exactly, why are you awake? ”

“ i’m gonna ignore you now. ”

“ how is that not hilarious? ”

“ please just calm down now. ” 

“ i was already calm, asshole. ”

“ i can see your underwear. ”

“ i’m afraid you’ll replace me. ”

“ please stop losing your temper. ”

“ you can cry if needed. ”

“ you have to run away. ”

“ i just wanna be yours. ”

“ ashes, we all fall down. ”

“ i’m hoping you’ll understand me. ”