Franny's Diary

vent acc for @frannys-delights

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abt me

first thing’s first, this is a side blog.  i have two other blogs - my main, @frannys-delights where i post moodboards and aesthetic stuff, and @franny-writes-songs where i write songs (duh, franny).

there seem to be really cool peeps on tumblr, but i’m unfortunately not here to make friends.  ever.  i will only vent (vaguely, mind you) in posts, not in dm’s.  it’s nothing against anyone, it’s just that i have trauma related to private online relationships.

if you want to call me by name in my posts’ comment sections, please call me franny or elle.  elle is from my first name.  franny is from my middle name.

oh, and two more things.  i’m fourteen, and my pronouns are she/they.

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i’m back from a residential and getting tested for autism

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I’m trying I really am trying why isn't it enough

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i want to go to parties and smoke cigarettes and be flirted with and break hearts.  i want to be in control, i want to channel all my pain into hedonism.  but only the pretty girls get to turn their pain into fun.  no one would invite me to a party, no one would look at me and think “oh she’s hot”.

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ok, tagging fics and stuff that are about pregnancy as tokophobia feels kinda fucked up

like, im looking thru this tag cause im terrified of it and want to find people who relate, not to READ FANFICS ABOUT PEOPLE BEING PREGNANT

WTF

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i don’t want a phone.  now that i’m back in school my parents are making me get one.  i don’t want to touch a phone after everything that happened to me last time i had one.

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i can’t stand it anymore

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nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real this is all perspective this is all an illusion

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i wanna be a teenage tragedy but i don’t have the looks

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i’ve started using she/they pronouns and it makes me feel so happy.  i literally explode with joy when people refer to me as “they”.  it sucks that there’s still a voice in my head telling me i’m confused or seeking attention.

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she’s back and i’m so happy.  i love her so much.

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my therapist finally confirmed that my daydreaming is maladaptive and i now feel like i’m allowed to post abt it on tumblr

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It’s literally not a diagnosable disorder 🤔

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i never said it was

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my therapist finally confirmed that my daydreaming is maladaptive and i now feel like i’m allowed to post abt it on tumblr

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hi i’m back

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