Diary of a Lost Girl

Warning: May Contain Trigers

[cpunkhobie]

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

adults should play pretend like kids. even play wolves. why can't I play wolves just because i'm 24

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

"what about D&D" "what about roleplaying online" none of you have played wolves and it shows. you need to be crawling on the ground outside and HOWLING

[diaryoflostgirl]

Nothing ever fucked me up as much as when you said you had to tolerate my presence

M.c.G

09/10/2017

[diaryoflostgirl]

Its been two years since I last saw you. its been more than seven years since I fell in love with you the first time. I have loved you three times in three different ways, and I'm just so tired.

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

Will I ever be hable to love someone else?

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

it hurts to much, it hurts. just let me end it. I know you only want me to relieve your lust, but oh boy do I want more. let me breath, let me live.

M.c.G

19/07/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

Please just let me forget you please.

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

You aren’t good for me, I know that, so why, why, why.

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

and so it begins me falling in love you again. Why again, again

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

I can’t deal with the pain of loving you.

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

Will I ever be hable to forget you?

M.c.G

18/07/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

I want to kiss you again. I want to remember how that felt.

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

Why the blue shirt? Why talk to me again?

M.c.G

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

And honestly will any one cry when I die?

M.c.G 

19/08/16

[diaryoflostgirl]

“All of you is somewhere I can never find.”

-M.c.G

[diaryoflostgirl]

“My heart broke into million pieces, and I didn’t feel a thing.”

-M.c.G

[diaryoflostgirl]

What happens, after I fall in love with you and you fall in love with her?

-M.c.G