I've decided to abandon this blog and almost everyone attached to it. Probably tumblr as a whole as I've come to live without it very well. The 2 people that I want to stay in touch with have been notified, and there is one other person who I will always want to be around. Those are the only 3 that I'll talk to.
As for the reason I'm leaving, there's a couple. One, I really need a fresh start. Getting spammed by follow bots doesn't do wonders for one's patience. Two, and arguably more important, it's just not good for me or my mental health to stay. I can't act as a messenger for drama that isn't my business. I shouldn't have to talk someone down from suicide while I'm still a fucking kid. This is what hotlines are for. Having to do talk someone down multiple times and always having that looming has kept me attached to relationships that aren't healthy for me or other parties involved. And i really just can't fucking do it anymore. I'm sorry to the people that are probably great and caring and everything that it hurts to leave, but staying in contact with them will only bring me back into everything that's making me leave. Just like it did while I was supposed to be on hiatus from this very type of thing.
This is very long-winded and can't begin to fully explain why I'm leaving, but here's the bottom line:
I got pulled into so much stuff that I shouldn't have, and experienced some things that I shouldn't have to while I'm still a kid. This kept me in some very unhealthy loops, and I'm choosing to step back. From all of it. Forever.
Buh bye now.
