belle

tw ed/mental health blog 17, any pronouns

[dietkiwi]

ive has this blog for years bc i was mostly active on twitter but they kept suspending me so im back on here :3

[dietkiwi]

i love him:)

[mysharona1987]

[mysharona1987]

[panickingwithswag-deactivated20]

i feel like i trick people into liking me and then once they realize how horrible of a person i am they leave

[zosonils]

autistic/adhd meme for your autistic/adhd meme needs

[crittizen]

this is a poem

[wa-u-moved]

i couldn’t not draw this

[tellherium]

this makes me feel a very specific feeling but i can’t describe it

[dietkiwi]

i fucking love this place sm it’s like my safe space

[prettyflacko]

Everytime I trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t

[dietkiwi]

fuck u owen 😁

[dietkiwi]

i have decided i am mentally stable now

[dietkiwi]

how can i see how long ago this was posted i wanna see how long that lasted

[dietkiwi]

i’ve had this stupid disorder since middleschool and i just hit lower than my weight in middleschool oh my god i didn’t even mean to. am i the best anorexic or what🤩🤩🤩🤩 /s obv i hate this disorder and it’s scary what the fuck why cant i eat

[dietkiwi]

just weighed myself after months of dissociating (not consciously anorexic atleast!!!) and weighed myself and i’m at a new lowest weight.

call that accidental anorexic 

[dietkiwi]

*brain doctor looks at my brain*

DAMN BITCH YOU LIVE LIKE THIS?

[dietkiwi]

i have decided i am mentally stable now

[dietkiwi]

no one is going to tolerate my mental issues if i’m also ugly

[dietkiwi]

oh my god i’m sobbingh i ate a sandwich my mom made and it was so many calories i can’t keep this inside of me oh my god j feel disgusting oh my god why did i eat why did i eat why did i eat why did i eat i’m so disgusting this is why no one ever wants me i cant even control myself i’m a disgusting pig i can barely type i’m going to purge i hate this i didn’t want to relapse but oh my GOD I CANT GAIN I LITERALLY WAS JUST PROVEN HOW WORTHLESS I AM EARLIER. NO ONE WANTS ME IF JM BOT PRETTY. and no one is gonna want me with all my problems . i hate this why cant i be normal why am i sobbing over a sandwich why does it matter so much

[dietkiwi]

my head hurts sm and i feel so nauseous i can’t move. i wish i ate something bruh i feel sick