Moral Grey Area

"It got complicated - fast." The things that I hunt? They hunt me back. The things my father taught me to hunt? Some of 'em turned out to be the family of my own makin'. [Dean Winchester AU] formerly: Bloodedgesuptooclose tracking: diewildejagd

[cappyrogers-deactivated20150425]

oh no imagine dean getting a tattoo of mary’s bracelet with all the charms wrapping around his wrist

[casfallsinlove]

fucking dean winchester who reads kurt vonnegut and harper lee and can shoot a gun with the best of them and knows how to talk to kids and doesn’t trust easily but loves fiercely and is the best damn hunter the world has ever seen and drinks too much because he cares too much and makes the greatest homemade burgers and keeps a photo of his mother by his bed and ugh.

[jensens14thfreckle]

[shadowseternity]

it is in this moment that we can see the first fracture in Dean appear. after everything he has done, John readily brushes him aside because of one mistake. a mistake he knows almost cost them Sam. Is it any wonder why he sold his soul to bring Sam back?

[nyokala]

#his little face #not following john’s orders means getting sam killed #doing things for yourself means letting your family get hurt #it’s not allowed #*you* don’t matter #and this attitude still persists #that’s why he always gives in to sam to this day (via alaynestone)

#it’s not about dean loving sam more it’s about this #parentified child dean #it’s about feeling entirely responsible for another life that yours is forefeit and valued as meaningless #dean’s not allowed to want #he has to put sam’s life above his own always #sam is freaking like 30 years old or more?? by this point and dean still responds to ‘look after sammy its your job’. #entirely damaging experience that resulted in a lack of self worth #but lets simplify it to ‘well he obv loves sam more’#as if love is a healthy concept at all in this case #when it’s a relationship and dependency caused by abusive and harmful parenting (via worldturtling)

[jensenackless]

[irgendwoanders]

[paladeckis]

Supernatural: Dean Winchester + Color

[brothersundermistletoe-deactiva]

[chriservans]

Dean Winchester 1x07

[fassy]

[onlybabies]

[namjooneh]

[winckhester-blog]

Dean | Stairway To Heaven

[samwesson-archive]

[macmillan]

[frenchmystake]

Have you been drinking to take all the pain away?

[martyrdean]

deanmeme: reoccurring themes (1/4)

  ↳  I had to look out for you.

"Here Dean learns the consequences of “failing” John’s prime directive to watch out for Sammy, the most important thing. Wanting anything for himself, even something as simple as an hour or two of video games, leads to horrific consequences: his brother is nearly killed, his father never looks at him the same. Dean internalizes that his vigilance over Sam’s safety can never rest. That unlike in the majority of cases of instrumental parentification, not just Sam’s everyday well being but his literal survival  depends on Dean’s choices." - amonitrate

[rveille-deactivated20141001]

"No more birthdays, dust to dust, well that messed me up so I made a move, ok, a tough move about you, without talking it over."