I want you to hurt me

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Who's the creep, and who's the weakling? Speed queen..

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Oh coworkers

I'm almost happy you started doing dope, and that you told me, because you have great hookups and I haven't been able to do a line like that in a while, three cheers for co workers and that line of my girl making me feel fucking beautiful again, I listen to Lana and everything's great.

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Transformed into a skeleton again, but this time I'm ending my time as a skeleton listening to Lana del rey break my heart while I waste time.

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Someone make me go to bed and feed me because after two days with my girl I look like I'm transforming into a skeleton

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I'll pay you for anything. You're such a beautiful person.

On a serious note though, would you really? What would you think was worth paying for?

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So I don't use my tumblr anymore but I had an idea (;

Would anyone anywhere be interested in paying for like, videos of me doing things to myself? I could do like special requests or something like that, if it would be something anyone would be interested in comment on this post or message me and we'll see where things go?

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Almost done posting all my different lame faces :p

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Why not be high as fuck when you can though?;3 Btw is there a reason I can't post more than one picture at a time anymore?:c

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So, Ricky got us Molly, my first time with that girl, and I fucking love that high so much that if I was rich I'd be scared of it aha, never turn down that shit kids, so much better than dope, though of course we did that before and after the Molly. Addicts gonna be an addict, right? I miss tumblr sometimes, I can be honest.

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Because Ricky loves me and makes me heart dabs when I ask <3

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Fuck c;

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It's hard

When you're only 21 and I'm 18, yes I had a baby but thanks I have not one stretch mark showing that, and we are both still young, good looking people, but for some reason your fiancé can't figure out he doesn't have a sex drive hardly ever, when you have sex it's great but fuck I'm so lonely tonight, and lately I'm distant from him, I don't even require cuddles really anymore..or ask for anything, I think of how happy we could be and try to hang onto that but I feel like I'm not helping anything and yourself especially, and my heart just fucking starts to hurt like, I can't think of you not being here, and me leaving you, it all hurts. But so does your current dilemma, I feel so far from good enough or what you want that I want to melt and never solidify.

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What state are you in?

Oregon <3 but for real fuck Oregon

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This is so fucked! I swear I feel fucking pregnant again, since I actually know how it is now. It's like fuck I've been so paranoid about being pregnant since I was surprised sixth months along the first time, and I'm on birth control now too! But I need to go to my doctors to take a test because I'm so fucking done because sketched about this shit, and I've only been up like two nights I think but even if I keep my high up I kinda get this nauseated feeling still, and excuse me but I can handle my dope better than this. I shouldn't feel so drained already, I'm seriously spazzing out though, my daughter Effie is just sitting on my lap watching sprout, happy as can be. I'm so relieved my baby girl isn't bothered by all my thoughts atm >.< at least she can have a happy morning though I'm freaking out internally haha.

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Aye there <3