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Got bored love editing random shit

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[kiwimidnight]

TINY WORLD (2020)

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Pug Life

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Haha

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Blinking is for the weak.

[enidsinclair]

#relatable

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So many thoughts thinking thru my mind today to many people gone so many hearts broken they say this is just another part of life but for this town for my friends we have v seen this part to many times R.I.P. HARRISON you will not fade from our memory you have and always will be a reason that I smile https://www.instagram.com/p/CLzWVLCgoaC/?igshid=10iyf168z6et7

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Check it out

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

[jetstylephotography]

Just another day

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Cute https://www.instagram.com/p/CKMq9qNgFbv/?igshid=80nom582vis5

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🎶A side note, I'm rootin' for you, I use these bars and start recruitin' for you But treat her right And just remember, on your lonely nights this mic will be your friend You tell it all your secrets that you keepin' deep within Your fantasies, regrets, your happy moments and your sins And if he doesn't comprehend, at least he can pretend🎶 https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ7DIRWA5DM/?igshid=1cgduy3gf5gnc

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U told me to write so now I type wondering why these walls were built. Over analyzing on a constant basis but only with logic. No feeling behind the thoughts or the action just motion and search for understanding with out fully choosing to care. The air I breath is not my oxygen for the life I live is not living at all its waiting and drifting in and out of inebriation holding on to a sliver of hope prying u make it out alive the air I breath is not my oxygen for the the person I am and have been is not for me was not my plain but it was my outcome. Today I breath for the first time and this air is not for me but for the ones I forgot about before this breath is the first expansion of new born lungs wanting noting more but to grow today the fight begains again I hear the bell round 2 begans

This was the first thing I ever wrote i was struggling with addiction while starting over with the mother of my first two sons I wrote this after I relapsed and she took the kids and left.

4 years have gone by and she has taken her own life Sept 11 2020

She kept me fighting and I wish I could have done the same

R.I.P

Heather E Savage

I miss you and I'm sorry

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Longing for the lady I lost

You say you're tired of hurting me now you set me free I say I love you, you say it back but your actions don't say the same. Mistakes from me only once were ever made and for any chance I could've helped your mind you'd turned to someone else. Mistakes you made and never changed even after the 1000th time, the other man u chose to date in the middle of us trying, again making promises with those beautiful loving eyes. You say you get it u say u know, you tell me Im the victim and refuse to see my role. But I know my dark I knew my shame I became explosive with every hint towards his name and hours left ignored pudhed me within darkened thoughts and lies when you arrived which later admitted would overwhelm me so. Changing this heart of love and transformed it into devil's spit breathing fire with words that stained your soul and even broke your spirit. Yelling louder the vile titles and names you should never have had claimed growing with intensity I still curse upon his name. Back and forth u went between but swore to me to try with all your love and all your might to cut out this other guy, our family you said to me deserves a honest committed chance and everything you asked of me to approach id quickly attempt to advance with a full fledged effort every single day. You said u loved me and appreciate, all that I had done and now that I had changed for u finally you would for me but like every other time it took 2 days for you to dissapeare not a word or call with out warning at all you would vanish like thin air and just as I suspected your with this guy once again pretending your promise was never made.

the heart you choose is immature disrespectful and plays life like it's a game the heart you shattered haf grewn for you with open mind and it constantly would change I can't understand the choices you made but my soul I wishes that you didn't because even tho my heart should know you already crossed its limits. It still longs for u to just come back home and rest upon my chest with our boys behind you our family smiling with forgiveness we would forget. And actually be the mates of souls u told me Im the closest you will ever get and we'd lay in bed legs tangled in knots forever in love again.

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