Thoughtsplash

A dumpsite for my feels.

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Bye.

[sheistemporary]

All too violently my heart still flows toward you — my heart, upon which my summer burns, short, hot, melancholy, overblissful; how my summer heart craves your coolness.

Friedrich Nietzsche, Ecce Homo  (via youngfolksociety)

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pop’s stache http://ift.tt/1jhU1Qe

[discoklutz]

I WANT THIS!

[shoegazingaddict]

Every word you said means lightness to me.

[discoklutz]

sounds really good

[shoegazingaddict]

Nugazer of 2013

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I'm sorry I've been a nutjob for...until a few days ago. Realized a lot of things. I'll settle things when my hands are not that full. In the meantime, hang in there. Let me ease into the habit of expressing my feelings, and then I'll get back to you.

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And even in my drunken stupor...

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But who am I kidding? I may be in love. Fuck these feelings. Okay, back to my readings.

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No, I'm not in love with anyone. Right now, I feel I'm back to where I was when I was 17: cared only about a few things, for a select few.

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L, you are unbelievably stupid. But honestly, right now, I'm devoid of feelings. I don't care whether you're happy or not. I'm sorry. Maybe you're right. I'm incapable of love.

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My boobs hurt. Dang, PMS.

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I was taken aback by you. Shocking, really. 

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Hi L. You're so stupid. Why are you with her? Your eyes, they looked so sad. You don't have to prove anything. You don't have to be with her. You looked so unhappy. What have you done to yourself? You're so stupid! honestly want to punch you right now.  I know things didn't work out between us, and it's part of our growth--it's just change. You don't have to do this to yourself. Stupid. Stupid.

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I have this fear I wont wake up after a day of intense work and study.

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I can feel the gravity of the situation. It's great that my 'rents do not pressure me at all -- in fact they said it's fine with them if I do not pass, but I have high expectations from myself. It has always been the case: I am my own worst enemy. T.T. Parents though still want me to go to law school. :|

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Too tired for comprehensive exams. :(

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Thoughts of you are starting to consume me.