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⦙⦙⦙⦙⦙⦙⦙DisDew - Introduction post⦙⦙⦙⦙⦙⦙⦙

Hello! I created this page back in 2015 with a simple purpose and intention -- to have yet another place on the Internet where I could put my humble drawings. Yet I never put that much effort into the presentation of my profiles and portfolios (rookie mistake, I know, I know) so the mere thought of putting an introduction post here was existing somewhere ouside my comprehension... Almost 11 years later the time has come, I assume, so...

...so, I'm just drawing my drawings, living my life, dying my death

⑉I am a slow artist (and I mean it), update rarely, and just inexcusably often forget how to exist online at all. These are my normal tendencies, so if you by chance found this page during a sudden burst of activity, most likely the hiatus after this will be very long.

⑉My artworks are usually somewhat gloomy and about personal symbolism, and my reoccurring impressions (I draw what I see and hear, yeah), rather than less abstract topics, but here on tumblr I sometimes lean towards silly stuff and fanarts.

⑉Main program of choise in CG is PS, sometimes I make 3D art in Blender or mixed-media, or little animations -- but that's for the rare occasions when I'm feeling particularly adventurous with the medium. I draw traditionally as well.

⑉I do not use AI on any stage of my work, never used it for my art and don't want it anywhere near my works, thankyouverymuch.

⑉My English is mostly broken - that's why I don't write long posts that much. But if I do -- be prepared for the atrocious abominations of the sentences I tend to produce.

⑉I'm usually open to conversation, so I don't mind at all if you write on most topics, if I know how to answer you, I will definitely do it. But I'm quite a boring person, so don't expect these answers to be somewhat spectacular (plus, with the addition of the abhorrent English grammar!)

⑉Commissions are currently closed, sorry (indefinitely, but if anything changes or if I'm in the mood to take tiny quick requests I'll make an anouncement post).

So. Welcome, then. I hope you'll like your stay in my cold and gloomy abode of oceans, rust, branches and despair, because that's all we've got here.

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A couple of some very dirty, very early WIP's. Feeling extremely rusty after a long break.

#artists on tumblr #disdew #surreal #art wip #current wip #i forgot how to draw

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Twelve-days-fate

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I absolutely can't believe this drawing is already ten years old. Ten! I still remember the night I started it as if it had only been a couple of weeks and not ten years.

P.S. And by the way, I still have the original.

#pathologic #self reblog #oh boy

Six long years

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Can't have server lag if you have the server! ...right?

#perhaps not #imagine stuffing souls into the afterlife server but the wifi is still as shitty as it could only possibly be #death stranding #death stranding 2 #death stranding 2 on the beach #higgs monaghan #death stranding higgs #artists on tumblr

Hello. I've completely forgotten how to exist on the Internet. Again. So perhaps I'll post a photo of my current WIP here and retreat back into the shadows -- perhaps for a week, perhaps for a year -- who knows! (I don't)

#wip #the light inside me broken but i still work

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"Capture something red, Paste it to the edge of your bed - Someone will be there, Someone who will know what it says"

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I have a habit to sneak random Easter eggs into all my artworks. Realized that since I don't post full-size images of my drawings online (for obvious reasons), most of them will never be found and seen. So, these are some close-up crops with details from my work from last year.

#.flow (game)#.flow #dotflow #sabitsuki #.flow sabitsuki #yume nikki fangame #ynfg #rust #shinsoku neko #dealing with a nasty artblock and probably the harshest burnout of all my recent years #just wanted to remind myself that i'm able to draw at all #also everybody likes easter eggs #self rb

Bonus post-credits-scene-ish day

So, I managed to complete the challenge this year, which marks the third Inktober in my life that I've successfully started *and* finished. I have two conclusions. First: it's too hard when you're a person with a day job and responsibilities. Sacrificing night sleep for drawings wasn't worth it at all. Second: I'm completely dissatisfied with how it all turned out in the end. Here's the problem: I don't consider my drawings worthy when they're in such a rough state: usually, 25+ hours of work on one artwork is about average for me. These drawings took about 3-3.5 hours of sketchbook drawing, followed by about 1.5 hours of digital post-processing and finishing touches. My perfectionism just screams that no one should have seen this, but hey, anything that makes me draw after a 7+ month break is already a pretty good thing in my opinion.

Congrats to everyone who managed to cross the finish line as well, you're cool. And even if you didn't - you're also cool, just without 31 drawings.

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