diva

[divafagot]

No one likes me forever

[divafagot]

It sucks because yes i’ve done what you need to do to try to be happy - do the things that make you proud of yourself and not rely on other people to affirm you. but what happens when you have these things you’re proud of but nobody to share it with? it just feels empty and depressing

[divafagot]

People don’t like me the way they used to

[divafagot]

If you take away it all then what has he got

[divafagot]

If you take away the production then what has he got

If you take away the art then what has he got

If you take away the people then what has he got

If you take away the friends then what has he got

If you take away the screens then what has he got

If you take away the words then what has he got

[divafagot]

I feel like i love everyone too much

[divafagot]

IM LITERALLY GOING TO FUCKING CRASH OUT WHY IS EVERYONE A CLEAN GAY

[divafagot]

I CANT FUCKING SLEEP BECAUSE IM THONKING ABOJT EVEYRHTING THATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME EVER

[divafagot]

I feel so undesirable :(

[divafagot]

I miss feeling like i was attracted to

[divafagot]

The only way i’m remembered is trashy

[divafagot]

Everyone wants me to feel

Everyone asks me to feel

I can’t help but feel

[divafagot]

Can’t help but feel everyone hates me for the things i do

All i know is how it makes me feel

[divafagot]

Korea

My friends say i need therapy

i never listen to them

i can’t apply anything

[divafagot]

I can’t believe i just met with three people who were pro conflict and hosted a sami intervention

[divafagot]

The joy of your art not being your method of making money is so fulfilling. like the way my 9-5 just funds my creativity. i also don’t feel responsible to anyone else about making my art like im so down for it to be so bad bc nobody else engages w it

[divafagot]

Inherently, what shapes the urge to be in a relationship is the desire to be understood, seen, and noticed. It is all to comfort ourselves through the belief that if another person sees us, it is proof that we exist; and not only do we just exist, but there is also meaning in that existence. What a dating app asks of us is to optimise our story, vibes, and appearances for it to be digested by the masses and understood in six images and some prompts.