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relieved by the choice of words in my internal monologue where when i found out that xbf is in hawaii with newgf and i felt upset, the phrase “i know it’s not a contest but” came into my head.

i am sad sometimes to remember and acknowledge that i have only loved one person in my life and let myself cling like gum to a shoe until the bitter end. i wish him well but it is reassuring to have little twinges like this made clear

May

Kumiko the Treasure Hunter

Lady Bird

It Follows

Raw

Teeth

The End of the Fucking World (series)

Perfect Blue

Over the Garden Wall (series)

Polyester (again)

Paprika

Oldboy (again)

February

Sullivan’s Travels

Reassemblage (minh-ha)

[all of owusu’s shorts]

Double Indemnity

Joan Does Dynasty

Sweet Bean

Katatsumori

Embracing

The Loner (Tony Ousler)

The Cage

They Were Expendable

The Handmaiden (again)

Battle of the Sexes

The Cow Who Wanted to Be a Hamburger

The Realm of the Senses

San Junipero (again)

Betty Blue

Born in Flames

#february #2018 #movies

1010ll

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Uma Thurman photographed by Denis Piel || 1986

January

The Shape of Water

In the Mood for Love (again)

The Devil’s Backbone (again)

Magnolia

Beaches of Agnes

Citizen Kane

I Spit On Your Grave (again)

Jeanne Dielman, 23 Commerce Quay, 1080 Brussels

The Magnificent Ambersons

Happiness

The Chungking Express

#2018 #movies

i could beat around the bush but why bother? i have body image problems. it’s obnoxious and disorienting blah blah blah. not that my habits are very terrible right now, i just have no idea what i look like and that’s pretty spooky

kinda wish that people would stop mistaking me and my friends doing very stupid and dangerous things when we were younger because of being in vulnerable spots and mentally ill as being “punk.” like why is huffing gasoline punk? why is having sex for money punk? starving and tattoos with dirty needles and drugs? none of my friends cared about their own well being at all and many actively were trying to fuck up their bodies because they hated themselves and were suicidal but like what an aesthetic, right? omg

junname

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slayerbuffy

Gillian Anderson for InStyle magazine 1998.

the nicest person i never want to be in a room alone with ever again

dizzy-dress

you never knew my favorite movies you don’t know why i love them there are parts of myself you never saw and this is why i will survive, not unscathed but still alive

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this was so real tbt to this statement from young me

Don't u just love it when u try to go to bed early and instead end up crying in bed I'm the dark for a couple hours over things that hurt u deeply and never got any resolution but happened so long ago u know that any apology at all would be not be genuine? I sure do love that My dad was right about u

November

Rosemary’s Baby (again)

Inside Llewyn Davis (again)

Troll 2

Stoker (again)

Moonrise Kingdom (again)

Election (again)

Dogville

Metropolis (finish)

It Follows (again)

O Brother Where Art Thou (again)

Robocop