For the Dreams I Sought

君の笑顔のために、力がある。。ずっと。。

[djamur]

it was a blast so long, djamur

[theimagerie]

[djamur]

lightning strikes

[danger]

[djamur]

maybe i lied about the first line

[djamur]

toxic cycle

most of the time, i can’t believe myself.  i mean, i often procrastinate (even the simplest) things only to be ended up in a toxic cycle. simply drawn, it will be like this:

got an email -> plan to reply it later -> remember to reply the mail i got in the middle of doing something -> another planning to reply the mail later -> remember (again) that i havent replied the mail -> feeling guilty and think it will be awkward if i reply a more than a week mail now -> contemplate what should i do -> forget to reply it (again) eventually -> finally remember and reply the mail

well, although it’s not the most of the times, but still, it happens.

[djamur]

awkward

i need to go to immigration tomorrow, to renew my passport since it gon be expired on january. to renew the passport, it requires copies of documents in A4 sized papers, so i need to enlarge and copy tiny sized documents such as the old passport and identity card. so i went to photocopy shop ( oh how i miss japan with its convenient store, lettin gyou copy everything by yourself)....

me: (with excited face) can you do enlargement?

clerk: eh?

me: can you do enalrgement?

clerk: en.....large....ment? (this time she started to scan my body from my head went down to my chest, and proly stopped at my stomach, or maybe ‘ a little bit lower’ from stomach)

me: yeah, copy and enlarge, for my identity card! 

clerk: (got the idea, and snapped out of scanning my body) oh, oh, yes, of course we can.

so yeah, everything went smoothly after that, although the clerk seem to havent mastered the enlarging function on the machine, she needed to ask for other clerk to help her. 

welp, maybe at first she thought that i was going to the wrong shop; “what, really? this man should go to mak erot if he want some enlargement”, is prolly what she thought.

ps. when i paid for the services, they didnt even said a simple “thank you” to me. damn, i really miss Japan’s hospitality.

[djamur]

JAL for economy flight. 

It got spacey foot room, the seat on the right and left side are 2 each, which is good for a window seat lover like me; i only need to pass through 1 passenger instead of 2 *cough ANA. 

But the downside is, they dont have remote for the TV control!! And the media management of entertainment feature of the in-flight TV, they still need to learn much from ANA. Also, if you wanna get a special muslim meal, you gotta call the customer service, instead of ordering it from the website (p.s seems like i like ANA’s halal menu more than JAL’s).

Overall, JAL is still the winner for me.

[djamur]

Hitam putih.

[djamur]

まじかよ

山ほどたくさんやりたいくせに、やる気なんて持ってないくずやおれ。 ふざけんなよ。

[djamur]

Sonder - Departure

might gonna make a music video out of this awesome song

[djamur]

i cherish moments, and moments always take places. 

the place where all the journeys began, where all the memories crafted.

201.

[djamur]

JOJI. MEETS CHIGGA. THE DREAAAAMMMMM.

[djamur]

She's a Blind YouTuber

For such person to exist. The World indeed is damn so wide.

[djamur]

Asao Inio.

Another prodigy mangaka I just found out of the blue.

[djamur]

憧れ

何をしに生きている？ 何の目的を持つの？

[djamur]

Baubax is love, baubax is lyfe.

[djamur]

自分が失ったとき、毎日の賑やかさに迷うとき、すべての命を所有する存在に、帰るしかない。

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/6BPT5qGuAZ1xSvNeoZx9lI)

[djamur]

mediocre or specialize?

(prolly) it is down to me to be well, able, to do many things in so so level, and sometimes it pisses me off. i mean, i know (well,) the basic of graphic design, i can use corel draw, adobe photoshop, adobe illustrator, a bit. i also love video editing softwares such as corel video studio, windows movie maker, a little bit after effects, and now is in love with adobe premiere. 

what else.

ah, i also can speak and understand english, so as japanese, but honestly i still am not that confidence to declare that i’m excellent in both. or even on dota, despite the fact that i invested much of my time there, i stil cant beat my friend who is a far better player than me. also piano, i spent, if it wasnt most, a plenty of my junior high and senior high period learning piano, but i still find myself just a so so player.

it often bothered me, because when i wanna do smthng, i gonna stuck to some point, and no matter how hard i tried to push, there was always somthng holding me back. perseverance. come to think of it, i almost never give it all, give it 100% to dedicate myself on something that i really want. that something, always holding me back from going extra miles. laziness.  welp, there you got your answer, mister.