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Oh to be a girl in the 80s waiting for her boyfriend to climb through her window is my dream
Hate.
That’s the word you always use when his name comes up. even if it doesn’t feel quite right anymore.
You hated the way Jess Mariano showed up to Stars Hollow like he owned the place, smirking at everyone, acting like the town was beneath him. You hated how he got away with it. that everyone, from Luke to Lorelai, just sighed and said “That’s Jess.”
But mostly, you hated how you noticed him. How his laugh stuck in your head after he made fun of you at Doose’s. How you caught yourself watching him flip through books at the counter of Luke’s, reading faster than you could process the titles. How he’d look up sometimes and catch you staring, giving you a smirk, like he knew exactly what you were thinking. You told yourself it was disgust.
It wasn’t.
It started with small sarcastic comments when you’d pass each other in town. “You know, you’d be way more likable if you talked less,” you’d mutter.
He’d grin. “So would you.”
Then came the arguments, over everything. Who was smarter, who Luke liked more, whether On the Road was genius or garbage. Half the time, you stormed off leaving him there with his stupid smirk.
Somewhere along the line, the rest of Stars Hollow started noticing. Taylor once sighed, muttering, “Can’t you two argue somewhere else?”
You and Jess just exchanged matching looks because even if you claimed to hate him, it was starting to feel like your thing… plus it was fun to watch Taylor get mad.
It’s late when he shows up at your house. the town long asleep, streetlights faintly shining through your window. You’re sitting cross legged on your bed, trying to finish an essay you’d put off all week, when you hear three knocks, faint, on the glass.
No one ever knocks on your window. That’s how horror movies start, right before the dumb girl dies first. Heart racing, you grab the nearest weapon (a pen, because of course) and inch closer getting ready to scream at who ever was there. When you finally yank the window open, you’re met with a familiar smirk making you groan and open your window. “Do you ever use a door like a normal person? Or are you used to using the windows from all the people you’ve stolen from?”
Jess shakes his head with a small laugh. “That would ruin my reputation.” “You don’t have a good reputation.” “Exactly.” He shrugs, climbing through the window with that careless confidence that makes your stomach twist. “Ew no!” You hit his shoulder, “get out!” You cross your arms and whine as he towers over you. “What do you want?”
“Luke’s losing his mind,” he says, dropping onto the edge of your bed like it’s his own. “Needed a break.” You raise a brow as you watch him “And you came here? Why not bug Rory or—”
He cuts you off, eyes flicking up, dark and sharp. “She’s not the one who drives me insane lately.” Your breath hitches. You hate that it does.
You roll your eyes, sitting back at your vanity, pretending to work on the essay. “You’re unbelievable.”
“Thanks.” “Not a compliment.”
He stands, walks over to your side of the room, too close again. the way he always does when he wants to get a rise out of you. He looks at your papers, your handwriting, the pen spinning nervously in your fingers.
“What’s that?” “An essay. Something you clearly wouldn’t understand.” He leans down, voice low. “Try me.”
You turn to glare at him, and that’s when it hits you. the quiet, the proximity, the look in his eyes that isn’t teasing anymore. It’s heavier, loaded with something you’ve both been avoiding for months. You swallow hard. “Jess-” “Don’t.” He says it softly, like he’s tired of pretending too.
He brushes a strand of hair away from your face, slow, testing you. You can feel the tremor in your chest when his thumb grazes your cheekbone. “Still hate me?” he murmurs. You try to sound strong. “More than ever.”
He smirks, the kind of smile that feels like a challenge. “Good.” And then he kisses you. It’s not gentle, it’s messy. impatient, the kind of kiss that’s been building through every argument, every sharp word, every long glance across Luke’s diner.
You shove him back at first, out of instinct, but he only grins against your mouth and grabs you by the neck, pulling you back in closer. suddenly you’re both stumbling, his hands on your waist, yours tangled in his hair.
The kiss deepens, the sound of your pulse roaring in your ears. He tastes like cigarettes and trouble, exactly like you always imagined but never admitted. When he finally pulls away, his forehead rests against yours. You’re both breathing hard.
He laughs under his breath. “Still think I’m the worst?” You manage to look up into his eyes. “You’re definitely the worst.” He grins. he then tightens his grip on your neck, making you gasp and look up at him.
“Fight me," he murmured against your lips, his voice a low growl. "Prove that you hate me." You struggled, your hands clawing at his shoulders, but he was relentless. He pushed you back against the wall, his body pinning yours, his hands roaming over your legs, rough and demanding. You could feel the heat of his touch through your clothes, the way his fingers traced the curve of your waist, the swell of your hips. You hated it, hated the way your body responded to him, the way your heart pounded in your chest.
"Jess," you gasped. "Stop." He laughed, a dark sound. "You want me to stop?" he asked, his hand slipping under her shorts, his fingers tracing the edge of her panties. “Huh?”
You shake your head, your breath coming in short, sharp gasps. Jess smirked, his eyes dark with desire. "I’m gonna ruin you." he says, his voice low and dangerous. "You want me to show you what you've been missing?" You nodded, your eyes locked with his. "Yes" you whispered.
His hands gripping your thighs, lifting you up and wrapping your legs around his waist. You could feel him, hard and ready, pressing against your core. Jess hungrily continued to kiss you deeply before he tossed you onto the bed.
He stayed standing, staring into your eyes as he unbuckled his jeans, showing the growing tent in his boxers. He smirked as you stared at him and pulled you by your legs to the edge of the bed to be in reach of you. He then practically ripped your sleep shorts off, leaving you exposed to him, making you gasp softly. He pumps his dick twice before gliding it against the wetness of your cunt. “I’m not holding back,” he rasps, almost like a warning.
He pushed into you, a rough, brutal thrust that left you gasping. You clung to him, your nails digging into his shoulders, your body arching against his.
"You're so hot," he growled, his voice a low, possessive rumble. He looks down at you as he fucks you "so much better when your not complaining"
“F-fuck you” You moaned. He chuckled as he watched you. “Already doing it” your head falling back against the mattress, your body on fire. He moved inside you, his thrusts hard and deep, each one sending a wave of pleasure crashing through your body. You could feel him, every inch of him, filling you, claiming you.
"You're so tight," he groaned, his voice ragged. "So fucking tight."
You whimpered, your body trembling as his tip continued to kiss your cervix. "Jess!" you gasped. "I can't..."
He smirked, his eyes dark with triumph. "You can take it" he said, his voice low and dangerous. "Since your so tough."
You cried out, your body convulsing as the orgasm tore through your body. He didn't stop, his thrusts growing harder, more insistent. You could feel him, his body tensing, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps. But then he stopped. He pulled out and flipped you onto your stomach, forcing you to arch your back.
“I said I was gonna ruin you” he groan as he slammed back into you, gripping the swell of your hips. You moan out, gripping the sheets. “J-Jess!”
He slaps your ass and pulls at your hair. “Shh- god..“ he moaned making you clench around him. His body started to tense up again, signaling he’s close again.
his right hand grips your neck, pulling you up, your back now against him as he thrusts into you. All you could do was moan louder, his length hitting a deeper spot in you hard. “Jess!” “Yeah?” He moaned “shit you feel so good…” you moaned in response. You can feel your climax coming again.
“I can’t!” He doesn’t tease you or say something cocky. His hands reaches down your body and starts rubbing your clot making your body slump against his chest. “Oh my god..” you moan. He smiles as he’s brutal pace continues, his high also approaching.
“Come on” he groans, his fingers moving faster as your hips buck. You cried out, your body convulsing as your orgasm tore through you, “Jess! Oh…” You could feel him, his body tensing, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps. Jess moaned as he came, his body shuddering, mouth open as he watched his seed spilling into you.
He pulled out of her, his body keeping the strength to hold them both up. You could feel him all, his heart pounding in his chest, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps. He looked at you, his eyes dark and intense.
"I hate you," you whispered, meeting his eyes. your voice raspy from what had just happened. He smiled and laughed, his eyes never leaving yours. "Good," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "Because I love it when you hate me." You smile back and kiss his lips.
The beach house is alive in the way it always is when the fisher brothers throw a party. Music thrums from the speakers on the back, strings of fairy lights sway with the ocean breeze, and laughter carries across the sand. Inside, people cluster in the kitchen with plates of cake, chatter fills every corner, and Jeremiah is already dancing with everyone like he owns the night.
You arrive with cam at your side, his hand warm in yours. “Hey man,” he greets Steven easily, trading jokes about the playlist. He compliments Belly on her dress with genuine warmth, He blends seamlessly, but every so often his eyes find you. soft, lingering, like you’re his anchor.
It makes your chest ache in the sweetest way. Later, when everyone was outside on the beach, cam holds you to his chest. “C’mon, one dance,” he says, tugging gently at your hand with a smile.
“You’re asking me to dance to this song?” you laugh watching him. “Yes,” he says simply, smiling. “I’m offering you the full cinematic summer experience.” You laugh but let him pull you into his dance. Music blasts from the speaker, and the two of you move in sync with the others. He’s not awkward, not like you thought he might be, instead he’s loose, smiling, twirling you once before catching you against his chest making you both laugh. The way he looks at you, a little breathless, hair falling into his eyes, makes you forget anyone else is even around.
“You’re cute,” you murmur smiling up at him. “So are you” he says back, and then he presses a quick kiss to your forehead.
By the time things start to wind down, the air feels cooler, heavy with the smell of the ocean. Belly’s cake has long been devoured, Jeremiah is attempting to convince people to skinny dip, and a handful of guests are already saying their goodbyes.
“I’ll drive you home,” Cameron says as you step off the deck. “Thank you” I smile softly, holding his hand.
The drive is soft and playful, the kind of quiet magic that only happens on summer nights. His car windows are rolled down, letting the salty air rush in, and the radio hums with a song that feels like the background track to your own private movie.
You rest your head against the seat, watching him. The way his hands tap the wheel in rhythm with the music. “Stop staring,” he teases suddenly, catching you. You grin. “I wasn’t staring.” “You totally were.” He glances at you, eyes gleaming. “Not that I mind.”
You nudge his arm playfully. “You’re supposed to be watching the road.” “I am,” he insists, but the corner of his mouth curves up. “Multitasking.”
The conversation continues as he continues to drive. jokes about Jeremiah’s terrible dance moves, Steven’s obsession with winning beer pong, even Belly’s determined way of blowing out candles like she was making a wish big enough for the whole universe. Somewhere in the middle of it, you’re laughing so hard your stomach aches, and Cameron looks at you like that sound is the best thing he’s ever heard.
When he finally pulls up in front of your house. The windows of your house are dark, drive way empty with only your car parked. “No one’s home?” he asks softly.
You nod your head. “My parents are away for the weekend.” He hesitates, then says, “Do you… want me to come in? Just for a while.” “Yeah,” you say, smiling. “I do.”
Inside, the house feels too quiet after the beach house chaos. “You want anything? Water? Soda?” you offer, half to fill the silence. “I’m good,” he says, glancing around. “Honestly, just being here with you feels enough.”
The words make your cheeks heat, your chest warm. You grab his hand, tugging gently. “C’mon. Let’s go upstairs.”
Your room is dim, the small lamp by your bed casting a soft glow. Cameron steps in slowly, taking it all in. Cameron takes off his shoes, his keys jingling in his hand before he sets them on your vanity. His eyes sweep over the stack of books on your nightstand, the photos pinned to your wall, the blanket draped messily across your chair.
“This is so you,” he says with a small smile. You raise a brow, curious. “What’s that supposed to mean?” He shrugs, moving closer to the bookshelf. “I mean… it feels like you. Cozy. Warm. Kind of messy in a cute way.” You laugh, swatting his arm. “Messy in a cute way? That’s your compliment?”
“Hey, it’s a good thing,” he insists, grinning. “I like it” You watch him as he wanders, fingers brushing the edge of a framed photo, pausing over a candle you forgot to blow out earlier. There’s something about the way he looks at your space with genuine curiosity and care that makes you feel completely seen.
When he finally sits down on the edge of your bed, he looks around once more, then back at you. “I’m glad you asked me to come in.”
Your heart thumps. You sit beside him, close enough that your knees brush. “Me too.”
he tilts his head toward you. “You’re really quiet all of a sudden,” he says, a small grin tugging at his mouth. You shrug, trying to play it off. “Just thinking.” “About what?” he presses, leaning a little closer.“About… this.” You gesture vaguely between the two of you, your heart thudding in your chest. He raises his brows. “This?” You roll your eyes, smiling despite yourself. “Don’t make me say it out.”
For a second, he just looks at you, his grin softening into something more careful. “You mean like… us sitting here.. alone? , and me wanting to kiss you?” Your laugh slips out “Yeah. Pretty much exactly that.”
His eyes flick down to your lips, then back up. “Okay, but if we’re both thinking it…” He trails off, giving you space to back away if you want to.
You don’t. You lean the tiniest bit closer, your voice low. “Then maybe you should just do it.” That’s all it takes. He closes the gap slowly, testing, until his lips brush yours in a soft, tentative kiss. It’s careful but sure, like he’s been waiting for the green light all night.
When you pull back just enough to breathe, he’s smiling, his voice warm. “That wasn’t so scary.” You shake your head, smiling back. “Not even a little.”
And this time, when you lean in again, the kiss deepens naturally, still soft, but filled with need. The kiss leads to the both of you laying on the bed, kissing, gripping at each others clothes.
“Are you sure?” he whispers, voice rougher now, though his eyes are searching yours. “Yes,” you murmur, pulling him down to you. “I want this. I want you.” “Hey. We don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for,” he say gently.
“I know.” Your voice cracks a little, and he clears his throat. “It’s just… this is my first time. I’m a little nervous.” His heart squeezes. He reaches for your hands, threading your fingers through his. “It’s mine too. We’ll figure it out together, okay? No pressure. Just us.”
You search his face, as if making sure he means it, then exhale shakily before nodding. The first kisses are tentative, as if testing the waters. He guides you slowly, deepening when you relax, letting the heat build naturally. His hands tremble a little as they skim your sides, but you whisper soft encouragements, pulling him closer until his nerves start to melt into something hungrier.
By the time you tug your shirt over your head, his breathing stutters. He breaks the kiss, eyes darting nervously “You’re… wow. You’re so beautiful,” he says quietly. You grin, tugging him back down to you. “So are you.”
Clothes scatter in messy trails across the floor, kisses growing deeper, needier. You guide him gently, reassuring him when his hands falter. When you finally sink back onto the bed, pulling him with you, his body covers yours like he’s both terrified and desperate.
“Are you sure?” he whispers one last time, his forehead pressed to yours.
“Yes,” you breathe. “I want this. I want you.”
That’s all it takes. He kisses you passionately, pouring every ounce of his nerves and adoration into it. The first time is slow, a little clumsy, full of whispered laughter and shaky breaths. But it’s also tender, careful, the kind of moment that stays a memory forever.
You guide each other, moving in sync, learning what feels good together. His hand never leaves yours, like he needs that reassurance. When the tension finally crests.
You can feel the heat building between your legs, a throbbing ache that demands his attention. He seems to sense it, his hand sliding down to the waistband of your panties. He pauses, looking up at you with a question in his eyes. You nod, and he slowly pulls them off, revealing your most intimate self.
You feel a bit of embarrassment, but the way he looks at you, with such adoration and desire, makes it all feel okay. He leans down, pressing a soft kiss to your inner thigh, then another, moving closer to where you ache the most. You gasp as his tongue finds you, the feeling sending shockwaves through your body.
He takes his time, exploring every inch of you with his mouth and fingers. You can feel the tension building. He senses it, his fingers sliding inside you, his tongue circling your clit.
You cry out, your body convulsing as the pleasure washes over you. He doesn’t stop, his fingers and tongue working together to draw out every last wave of pleasure. When you finally come down from the high, you feel like you’re floating, your body limp and sated.
He looks up at you, his eyes filled with satisfaction. “You’re beautiful,” he says, his voice hoarse with desire. You smile, pulling him up to kiss him. You can taste yourself on his lips, and it sends a wave of desire through you. You reach down, unbuttoning his jeans, feeling the hard length of him beneath your fingers. He groans, his hips jerking as you stroke him.
“Oh..” he breathes, his voice filled with need. “Please.” You guide him to your entrance, feeling the heat of him against your wetness. He pauses, looking down at you with a question in his eyes. You nod, and he slowly pushes inside, his breath catching as he fills you.
You gasp, your body stretching to get used to him. He’s gentle, giving you time to adjust, his hands holding your hips as he moves the tip slowly in and out. You can feel every inch of him as he starts to push further in.
He leans down, kissing you softly as he moves. The rhythm is slow and steady, each thrust sending waves of pleasure through your body. You can feel the tension building again, your body coiling as he hits that spot deep inside you.
“Cam,” you moan, your fingers digging into his back. “Please.” He groans, his movements becoming more urgent. He sit up on his knees in between your legs before gripping your hips and thrusting at a faster pace. You can feel him getting closer, his body tensing as he chases his own release. You meet his thrusts, your body moving in sync with his, your breath coming in ragged gasps as he moans softly. “O-oh… shit… I- can’t hold it”
You bite your lip as you watch him lose control above you. His eyes are closed shut as he grips your hips tighter. “Come baby” you moan, running your hand over his arm.
he comes with a low groan, his body shuddering as he fills you. You feel a rush of love and connection, your own body following as you find your release again.
He collapses on top of you, his body slick with sweat, his breath coming in quick gasps. You wrap your arms around him, holding him close as you both come down from the high. After a few moments, he rolls off you, pulling you into his arms.
You rest your head on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. He kisses the top of your head, his arms tightening around you. “I love you,” he says, his voice soft. You look up at him, a smile playing on your lips. “I love you too.”
Rain ran down the windows of Ian’s apartment, turning the city outside into a blur. It was the kind of weather that made everything feel slow. You were sprawled on his couch, one leg hooked lazily over his while some random show hummed in the background. Neither of you had been paying attention to it for the past half hour.
Ian’s hair brushed against your temple as he leaned back, arm draped over your shoulders, his other hand scrolling on his phone. Every so often, he’d tilt the screen toward you, showing you some meme or clip he thought was funny, waiting for your reaction before going back to scrolling.
“Crazy how you just take up all the space,” he mumbled, His tone was teasing.
You turned your head ans scoff at him. “please.. your big ass is the one taking up the space.”
He chuckled, his eyes still on his phone. But his hand slid lower, brushing your against your waist, his fingers moving against the fabric of your shirt like he was testing the waters.
You didn’t stop him.
The background noise of the tv faded into nothing as he finally tossed his phone aside, turning fully toward you. “C’mere,” he said simply, tugging at your hip until you were on his lap, straddling him.
His lips found yours in a deep kiss, his hand sliding up your back beneath your shirt. The warmth of his skin against yours made you shiver, even though the room wasn’t cold. His thumb brushed along your side as his mouth moved against yours, deeper now.
“I love you” he murmured against your lips. You let out a small whimper in response, the sound making his hands slide down lower on your body
The couch creaked softly beneath you both as his kisses grew heavier, and as his hands guiding you to grind down against him.
The hum of the tv was nothing but background now, forgotten as Ian’s hands slid over you. He leaned back against the couch cushions, lips still tracing yours lazily, like he had all the time in the world to kiss you. His palms ran up your sides, slipping beneath your shirt until he could tug it over your head and toss it carelessly to the floor.
“Damn…” he muttered, his eyes stayed on yours tits as his hands squeezed them. His hands stayed on you, thumbs stroking soft circles against your nipples.
You tilted forward, capturing his mouth again, your hips shifting instinctively against his. The slow grind made him groan into the kiss.
“You feel that?” His voice is low and lazy. He presses you down harder against him, making you let out a quiet moan. You nodded, feeling the outline of his hard dick.
“Ian…” you breathed, your head fell against his forehead as his mouth moved down your throat. He kissed there slow sucking just hard enough to leave marks. “Say it again,” he whispered against your collarbone. You said his name again, a little more broken this time, and he smiled against your skin.
When he finally slid your shorts down, he did it like he was unwrapping something he’d been waiting on all day. He spread your knees wider over his lap, dragging his fingers through your slick with a curse. “So wet already. For me, huh?”
You nodded, lips parting, but he pressed two fingers inside you before you could answer. The stretch made your hips jerk forward, but he steadied you with his free hand on your hip.
He prepared you with thrusts of his fingers, curling them just right until your breath was coming out in little whines. “Ian.. please” His mouth was back on yours, swallowing your sounds, kissing you deeper every time you moaned for him.
By the time he pulled away, you were trembling over him. He lifts his hips and lowers his sweats, pulling himself free and guiding you down in one smooth motion. His dick sprang free, thick and already dripping with pre cum, his pink tip dragging against your inner thigh as he guided you over him.
The moment you sank down on him, both of you moan. the stretch making you bite down on his shoulder. He filled you completely. for a second, neither of you moved, just sitting there, looking into each others eyes, feeling every inch of him. You braced your hands on his chest, shuddering as he bottomed out, his eyes fluttering closed for a second before they locked back on you.
“Fuck, you feel perfect,” he whispered, his voice rough. His hands gripped your hips, helping you move, speeding the pace up.
You grip his shoulders as you ride him, the feeling of him inside you made you moan out. Every thrust was delicious. Your head fell forward against his shoulder, and his arm wrapped tight around your back, holding you close as you rocked together, the couch creaking at each thrust, your breathing synchronized.
“Right there, baby- don’t stop,” he moaned, voice thick in your ear as you quicken the pace. His thumb slid between you, finding your clit and rubbing circles until your body tightened around him. “Ian! Oh-“
your moans muffled against his skin as you clung to him, trembling through your high as you cum. He groaned at the way you squeezed around him, burying his face against your neck as he chased his own high. “Right there baby- fuck.. you feel so good”
With a final deep thrust, he spilled inside you, his breath coming ragged. For a moment, neither of you moved, you slumped against him, your cheek pressed to his bare chest, both of you still catching your breath. Ian’s fingers traced lazy circles across your back, his other hand draped heavy over your thigh, holding you close like he had no plans of letting go anytime soon.
The laugh track from the TV cut through the silence, way too loud for the moment. You both froze for half a beat, then broke into quiet laughter. He laughed and pulled you tighter against him, his arm squeezing around your waist as he kissed your forehead softly.
The both of you fell into silence, tangled together. He shifted just enough to grab the blanket off the back of the couch, tugging it over you both before sinking back into the cushions with a sigh.
“Wanna order something later?” he asked, his words slurred with sleepiness. “Mm. Pizza,” you mumbled against his chest. “Bet,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to your temple.
The Chilton workload should’ve knocked you out cold by now. There’s an untouched essay open on your desk, two textbooks still cracked halfway, and your uniform blazer tossed over the back of your chair. But you’re curled up on your couch instead, blanket tucked around your shoulders, rereading The Bell Jar.
You didn’t even mean to reread it. You’d just mentioned it earlier, sitting across from Jess at Luke’s, where you were supposed to be studying but somehow ended up reading each other lines out loud.
“You only like it because Plath is brutally honest and a little bit chaotic,” Jess says, shoving a fry in his mouth.
“And you only like it because she hates everyone” you fired back.
He’d smiled, you blushed, but neither of you mentioned it and kept talking about the book.
The phone rings beside you, You check the time. It’s 10:47 PM. “Hey.” You say softly, already knowing who it is.
“Thought you might be awake,” Jess says, his voice quiet. “I figured all the Chilton work was probably pulling you down.” You smile, curling deeper into your blanket. “It’s trying. But I’m fighting back.”
“I’m picturing you in some dramatic sword fight with a textbook.”
“Pretty close,” you respond, laughing softly. “Although, in my picture I’m losing.” There’s a pause, a good kind of pause.
“What are you doing?” you ask. “Lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, pretending I don’t want to call you.”
you smlie. “And how’s that going for you?” “Terribly,” he murmurs. “Obviously.”You look down at the corner of your book, where you’ve underlined too many lines that remind you of him.
“I liked what you said today,” Jess adds after a moment. “About how books feel safer than people most of the time.”
You nod, even though he can’t see you. “I meant it. But… sometimes people surprise you.” “Yeah?” “Yeah.” you say. “Like this kid I know who acts like he doesn’t care about anything but somehow remembers the exact quote I said six hours ago.”
Jess chuckles, playing with the page of the book he’s reading. “Sounds like a decent guy.” “He’s alright,” you tease. “A little moody. Bit of a smartass.”
“Sounds like your type.”
You’re quiet for a moment, head full of things you’re not brave enough to say out loud. “I guess” you joke, gaining a soft chuckle from him.
You squeeze the phone tighter, your lips parting to say something, but nothing comes out.
“You should come by tomorrow,” he says. “I’ll save you a seat in the diner.”
“Sure,” you say, smiling now. “And I’ll bring my homework I’ll pretend to do.”“And I’ll pretend not to stare at you the whole time.”
Your cheeks blush. “You’re not subtle, Mariano.” “I never said I wanted to be.” You both sit there in silence for a moment, smiling.
You roll onto your back, the blanket slipping down your shoulder. “I need to get some sleep.. Goodnight, Jess.” You say, secretly not wanting to hang up at all.
“see you tomorrow” he responds quietly with a smile. You wait until you hear the dial tone hums in your ear before hanging up.
IAN
backstage
lazy
JESS MARIANO
call you
hate
CAM CAMERON
first time
“bro where the fuck is ian? sxprano is almost done with his set.”
you let out a soft whimper as lan pins you against the wall, his lips brushing against your neck. "t-they’re calling you," you whisper to ian. "We've got time, baby," he mumbles back, a smirk on his lips. you smile back as his hands slide down your body to grip your ass. "face the mirror." he says, before taking a long puff from the blunt in his hand. you turn around placing your hands against the cold sink, glancing at him with a smile through the mirror, making him lean down and kiss you as he lifts your skirt.
the two of you are hiding in the bathroom of the venue where he's performing tonight. during mic testing, ian couldn't take his eyes off you, rapping his lyrics while locking gazes with you. the air was full of sexual tension between you two.
ian's hands quickly pull down your lacy pink underwear, desperate to touch you. “god damn,” he slaps your ass “you’re so sexy.” a giggle escapes your lips as you begin to grind back against him. “ian hurry,” you whine, “you’re wasting time.” he chuckles and puts his blunt down on the sink. he unzips his jeans and pulls them down along with his boxers “be patient.”
he grips your neck from behind and bends you over the sink. ians hand takes a hold of his dick and rubs it up and down against your wet folds. you bite your lip as you watch him through the mirror. his lips parted as he watches his dick slowly disappear in you.
the stretch from his dick made you close your eyes and grip the sink from the sting. “i-ian” you whimper. “shit- i know baby.. fuck”. you moan and look back up, the pain going away. “move baby”
ian smiles and straightens up his posture before gripping your hips and slowly thrusting into you to get you used to the feeling. “faster” you whine, reaching behind you and holding the wrist of his hand holding your waist.
ian moves your hand and pulls your hair to make you stand up straight. before you could say anything he starts pounding into you. you throw your head back against his shoulder and let moans flow out your mouth. “f-fuck ian…” “yeah? you like this shit huh?” you moan and nod your head.
“say it.” his left hand holds you in place from the neck while his other reaches down to your connected body’s to rub your clit.
you gasp and grip his wrist. “i-… fuck, i love it” he smirks and continues his fast thrusts, bringing you in to kiss his lips.
as you make out with ian, moaning against his lips, you two were interrupted by a bang on the door. “yo! ian, you gotta hurry up!” you pull away from his lips and cover your mouth. “fuck,” ian whispers, his fast thrusts not stopping. there’s no way no one can hear you both. “give me a minute! damn..”
you look at him through the mirror as his thrusts dont stop. ian bends you over the sink again and speeds up his movements while rubbing your clit. “w-we gotta hurry baby- fuck.” he moans.
you moan at the feeling, your knees coming together. you watch ian through the mirror, you know he's almost done. his lips are parted and he's staring at his dick thrusting into you. “you feel so fucking good baby” you moan and hold his arm behind you. “ian-“ you gasp “i'm cumming baby” “yeah?” he bites his lip “do it baby” he slurs as he slaps your ass and continues his harsh movements.
you hear his breathless moans and cum on him, your legs shaking as you grip the mirror. ian feels you clench around his dick as you finish and lets out a groan, finishing too.
“shiiit..” he moans, his lips parted, as he pulls out of you. You lay there, bent over the sink, trying to catch your breath and coming down from your high. Ian gently grabs your hand and stands you up, his voice deep, "You good, baby?
you laugh and nod. “yeah, im ok baby.” you lean up and press a kiss on his lips, he wraps his arm around your waist and kisses you back.
“ian! bruh come on!” ian groans and helps you clean up and straighten your clothes. as he’s fixing his pants you go back to the mirror and fix your hair.
“ill take you out after, ok?” he murmurs, coming up behind you to press a soft kiss to your neck. “take you to a nice dinner, then fuck you again in the hotel” you laugh and playfully push his head away “ian get out.”
He chuckles softly, pressing a kiss to your lips before taking a hit from his blunt as he steps out of the bathroom to get ready to go on stage.