victim / survivor

( I am thinking of faith now and the testaments of loneliness and what we feel we are worthy of in this world. ) ind. mutuals only and heavily au maeve donovan.

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if anyone is still around here! I'm still alive and going, maeve is now just over on @lookedinfinite

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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yo yo yo! find me at @doctordonovan if you want to keep the lovely maeve on your dash  x

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❀   ||    my own prerogative, hidden deep in my brain   [  insp.  ]

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 ❝   nope, puppy dog eyes aren’t going to work this time! ❜

 it's a lie and he knows it,     one that draws warm little smile onto features and gets barely hidden laugh.     she almost never truly asks for anything:    and,    in times where he so much as suspects it is something that matters to her,    maeve has never known kansas boy to do anything to stand in her way.    ❝   what if I say pretty please? do the physical attributes of the please make a difference?   ❞    small kiss comes to @duefaith​’s shoulder,  shifting in shared space to lie more propped up against him,   crossed arms resting on other's chest and leaning down to place gentle kiss to corner of his lips.

                           sleeping has never come naturally,    but at least when he is here between postings,  it's a little easier when he's within reach.

 ❝   come on.  you're the one running off to go twirl in the sky or whatever you do.   ❞    the fact she knows answer all too well does nothing to prevent the way she toys,  mock ignorance a poor fit for relaxed and vibrant frame.    ❝   or at least that's where you claim to go.  I haven't properly met any of your friends or family,  it's entirely possible you're just going back to the wife and kids.   ❞

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“Tell me to go. Tell me that’s what you want and I will walk away and you will never see me again.” “Is that what you want?” “I want you.”

Imagine Me & You (2005) dir. Ol Parker

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@gaerlhoss

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wcrlds​:

“    i’ll put it on my wishlist to santa,     ”       as glad as she is to be home again, and most just because it means the world isn’t ending again, she misses the excitement of the past year;    the different eras, the impossible problems that only their team could solve it.     let’s be honest, she misses her team, it is the only family she’s ever known, the most stable thing about her life has been a black ops organization that more than once considered killing her off for the greater good.

pets really weren’t in their future, not right now anyway.     “     who knows, we got a cool thing going here, maybe you’ll get something.     how about a turtle, i hear they aren’t that much work.   little lettuce, some sunlight, and they’re happy as rain.     ” she read that somewhere, or heard it, or more likely, she is talking out of her ass.    anyway, daisy johnson is feeling hopeful today, and before the flying pigs start pouring in, she is going to try and infect someone else with this unusual joy.

“     modern men are overrated.     ”

 pets are unlikely to ever be an option.    how could they be?    so much of her life is now spent treading the line between alive and working out how to possibly live in such conditions,    the world of fiction and stories merging into daily life until the very thought of own future is suffocating.    maeve and her ability are one    -    no matter how she may long to change that,    it is a simple fact.    to bring anything innocent into the danger that comes with existing near her isn't something she would willingly do to any being:    no matter how nice the company might prove itself to be.     ❝   sadly,    I've never had too much use for santa.    but hey,    maybe at Hanukkah I'll get one of those lights with fake floating fish.   ❞

 still,    there is the usual curve of lips,    usual dry mischief to casually offered remark.    ❝   turtle,    lettuce,    light. are you sure you weren't reading a recipe?   ❞    it is nice to see other's happiness regardless of the logic to it    -    never one to wish to pop or ruin such rare bubbles of actually content peace.     ❝    maybe you'll find yourself a superpowered pet on your adventures.    you've managed to find every other possible companion through time and space shenanigans,    it would only be fitting.   ❞

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this blog doesn’t officially become an archive until monday,   but for maeve’s birthday    (   because it’s maeve’s birthday   )  you should follow where my reboot will be @drdnvn​ !

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this blog doesn’t officially become an archive until monday,   but for maeve’s birthday    (   because it’s maeve’s birthday   )  you should follow where my reboot will be @drdnvn​ !