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You can either regret the moments you didn't live or reminisce on times where you almost died. Choice is yours. instagram: doitlikerainer13

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“Young, dumb and in love, the trifecta for lost souls who feel like they need someone to reassure them of their existence.”

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“You held my hand like it was the only one you had ever held and we danced. Danced like newlyweds in a reception hall full of laughter and kisses and love… Love resided in your eyes and it never left. Even when I broke your heart, even then it never left. Especially then.”

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“Where do the righteous hide their scars? Where do the broken go to be healed? Where do the lonely seek company? The answer is always, here. Wherever ‘here’ is.”

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“I think the beautiful thing about minds is their ability to persuade even the prideful. In one’s mind we can believe we are anyone we want to be.”

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“There’s no need to constantly reminisce and replay flashbacks of a time that seemed better than now because what’s better than now? Where’s better than here? At least here we can choose to do something, we can choose to be something. At least now we can actually make a change.”

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“We all fall apart sometimes. Piece by piece. Bit by bit. We all fall apart but we piece ourselves back together. Until one day we just don’t. And we’re aware of this. So we fall apart, you and I. Unashamed. With no regret but maybe sometimes hoping that this will be the last time. That maybe this time we just don’t. Maybe this time we stay broken. Today. Tomorrow. It’s all the same. Either way we fall apart.”

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“How truly selfish it is, to speak out of turn. Responsive, we are. A response. Not a conversation, just two mouths reacting in order to fill the vacant space between them. The awkwardness of silence. Brutal. So even if there is nothing to say we still speak or make noise. I can’t tell the difference anymore; so we speak. Uncertain of our substance. Unconcerned with our depth. Unaware of their lingering presence and our participation. Sometimes we speak not to be heard but to be known. Sometimes we listen only to advance our response. How selfish can we be? To respond in combat. Sometimes we just want to be heard, nothing else. Sometimes silence is the appropriate response.”

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“For the nights when the moon has illuminated shadows yet again. This is but proof that there is beauty in the darkness. It’s nights like these that humble me. Nights like these is where I shed light onto my own darkness and realize that I would be nothing without it.”

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“Could you tell me why you wince at every sudden movement? What made you want to hide your scars behind a battered smile. Who hurt you, love?”

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“I want to be fearless. I want to willingly dive head first into an endless ocean of everything uncomfortable. I want to swim with the snakes as they wrap around my neck and constrict at the slightest hint of fear. Maybe then I wouldn’t cringe at their hiss. Maybe then I wouldn’t be scared.”

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For anyone interested I started a writing page not too long ago, trying to get more of my work out there before creating a website. Would love you gave it a look and follow if it means anything to you!

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