HELLOO it’s been quite some time since i’ve posted anything on here, i posted a oneshot like two years ago and then pretty much dipped lol. but i have been writing still! i just unfortunately procrastinate too much and don’t finish half of what i start and then i lose motivation. but! that’s not the point of this, i’m working on hopefully writing more little drabbles and actually posting them, but i don’t currently have anything finished to my satisfaction, so i thought i’d do a little nsfw alphabet thing for mr john marston. why is it so hard to find oneshots about him i swear ive read just about everything there’s worth reading on ao3 twice now. so hopefully ill cook up a few of my own stories, but for now i have this. hope you enjoy! and let me know what you think! (and if you have any recommendations for john fics PLSPLSPLS send them my way)
John Marston, A NSFW alphabet:
a: aftercare
for awhile, it didn’t really cross his mind that you might want to be taken care of afterwards. he still doesn’t do much, not because he’s an asshole, but generally because you have sex in awkward places, like out in the woods where you have to be quick and rushed, but on the rare occasions when you’re able to have privacy and take your time, like if you can get a room somewhere, he’ll offer to help get you cleaned up.
as for if HE wants any type of aftercare, the first time you asked him he looked kind of bewildered. “huh? me?” but yes deep down he really really loves it when you offer, though he never asks out of both some kind of manly pride and also embarrassment.
b: body (their favorite body part on you and themselves)
on himself, he doesn’t like much because of all the scars he has, but if he absolutely had to choose, maybe his hands. sure they’re calloused and often dirty, and again, a bit scarred up, but in a way they make him feel strong. he likes to hold you with them and he loves how your smaller hand feels holding his.
on you, of course, he likes everything, but if he had to choose a favorite (or multiple) he likes your collarbones. he loves to kiss and and lick the gentle expanse of your skin there. he also loves your thighs and hips, and he loves, loves, loves, to squeeze and hold them, especially when you squirm underneath his touch, and he likes to leave marks on your skin around your hips and inner thighs. he loves your stomach too, and especially loves to kiss down your chest and stomach as he makes his way down to your center. he likes the fact that you’re smaller than him too, and that he’s able to pick you up with relative ease, but overall he loves all of your body and everything about you equally, and if you were to ask him his favorite part of you, he would say everything.
c: cum
A MUNCH. he loves to eat you out, part of the reason being he loves the way you feel slick against his chin and nose, especially seeing your reaction when he pulls away to look up at you, and he can’t help but love the taste and smell of your arousal. especially when it’s visibly soaked through your undergarments. john marston is not a religious man, but he’ll never pass up an opportunity to get on his knees for you. he generally tries to make you cum at least twice, once with his mouth usually and then again when he fucks you, but more on that later.
as for his own, he doesn’t have any particular feelings towards it, however, he loves to finish on you vs inside you because he’s terrified of getting you pregnant. one time he wasn’t fast enough because he was too worked up and he came just as he was trying to pull out, instead of on your stomach like he usually tries to, and the sight of your cunt dripping with his fluids was something he particularly enjoyed, but the whole pregnancy thing is still too much of a scare for him to make that a regular occurrence.
d: dirty secret
before he was able to touch you for the first time, he’d accidentally seen you naked by the river one day. he spent weeks avoiding you in camp afterwards, simultaneously trying to scrub the memory from his brain, but also hold onto it because he thought this would be the best he would get and that you would never go for a guy like him. it was a total accident but he still felt like a perv for the longest time.
e: experience
he doesn’t talk about it much/at all with you, but he’s been with his fair share of women and so generally knows what he’s doing. of course every woman is different, and none of the women he’s been with previously could ever compare to you. even with his experience, and the fact that he knows his way around your body, he still always feels like a giddy teenager having sex for the first time, fearful that he’ll screw things up or that you won’t enjoy yourself. but you have a way of allaying his fears.
f: favorite position
once again, he loves loves loves to use his mouth on you. he probably has some kind of oral fixation with how much he loves eating you out, but he also loves using his hands to get you off, making you cum on his fingers. he loves to tease you at camp, sneaking a hand under your skirt whenever he can get the chance.
as for an actual position, he would probably go with cowgirl. (fitting) although he loves to make you feel good, he also likes it when you take charge of your pleasure. he doesn’t like reverse cowgirl much at all though, as he loves to watch your face and your expressions as you grind yourself down on him.
g: goofy (vs being more serious)
he tries to be a mixture of both, but it all depends on his mood and the moment. if it’s been awhile and he really wants to touch you, he’ll be more serious, same with if you’re able to finally get a moment of privacy where he can actually take his time with you.
h: hair
john? shaving? you think he has time for that? (or honestly really even cares.) not at all. he doesn’t expect you to shave either.
i: intimacy
he wasn’t at first, but once he got comfortable with you, you found him to be very intimate, spending plenty of time kissing you all over. he likes to take his time with you. his hands are always touching some part of you, whether it be a gentle guiding hand upon the small of your back, his hands cupping your waist, or grabbing your ass as he walks by you, etc. and just as his hands are always touching you, his mouth is always complimenting you, telling you that you make him feel good, or that you’re that you’re being a good girl for him. he loves to praise you and make you feel good about yourself.
j: jerk off
prior to meeting you, he wouldn’t ever really touch himself, unless he got really worked up, but at camp it’s hard to get a moment to yourself and he feels that sneaking off to have sex is a lot less humiliating than sneaking off to shove your own hand in your pants. he’s not too proud to admit this, but generally, before you, if he really needed to get himself off, he’d try and find a lady he could pay to help him out.
k: kink
he loves praising you. he absolutely adores telling you how well you’re doing or how beautiful you look, as he loves seeing you confident and enjoying yourself, especially when it’s because of his words and his actions. he loves the sounds you make, and he loves to dote on you, and he knows you love it too, not out of some self-centered need for validation, but who doesn’t like being told they’re doing a good job?
he loves to tease you and make you beg for things. he loves to see the look of frustration on your face when he pulls his mouth or his hands away from you, seeing how needy you are for him. the way your voice gets whiny, and the way you look distraught without his touch, it does wonders to him.
he also absolutely loves when you grab and pull at his hair. it lets him know that he’s doing something good and that you’re beginning to lose control. he also loves your apologetic nature always saying sorry, or telling him you didn’t mean to hurt him. he finds it endearing.
l: location
he’s fine with wherever and had no qualms about getting you off in public (but secluded) places, but if he always had the option, he loves to have sex in more private areas where he can really take his time with you.
he does really like though when one of you is desperate to get off (typically after being gone away from camp/each other for awhile) and so you sneak off into the woods and he gets to fuck you up against a tree or something. maybe it’s because sex like this is usually pretty wanton and depraved, or also because the first time he got to touch you was in a scenario like this.
m: motivation (what turns them on)
when you tease him and act dumb about it. he loves it when you pout your lips, and bat your eyelashes acting coy. especially when you do this in public, knowing that he can’t do too much about it at the moment.
and again, he loves your neediness. when you whine at the loss of contact, or when you’re on your period and you can’t seem to get enough of him. (plus if you’re on your period he knows he can’t get you pregnant)
he also loves it when you take charge. telling him what you want him to do, how fast, how rough, etc. he loves when you’re vocal about what you want and what feels good or what doesn’t.
n: no
degradation. he would never dare call you a bitch, a slut, a whore, etc. he doesn’t shame other women for being into such things, (however, he does shame men a little bit for getting off on calling women degrading terms) it’s just not in his nature. he finds no pleasure in putting you down in the slightest.
bondage. he’s not particularly into tying you up and restricting your hands from roaming his body or naturally reacting to his stimulation. he loves seeing you grip the bedsheets and arch your back. plus tying you up would remind him too much of hogtieing someone.
o: oral
he definitely prefers to give, although he does love and wouldn’t ever object to receiving. when you give him head, he likes to watch the way your eyelashes flutter, and he loves moments when you pull away and he can see the strings of saliva connecting his dick to your mouth.
p: pace
he likes to be slow with you at first, building up your orgasm(s) in a teasing way, but of course not too slow. generally, he likes to make you come twice (or more sometimes!), depending on your sensitivity. when he’s fucking you he tends to go faster, as generally by that time he’s already made you cum with his mouth and/or fingers, so you’re extra needy and begging, and what kind of man would he be if he didn’t give you everything you ask for?
q: quickie
he’s not terribly fond of quickies, as mentioned he likes to take his time with you. but he’s not entirely impartial to them. you have your fair share of them because it’s hard to find time to actually treat you like the woman you deserve to be treated as.
r: risk
he loves the risk of being caught, it gives him a huge adrenaline boost. sure there’s nothing more he enjoys than having a private space for some time so he can really make you come undone, but there’s something he finds extremely hot about sneaking to get you off, or trying to be quiet while at camp.
s: stamina
he has a decent stamina, although he generally doesn’t last too long, lesser so when you take the lead on things (what can he say? he loves a woman in power) this is one of the reasons he loves to focus on your pleasure because generally by the time he’s fucking you, he’ll be quick to release, especially if you use coaxing words. every word and sound that comes from your mouth has an extreme effect on him and you know it.
t: toys
he has a pair of handcuffs he stole off a lawman once.
u: unfair
he loves to tease you, but he also loves when you tease him. he loves when you’re shy and submissive, but he also loves when you act a bit bratty, not in the sense that he has to “tame” you, but he likes knowing that you talk back to him rather than being wholly submissive to him. he likes a balance of both.
again, he also does like to deny you of his touch sometimes too, especially in the middle of things. the way you whine when he pulls his fingers or mouth away, especially when he knows you’re close to finishing. “relax darlin’, i’m right here still.”
v: volume
he’s loud. you tease him for it often, but he really can’t help himself most of the time. he finds it embarrassing but he knows how much he loves when you make sounds like that, and he can tell that you love the sounds he makes just as much. this is why doing things at camp is pretty seldom.
w: wildcard (random hcs)
while he doesn’t like to feel like he “owns” you, he does have this sense of possessiveness over you. he loves it when you wear flattering and/or revealing outfits when you’re out together, knowing that you’re beautiful and confident, but that he’s the only one who gets to touch you and hear your beautiful sounds. he also likes to refer to you as his, calling you things like “my girl,” etc.
he also does get jealous a lot of times. he doesn’t like it when you’re alone with the other men at camp (not that he doesn’t trust you) and nothing makes him more angry than seeing another man’s eyes lingering on your body for too long.
he really really likes putting his fingers in your mouth. often times before he fingers you he’ll have you suck on/lick his fingers to get them wet.
he LOVES to leave marks on you. sometimes he doesn’t know his own strength in the moment and he’ll leave bruises on your hips/waist/ass from the strength of his grip. he always feels bad afterwards because he’d never want to intentionally hurt you, but you reassure him that it’s okay.
x: x ray
he’s big, but not too big, somewhere around 6 inches. not very girthy, but enough to get the job done. his tip is a pinkish, almost peachy, nude color.
y: yearning
he’s always yearning for you, not that he’s constantly a horned up freak, but whenever you make it known that you want him, he’s never one to turn down the opportunity.
z: zzzzz
if you’re in a place where sleeping after having sex is possible, he always tries to wait for you to fall asleep first, and generally, he’s not that successful. when you’ve worn him out, the thrumming of your heartbeat, and the way your fingers gently scratch at his scalp lulls him to sleep. sometimes, although he tries not to, he passes out nearly immediately afterwards. he has a hard time sleeping, and does so much easier and better with you in his presence, something else he wouldn’t admit to. he also loves to sprawl out in his sleep.
i'm hoping to do more soon! they actually have a pretty nice variety, specially scully. feel free to reply if you have any suggestions for next ones :D
well- the first week of my october movie marathon is complete. so far, my favorites are creature from the black lagoon and invasion of the body snatchers.
i'll add some more slightly in depth reviews below
dracula (1931)
firstly, i love the vibes. the whole aesthetic is great, i just wish more time was spent at dracula's castle, and that there were more scenes w his wives, but that's just cuz i love beautiful women and beautiful vampire women at that. this is the first movie ive watched from the 30s, and i have to say it's quite a step up from my enjoyment of nosteratu, which if im going to be honest, i mainly couldn't get into because it was a silent film, im sorry i just dont think i can get into silent movie watching, but ill try again someday. i do however still have a deep appreciation for nosferatu due to its historical significance, and im very excited to watch robert egger's nosferatu when it comes out. in terms of scariness, i think count orlok is creepier in appearance but bela lugosi's count dracula is iconic when it comes to the idea of vampires, i just love the gothic aesthetic. one thing i don't particularly understand is why renfield became like dracula's slave. upon watching i was under the impression dracula had turned him to a vampire when his three wives tried to close in on him and he sent them away so he could have him to himself, but instead renfield just became his slave who was obsessed with eating spiders and wanted dracula to turn him to a vampire? idk. did i enjoy this movie? kind of. do i think ill ever be watching it again? probably not. am i glad i watched it however? yes, absolutely!
frankenstein (1931)
now this movie i enjoyed a tad bit more than dracula, i found it more compelling, and i found that i could get into the monster character of frankenstein more than i could dracula, but this is mostly because i was able to see and be with frankenstein's monster from his creation to his ending. i really loved the opening bit before the movie played: "i think it will thrill you. it may shock you. it might even horrify you.", and also how frankenstein's actor was simply listed as a question mark in the opening credits. brilliant! anyways, i understand people have criticisms of this movie adaptation as it differs from mary shelley's original work, which yes i have read... partially. (i read it in college but i was also going through a bad mental health period at the time so i skipped my english class a lot 🙃) but as for this movie adaptation itself without comparing it to her original story, i liked it! i feel i was able to get more into this film as i developed more feelings and connections to the characters than i did to any characters in dracula, and i don't mean to compare the movies too much, but well, they were released the same year so. i sympathized with frankenstein's monster a bit, as he didn't understand that he was a "monster" and hell i would've attacked fritz too. fuck that guy. a very small criticism i have is the scene when fritz steals the brain. i understand he stole the "criminal" brain because he accidentally dropped the "normal" brain jar (dumbass) but... wouldn't the brain still have been fine? couldn't he have picked it up off the ground and still used it? i mean dr frankenstein was literally sewing dead body parts together so who cares if the brain was a little dirty, although i suppose it could've been damaged in the fall, and that's probably the idea they were going for, but like. i feel like it would've still worked and been fine cuz it was in a glass jar and it wasn’t that big of a drop lol... but let's ignore that and move onto them using the abnormal brain. how did dr frankenstein not know until dr waldman told him? i know he was under the assumption that fritz was retrieving the normal brain, but hello? the jar was clearly labeled. like i said though this is a small criticism, im just being nitpicky here. i did quite enjoy this film, and im excited to watch bride of frankenstein at some point!
the wolf man (1941)
this movie, i don't have much to say about. coincidentally, bela lugosi has stared in the first ever 30s movie and first ever 40s movie ive watched, although in a smaller role. anyways, i unfortunately was a bit tired while watching this film as i had a long day that day so i slept through a small bit of it 😬 i watched most of the film though so im still counting it! and i looked up the wikipedia plot, as i do with a lot of movies anyway lol. but for my thoughts on the film... larry talbot was a creep weirdo in the beginning when he was trying to flirt w gwen Like okay... i know it was the 40s and it wasn't necessarily intending to be creepy but STILL. "oh im psychic (not actually i was spying on you) and i know you have these specific earrings up in your bedroom random woman i've never met before 🤪." you're a FREAK!!! anyways, i did somewhat enjoy watching this, however, it wasn't as good as i was expecting/hoping, and so far, this is my least favorite out of what ive watched this october. i'm not saying this was an awful movie by any means, it just wasn't my cup of tea, which honestly i should've expected cuz im not big into werewolf stuff. im still glad i watched it for the experience though, and maybe sometime ill try revisiting it without falling asleep lol, as there were bits of it i did enjoy.
creature from the black lagoon (1954)
now this movie, i actually enjoyed more than i thought i was going to! i'm generally not big on creature features in all honesty, but yeah as i said i enjoyed this one quite a bit! i love the costume design of the creature A LOT, and the underwater scenes were very well done. i think i like this movie as well frankenstein because these "monsters" aren't evil. they're just curious and misunderstood. the creature didn't attack carl's assistants (i forgot their names whoops) because it’s a bloodthirsty beast, but because it felt threatened and they attacked first. i don't regard this movie as scary, cuz well, in terms of horror we've progressed quite a lot since the 50s, but also because i feel a sense of sadness for the poor creature. i know it attacked/ kidnapped kay, (as well as attacking others too ofc) but i don't think this was out of malicious intent, i think the creature was fascinated with her, which obviously i’m not saying that makes it all okay cuz bitch i'd be scared too if the creature abducted me and brought me to its lair. anyways, i also skimmed the wikipedia plot for this movie, cuz like i said, i do that a lot, and the sentence "the group goes aboard the tramp steamer rita, captained by crusty lucas." made me laugh cuz like okay whyre you calling this dude crusty LMFAO 😭😭
invasion of the body snatchers (1956)
wow! this movie was great! i loved the suspense! also, i must say, becky was so beautiful and i absolutely adore the first outfit she was wearing, that dress was gorgeous on her. i also loved how she was treated as capable and not just a female character constantly needing protection of men, i think she was just as much of a hero and a star of the film as dr bennell was. it made me quite sad when she was taken over by one of the so called "pod people", i wish her and miles could've made it together, but i did like that her becoming a pod person added to miles sense of isolation at the end of the film, knowing he was the only human left out of santa mira, so im not too upset she was turned. anyways, the idea/plot of this movie is a little goofy lol, like seed pods from outer space that grow and duplicate human bodies, but that's what makes it fascinating. it's unique and interesting! and i like that there's this layer of fear added in that once these pod people take over, there'll be a loss of humanity, of love, of grief, of all feeling. humanity will cease to exist, and so will human connection as everyone will become an emotionless replica. that's the true horror. this has easily become one of my favorite movies i've watched from the 50s, and with how much i enjoyed it as well as creature from the black lagoon, i think i need to watch more 50s horror! also i'm very excited to eventually watch the 1978 version with donald sutherland.
blood and black lace (1964)
my first movie in color, and wow i must say, the colors are AMAZING! i’m writing this after just having watched the opening credits, and im already obsessed!!! i wish we could still have technicolor films today, and i don’t entirely understand why it’s considered impossible but whatever. anyways, a small criticism i have before i continue watching is that the movie is italian, but the audio is an english dub. i tried finding the original italian audio, but i guess it doesn’t exist and if i wanted to watch it in italian, it would still be a dub, so thats pointless. also- and i know this isn’t the movies fault, but the subtitles didnt match up, they said the gist of what the characters are saying but its worded differently so… there’s no point in having those on either, which is annoying as i like to watch movies with subtitles. not the end of the world, so i’ll continue as this movie still looks great visually and the plot intrigues me.
now that ive finished watching it- i can honestly say this movie was kind of mid. don’t get me wrong, i liked the plot, but somehow they made it seem… plotless?? i don’t really know how to explain it. i honestly would really love to see a modern remake, but only if they could keep the vibrant colors! that’s one thing i absolutely loved ESPECIALLY the reds! stunning!!! also lowkey all i could think abt whenever the killer was on screen was that he looked like slenderman 😭😭😭 i didn’t hate this movie by any means, but i really couldn’t get into it, and i feel so conflicted abt that because the plot does fascinate me, but the execution was just not great. it wasn’t even bad really but like i said, somehow they excelled at making it seem so boring!!! and i don’t really like the ending that much cuz like, usually im all for a woman getting revenge but girl u were literally complicit in the murders so… the whole revenge thing i think they were going for wasn’t super satisfying.
suspiria (1977)
so this movie was similar to blood and black lace with the dubbing and whatnot, however i watched this one with an italian dub, as that’s just the audio that the site i watched it on had. and again, the subtitles were a little wonky at times, which is no fault of the movie ofc, but like sometimes there would be random numbers and instead of having a double l, it would use a quotation mark? (like instead of the word “well”, the subtitles would say we”) anyways, i believe this movie was in technicolor too, as the colors were so vibrant and visually appealing. the audio design on this movie was great too, i really enjoyed that. as for the plot… it was kind of boring? it was a bit slow and i didn’t really feel any intensity or suspense while watching, but the last like 15 or so minutes i did get quite into it. the colors for these scenes were GREAT i absolutely loved the yellows. i must say though, a handful of the kills in this movie felt… pointless idk. so did some of the scares too. i did enjoy this movie, and i will be watching the 2018 remake eventually, which hopefully, even though it won’t be in technicolor obviously, will still keep up with the lighting and colors somehow. that’s one thing i just absolutely adored, especially in the ending like i said. with this thought, im going to try and seek out more technicolor horror films as im just genuinely so obsessed, that’s one thing this movie got absolutely right. also, i didn’t intend to watch blood and black lace and suspiria back to back for this reason, but apparently dario argento was influenced by blood and black lace when making this film, which makes sense bc they’re quite similar, and so im kinda glad it ended up working out this way.
It's interesting how all those ship wars are about pitting two women against each other and never about the man who is the actual problem here. Neither of those two women deserve him. They deserve 100% better.
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