One things I have found hard to do after sobering up is dealing with all my mental problems. And yes I know that I have made it so far and keep going everyday with cravings etc and not caving back into drugs and booze but like damn I wish I never have cave into drugs or booze like realizing how much it effected myself and more importantly how much it effected the ones that were around me and how much it effects to my present. Relationship. Doesn’t matter family. Friends or Lover .only I had ask for help only if I had just reached out to someone only if I had the family that cared only if I had the strength during that time but only thing I can do in the present is to try to get through this and stay strong. Especially for the people I love which are only 4 people . And to those 4 people. I’m sorry that I’m a mess and that I’m trying to learn how to deal with life sober and thank you for having such a understanding. And I hope that everything keeps goin the way it is
