EVERY PERSON IN YOUR LIFE IS RIGHT. 😅
This is a version of "Every person in your life is a lesson and a test"
Now what do I mean by this?
You know how you sometimes want to achieve something, and you tell people around and they're like: nah, you can't do that, it's too hard, etc?
Well, they are right. Your subconscious doesn't like change, so if you try to start something new, the people around you will reflect that. But it's deeper than that. Because if you give up because of naysayers, you proved "them", in the illusory external world, right... 😅
So you not moving forward and being consistent with your new affirmations, your new business, your new skincare routine, etc, it's either:
A. Proof you are NOT ready to change
B. Proof you are not willing to change despite your ego trying to keep you safe.
But it's okay. Because every person is a lesson and a test.
When I met my arch nemesis, she cursed me into oblivion. I tried to curse her back and got bad karma. I hated her. The moment she kinda disappeared from view was when I finally told her in my mind "I love you" so much, opposing my own ego that wanted to win, not be humbled.
My mom stressed me out most of my life. Turns out she was put in my life for karmic reasons (which is never about fault and guilt but about learning lessons the soul came to learn). She taught me f***ing patience and still is. She's finally retired and the more she is recovering from decades of hard work by just chilling, she is turning into this beautiful, intelligent woman that I love being around.
We had a complicated relationship because she's an Aries, I'm a Saggi with Lilith in Aries (meaning I can't stand Aries women lol), and for probably like 21 years my ego's goal was to "escape my mom", meaning move to another country and not talk to her until I feel like I have empowered myself so much that I can finally speak to her without her overpowering me and dominating me energetically, basically.
But there is no one out there taking your power away or truly being more powerful than you, chill, you're just learning a lesson about power. Maybe how to be powerful without hurting others.
Maybe you feel judged. Then why do you friggin judge yourself and other so much? Especially others lol. That's a tough cookie, we all judge, but we wouldn't know others judge us unless we judged others.
And you wanna be loved, so you feel like you lack love, but how have you shown yourself love, as well as others? you don't have to move from your spot at all, just imagine u're hugging someone, or hugging the earth or whatever ET you like lol. Hug yourself too. Hug your little child inside that feels lonely or not chosen or upset you're not giving it play time: watercolors, stretching, a walk outside, anything.
So you see, everyone you meet is a lesson and a test. Things that are easy to do can be fun, but look at the things you consider hard: that's almost always where the soul lesson lies.
For example for me I'm afraid to go outside because I feel like people are unsafe, but my akashic record reader told me my biggest lesson in this life is about connection with other human beings and feeling safe beyond the online/virtual world.
And let's take the one I've been battling with most of my life: money. I mean what I've learned from trynna manifest big amounts of money was I had to stop putting them on a pedestal, and I had to let go of the desire, truly. I mean, it's better to dettach than obsessively manifest with a huge feeling of lack. Some of you might not get this now, but there comes a point when you just need to give up on your hardest to get desires, like: what if nothing ever changes? what if I don't succeed! Would that be so bad? Would that be so horrible? Because as it is right now I have so many things to be grateful.
When I finally reconnected with God/Source I askem him/her desperately: Why??? Why don't you just give me money? And they said: "Why don't you see all of my gifts?" And I thought like yeah, I'm f****ing dumb. Of course, I have to be grateful for what I have now, otherwise I'll always be looking for more and not stopping to smell the flowers 😅.
And all of this, even money, has to do with our relationships with other people, because money influences these relationships deeply, whether you lack em, you have em, or you have tons of it. And it's those little voices that people around you or even people in your imagination have once, let's say, you have the money.
I wanna mention I script and affirm throughout the day, and I get these downloads lately and some our through suffering. There's this guy who says if you wanna suffer less, learn your lessons faster so let's pray we do that 🙏🏻🌸 Bless y'all 🦋🙏🏻
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