DON_IRL

I follow from, like from, and main @gmvofficial My blog to post about real things!

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Hi!!

This used to be my venting space, and while this will remain to be such, I will be rebranding this blog to also post about my irl endeavors!

This will include videos and images of me just existing, because I need to remind myself that I'm a human being, too.

And, unfortunately, not just a concept on the internet.

>> ABOUT ME!

My name is Don. Most people in my life know me as my deadname, but here I want to be referred to as Don. In videos, if you hear the name Emily, they're referring to me.

I use He/They pronouns and masculine terms. Please don't ever use feminine terms to refer to me.

I am taken!!! Yippee yippee

I like to draw. My art will be posted here, but primarily on @gmvofficial or @glitchymaskedyume

Heres evidence that im a real human being wooo

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888

What is this, some kind of Project Hail Mary and The Stanley Parable crossover episode?

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(Can I get a cameo on the dongetsreal blog… I’m sure you could get pretty real about me…)

I have many things to say, yes! But this blog is also for a general audience, so...

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I love yard work I feel so strong and masculine even though I had to use all my force to use a hoe because I have no strength in my feeble body

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not sad or suicidal but I curiously thought about relapsing (NOTHING HAPPENED) and its come to my attention that it's been so long since I've cutted that I genuinely forgot how to like i cant even imagine it anymore

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IM HIDING IN THE BATHROOM BECAUSE THE LIBRARY WAS CLOSED AND IDK WHERE ELSE TO WAIT FOR 3RD BLOCK FOR MY EXAMS AND IM PRETTY DAMN SURE SOMEONE IN HERE IS USING A VIBRATOR. I CAN HEAR THE BUZZING. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT.

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oh my goodness.

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My abuser is apologizing to me? #wutdatmean

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yeah ok boobs are fine I guess

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lowk watching hadestown with my aunt. Kind of nervous

@staircasewarlock go hades go

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bro said ze gets notifications for my stuff on this blog that means ze's gonna get this on zir phone

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trying to get out of my depressive state and clean my room

(sorry the camera is blurry. I accidentally stumbled upon something triggering on twitter and now my hands are shaky but im posting progress to distract myself from it)

Just sorted my desk, now im folding my laundry

Gonna try to clear up my floor and remake my bed after

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chat I'm stuck in dehydration limbo

my head hurts if I don't drink water for a while but then when I do drink water I have to pee a lot

it makes me tweeeaaaaaaaaakkk

is this TMI? prolly

do I care? tch no this is my diary I can say what I want

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my disdain for cereal grows every morning I have to force a bowl down just so I dont starve before lunch

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I havent posted here in a while

Im getting better, so I guess I just dont have much to vent about

Ive been overcoming my hypersexuality, so thats fun.

Hmm

I guess I could post my diary entires here. I left my journal at my mom's house though

But yeah im not dead

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sometimes, I miss you and wonder what would've happened if I didn't break up with you

but then we talk for not even 10 minutes and I immediately remember why I left.

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he almost made me choke btw

like

okay

he choked me once

with his hands

but he also force fed me a sandwich and wouldn't let me pause to chew my food and swallow. he kept shoving it in. I had to push him off of me and chug my drink so I could actually swallow.

idk why I didn't break up with him then

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ive been threatening to kill myself a lot.

chat does he know that he doesn't have the balls to do that?????????