I’m not sure how to work this anymore but here we go: left because I had a person of trust use my words against me and I didn’t know what was real and what wasn’t anymore. Apparently nothing I know is real. Can’t trust my thoughts. Feel like I’ve been deliberately stoned. I don’t want to do that anymore but the only change is the year, not the situation. I’m in a program rn and wowee is it fucking evident that nothing matters! Wish I could walk up and tell you.
Sometimes I wish it was 2012 because then I would have more teeth enamel and lung function.
Self care is choosing American spirits.









