Don't try to resurrect

slowly dying while loving even harder

[love]

[difficult]

“I wonder if you ever talked about me to someone.”

— Unknown (via difficult)

[eliminated]

[dopaminek1ller]

Some do

[dopaminek1ller]

“Addiction is terrifying. Love can’t even save you.”

— // (via lnfinitelyfucked)

[dopaminek1ller]

Repost because it holds more truth than one would want to believe

[dopaminek1ller]

[tullipsink]

[recaption]

[lonely]

Insta @impure

[lonely]

[anartfreak]

[kumi-the-skeleton]

feelings

[craigslits]

[nidhibhasin]

Crying (waiting)

The thing is

I guess my heart is too heavy

And I need to cry

But I’ve forgotten how to

I want to cry

But the tears won’t come

And I am free to scream

Yet it feels like someone has a hand on my mouth

So I stare blankly at the ceiling

Lying on the bed in a dimly lit room

I think something

And suddenly my whole body hurts

So empty

Maybe the fan speed is too high

Maybe thats why I feel so cold

I think about love, companionship, happiness, 

warmth of someone’s words and body..

And I laugh

(“No one is coming” I whisper)

Trying to push the bullshit away

I laugh and then I feel my cheeks wet

I laugh and it seems I am not laughing

I laugh and I guess I am crying

But this isn’t helping

Infact its making my heart even heavier

Crying or laughing or whatever this is

It’s not helping

And now I want to stop

But I can’t even breathe

Chocking on my own..

Tears? Laughter?

(The irony makes me weak)

I dont know what to do

So i lie there

Waiting for it to pass..

Waiting.. waiting.

-Nidhi Bhasin.

[dopaminek1ller]

Everyday

[coral]

“It kills me, I care for you so much and I mean nothing to you.”

— (via coral)

[the-drug-addicts-diary]

“they will prepare you for your first high. they will tell you what to expect, they will tell you all they can about the taste, the sting, the rush. they will tell you how you might feel euphoric, how it will be fun and how you will enjoy literally every second of it, how you will wish these moments could last forever. but they won’t prepare you for your first crash. they won’t tell you about the suffering of addicted soul and mind. they won’t tell you how painful it is to crave another hit, but realizing it won’t really give you what you want or need. they won’t tell you about the desperation, lies, fights, tears, consequences, fear, psychosis, injuries and how you will wish these moments wouldn’t last forever…while knowing they probably will.”

— 14 hours of sobriety

[dopaminek1ller]

Will you please talk to me

[approvers]

[ramibabe]