Hello! Just wanted to make this introductory post—welcome to my blog! It’s mainly me reblogging posts regarding ORV, possibly other fandoms, or rambling about the pains of writing (as I also attempt to write my first original novel!)
Most recent fics with links:
we should just kiss like real people do (7.5k words; Kim Dokja/1863rd Yoo Joonghyuk; rated E)
but I’ll think about you, in december (8k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; rated T)
star in the night (17k words; Kim Dokja/Secretive Plotter; Rated: E)
The rest can be found below!
smoke + mirrors (12k words; Kim Dokja/Secretive Plotter; Rated: E)
How to Kiss Your Lover: Lessons with Yoo Joonghyuk (10k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: T)
the safest place is your arms (4k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: G)
words left unsaid (still, my heart is yours) (63k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: M)
why do I love you? (5.2k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: M)
One of the Boys (3.5k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: M)
thanatophobia (4.9k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: G)
Confessions of a Dying Lover (7k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: T)
ashes in the wildfire (41k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: M)
joonghyuk does not dream of bunny boy sunbae (24k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: T)
Peeker’s Advantage (19k words; Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk; Rated: M) [Now with a podfic by the lovely @kickit-kick ]
…and there’s more to come! Stay a while, won’t you? :)
“Kim Dokja. My father had given me that name so that I would become a strong man even if I was on my own. But thanks to that, I was instead living as your average lonely guy.
In short, my life was like this: Kim Dokja, 28 years old, single.
My hobby was reading web novels on the subway while going home from work.”
— Chapter 2, Ep. 1 "Starting the Paid Service"
Courting Kim Dokja for Alpha Yoo Joonghyuk would be a nightmare. Imagine, there's this Omega. But he won't let himself be touched or cared for. He won't allow himself to be helped or tended to, he refuses to be scented, and locks down on his heats like a cycle might actually kill him.
And it drives Yoo Joonghyuk nuts. Even Lee Seolhwa, as independent and self-reliant as she is, accepted help. Gifts. Service and assistance. But every time Kim Dokja skips one of his meals or keeps a secret or goes off on his own when Yoo Joonghyuk is right there, ready and willing and able, it feels like rejection. You aren't worthy and I won't bother with you.
“I was looking at the moment a human’s spirit collapsed. There was a broken voice. Like a creaking machine, Yoo Joonghyuk stammered, “Wh,at… should, I, d…o?”
