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#dog #dogs #paw #pawprint #rainyday #hologram #holographic #friends #shadow #shadows

feeling sick . & sorry for myself

body dysmorphia

#body #ice cream #snack #boobs #alternative #body positive #black light

I didn’t write anything about you. I love myself. I wouldn’t know what tone to use, who to target as the audience, and what music to listen to while I wrote. I am trying to get over how easily you hated me. I meant everything I said and then some and I wish you wanted to listen to me more than you wanted to be the center of attention. I know I’m accidentally searching for your fucking face in mine.

#gif #iwasgonnadieyoung #badpoetry #sadish

you’re 23 and you’re in your prime

#me #girl #23 #youth #anxiety #undressed #robe

I just have nothing to compare it to #stopsingingmeghan #words #songwriting #iguess #wordvomit

#songwriting #wordvomit #iguess #words #stopsingingmeghan

lil booties matter lol

#butts #lilbutt #girl #curvy girls #skinny #b&w #chubby #booty #lil booty #skin #grey

culturenlifestyle

#art #doodles #women #feminism #real life #eat #food #naked #chubby #silly #undies #socks #girls

Brain: I love you Mouth: ok byeee

#everyday #life #twenties #average #me #whatever #quote #awkward #why am i so awkward #awkwardness #love #cute #qt #tinder

I'm not an awful person. I'm always in a fog. I'm not a bug or weed or tumor and I'm more than just a dog. I'm not afraid of spiders and I'm not afraid of cops. I'm afraid of men and feel trapped in my own thoughts. I'm strange and I'm a stranger and I can never understand, but frequently I check myself and focus on my hands. I never recognize my face and I'm not sure how I seem, but my mistakes and independence cause the stretch marks on my self esteem. I am me and I'm constantly turning pages to search for what that means. I am mistakes riddled in wisdom and yet my logic is always flawed; I have no answers or relief and yet I am my own God. I apologize for wasting space and time and yet I am a fool; I belong just where I am and must accept my tarnished rules. I am not golden but I deserve to treat myself as I would anyone; I am through apologizing and offering explanation. I am everything I was and nothing I will be, I am lost and found and constant; what will be, will be. #reflection #self #selfworth #women #poet #midnight #student #love #life #whatever #myfault #everythingismyfault #selfesteem #keepgoing #justdoit #itsok