thebignoonegetsme

My name is Josiah.

[orphanedinstoryville]

Tetsuya Ishida 

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i pretty much only like getting high and playing guitar

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moon

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nevermind. i feel fine. i’m probably bipolar though

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i’m really struggling to establish any sense of joy, connection, or optimism

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I was a guest on a podcast recently!

My friend @ninefingersmusic runs a podcast called Alchemy of Artistry, and my song Take Me Back -- from my most recent solo release, the Building Blocks EP -- is featured in the newest episode.

We analyzed the meaning behind the lyrics, discussed my musical history, and I explained the differences between my three projects -- @bloomingheads, @little-tiny-knife, and my solo project -- the best I possibly could. And, overall, just had a really lovely chat with a really lovely person.

Here's a clip of Nine asking me about what particular indie pop show I'm referencing in the first verse, and why the show had me reflecting on practicing self-love (hint: it was a Tessa Violet show)...

Listen to the whole thing on spotify, if you've got about an hour to kill!

(photo cred: @xahferd)

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neat

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here are some pictures from the show last weekend at luna’s

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transphobia is getting on my fucking nerves today

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i fear i may never feel joy or a sense of connection ever again.

i never wanted to be alive. i mostly just feel tired all the time. sometimes i feel sorry. i’m not sure why though.

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pretty sure my situationship is going to breakup with me today.

find out next time on dragon ball z

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photos i took at gigs this weekend. one is at musiclandria and another was at stab comedy theater.

god you guys. i’m so tired all the time. i wonder if i’m getting enough iron

[bloomingheads]

Got some of the photos from our show back in January!

📸: @ChrysieKay on twitter

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i did not get the job i wanted and now i am sad.

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oops i did it again