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“When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies.” ― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan

[dougie-sa-blog]

I bought a shirt today

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[alecstjames]

Oh…sounds like fun. But I’m happy you’re home, and you’re safe. You’ll be better there. I sent you chocolate on the post, I dunno when you’ll be getting it but…it’s the thought that counts! I kinda miss your adorable face, but I have beautiful pictures of you to keep me distracted. I’m sorry…that was creepy, I don’t do that. Uh…wanna skype?

[dougie-sa-blog]

Me too, some weird stuff was happening on the train back home and it's a long story. But I'm back and I'm safe and alive and all that. You sent me chocolate? You're the best. I sent you some of those marshmallow treats, I thought you'd like them maybe? It's not creepy at all, I'd love to skype.

[alecstjames]

How are you? How was easter? Did you have a great time? 

[dougie-sa-blog]

I'm okay, I'm home now. Uh, it was fine. I just stayed in my room.

[alecstjames]

Hi, curly.

[dougie-sa-blog]

Hey babe......

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[resplendentxabrams]

You shouldn’t have left in the first place.

[dougie-sa-blog]

I know but everything was over whelming and after the thing at the store with those guys.....I just panicked. But I'm home now. I don't plan on going anywhere.

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[resplendentxabrams]

Whatever you did wasn’t a very smart decision considering the fact that you worried your family.

[dougie-sa-blog]

I was supposed to get back four days ago. I tried, something bad happened.....but I'm here now. I'm alright....

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[resplendentxabrams]

It takes you this long to arrive?

[dougie-sa-blog]

I.....something happened and I got stuck out there. I don't want to talk about it. My dad said I couldn't talk about it.

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[kristensource]

Don’t be afraid about not fitting in.It’s hard not to pay attention to that when you’re young, but being different means you’re being you.

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Text || Dougie

Sebastian: Where are you?

Dougie: Right outside of San Francisco.....

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Text || Dougie

Sebastian: Filed a missing person's report. Most likely if the police find you before me you are going to have to go to county jail, stay there until they book you and contact me then go to court because of truancies. From there I'm going to have to pay a fine and you'll have to do community service. The summer sun is going to be killer while picking up trash on the side of the highway.

Sebastian: Maybe I will ask them to keep you in a cell overnight because of all the stress that you adding on to my already unnecessary stress.

Sebastian: Running away is such a stupid way to deal with your problems because it doesn't solve anything.

Sebastian: I hope you realize that.

Sebastian: Come home. Now.

Dougie: I......

Dougie: Daddy, I'm so sorry

Dougie: I messed up and bad things are happening and I need help please......please.

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[alecstjames]

I know how you get, which is exactly why I worry. I try my hardest, but I don’t always seem to suceed. But if you ever feel bad, you could..Send me a text or an email. I’ll try my best to respond. I know long distance relationship aren’t ideal but I swear that when I get back, I’ll be all yours. In the meanwhile, you’re strong and I know that you’ll be great on your own. I love you to te furthest star in the sky, and back.

[dougie-sa-blog]

It wasn't your fault, Alec. I know that. And it's okay. You're safe. That's all I care about it just....it sucks. I will, I'll text you every day to remind you that you're the one thing on my mind. When you get back I may never let you go......thank you. I love you so much. You're my Peter Pan and I'm your Wendy. 

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[alecstjames]

Dougie….just take deep breaths. Calm down. Nothing has happened, we’re both fine, very much alive and we’re not hurt physically. Now, you have to know that I love you so much it actually hurts but I also want nothing but your happinness. Apparently, I can’t make you happy right now and….well, I’m sorry. But we can work this out. I’m glad that you’re willing to make an effort though. I’ll be back before you know it. Just…I don’t want you to think at any minute that I am the one keeping you from being happy. That’s not my goal. I just need….a change right now. 

[dougie-sa-blog]

          Okay.......okay. I know, I know. I'm just, you know how I get. But hearing from you does make me feel better. You make me happy Alec, you do. You always have and always will. It's just going to take some time to get used to all of this, okay? I know, I want you safe and happy and if you going away to boarding school is the case....it's okay.